Ron's

Dilemma

2012-01-09T14:30:00.001+08:00

Back from the wild Saturday night..
I'm still suffering for the consequences of that night..and I'm wondering if I should do it again
I'm suffering from sleepiness...and upset stomach

Oh well..one thing I'm sure I shouldn't do again is
plucking my moustache
This is the way I "clean shave" for years and recently..this "clean shave" has been giving me pimples
Sigh..now I have about 7 pimples above my lips..and a swollen upper lip because of the high concentration of pimples there lol...haha
So Ron..stop plucking and shave like a regular guy...haha =.="

Actually I just wanna blog about my pimples hahaha...
Imagine..1 pimple can annoy ppl like hell..
7 pimples..Disaster

Oh dear..I'm not so chatty nowadays..I kept on watching "The Big Bang Theory" this holiday and..probably picked up how-to-talk-like-a-geek
I should probably pick up reading novels again

Two O One Two

2012-01-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day of 2012. What?!

Haha..I feel that time really flies..

I've been far too lazy to blog

but..here goes

This year I went to church service for new year eve..This year I actually felt the excitement for 2012!

I'm slowly stepping into a new life where I need to be independent =D

This year I'll be an intern..Gosh..It's all happening so damn fast.

Some of my friends..are in year one and I'm already in the 3rd year T.T

I have activities every Friday during this holiday..Activities which I shall not mention =P

You know I know can d la hahaha..

Really makes me feel like singing "7am waking up in the morning gotta have cereal"

and..lets sing "Friday Friday!!"

This year Christmas was quite an ordinary one..

As usual..I really enjoyed the annual Christmas dinner at my house =D

Really lovely food we have there..yumyum~~

This shot was taken at pavilion..They have amazing decorations there..but I look fugly..So lets settle with this pic =P

We went to SG before Christmas..So there was lots of Xmas decorations haha..
Well..I still feel Pavilion has better decorations..hehe

We went to Marina Bay of course..I find this shot really funny..hahaha
We were busy taking pics and there my dad was..feeling bored LOL
Obviously Singapore doesn't appeal to him ahah
In fact..it was quite boring cuz it's all city..We already have Kuala Lumpur~
So I would love to visit places like Thai (again), and New Zealand..
America would be fun too..Mmm

We went to Universal Studio..haha..that was the main reason I wanna go SG so much!

I'm slightly disappointed la...felt that Disney is more worth it with the huge sum of money we paid for the tickets..

Far Far Away Kingdom

I love Shrek!

The water world show amazes me!

With their amazing effects and their interactions with the viewers..haha

My favourite effect is the very powerful fan behind the ship..lol..Although we were quite far from the stage..but I felt like if they leave it on longer my clothes would be blown off...lol =.="

Viewers do get wet in the splash and soak zone haha..

Ha! we had a ride on the most amazing ride ever!

I was seriously speechless after this ride..The combination of the 3D ride and physical ride..Is just amazing =D

Queuing for the ride took almost 1 hour..but the line for it was very long and that kinda queue could easily take up to 2 hours for Malaysia rides..hahaa..

Ooh..there are 2 huge Transformer roller coasters as well..I've always been a fan of roller coasters! =D awesomeee

Another of my all time favourite movie..Madagascar
The penguins are so cute lol

4 of us siblings

My dirty feet after a whole day walking at SG..=X

Just an ordinary day

2011-12-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

Just passed up 2 assignments today...actually this is no biggie and I don't really wanna complain about it...I had 6 subjects last sem and was busy like hell

Then I failed 1 subject lol....as a result of my laziness

I've learnt not to blame the lecturer all the time and put no effort in studying cuz I don't understand..If I don't study or pay attention in class...Of course I will fail lah lol

This sem is totally diff...Midterm for both subject is above average =D

I realised that it really isn't hard to do better than to just pass

Okay..the point that I really wanna stress about and why am I blogging here is

I'm very tired cuz I slept at 6am last night

I haven't slept at all after waking up at 11am.

My body felt weak but my mind sorta refuse to sleep *sigh*

11.13pm now...sigh..How abnormal am I zz

It's raining..my mind isn't sharp now

I'm not depressed or anything..What else to describe this feeling? I just refuse to sleep...

There's something inside..I don't know what is it for sure

Writing something do ease away that feeling..

Actually I've written alot of crap but I've deleted it..it's okay though

No one needs to see it..and I don't wanna remember what I wrote

Goodnight all...
so yeah...this is just a meaningless post
I guess I can sleep now =)

Updates =D

2011-10-24T21:47:00.007+08:00

My mom received some money as a result of the upcoming election..you know what I'm talking about...Budget 2012 is kinda teacher-friendly haha

So we had dinner outside =D

Thanks Najib lol...

We went to 21st century though hahaha...where else to go for a good western food?

Lol..my dad looks funny xD

I was sick at that time..Still look ok though =P

4 of us siblings whom I love =3

On someone's birthday..I baked a cake with my mom

I brought that person to Sunway Pyramid after 12pm class which ends at 2

When we reach there, I bought Baskin Robbins ice cream to give that person a treat =)

Delicious!

Then, we sang Karaoke at RedBox

Next, was a surprise..I brought that person to fish massage hehe

I was very embarrassing at there as I don't dare to put my feet down to the water for those fishes to bite

They seem pretty hungry that day lol...I kept shouting when I put my feet down lol

I was pretty worried I might fall down into the water

After about 10 mins..I'm finally able to put down my feet for massage and beautiful feet hahaha...

What's the point of the massage lol..I don't care about my feet haha! No foot fetish lol

but it was fun laa =D

Our dinner was in somewhere at Subang..

We ate at Daorae Restaurant as a request from that someone to eat Korean food

The best Korean food can be eaten there =D
Friends...that restaurant is awesome..lets go someday! haha!

It's very pricey...as expected

but I had a nice food experience there =)

At night, I surprised that person with the cake with that person's housemates together singing the birthday song

The last thing in my plan is to give that person the presents I've prepared

It wasn't much...but I hope that person had a wonderful day =D

Do you guys think I'm an awesome boyfriend yet? hahaha!

Beaches and the sun 8)

2011-10-10T22:28:00.007+08:00

2 weeks ago

Right after finals..my very stressful finals, I had an amazing and relaxing trip to Lang Tengah island..

boy..something about that island I just love!

there were only 6 customers there including me in the whole resort!

Well...honestly, after the visit..I find it really suitable for couples lol

The quiet environment..

for a bunch of friends...going to Redang is more suitable haha

Still, it's really a perfect getaway from the stressful life in KL

damn it...I was so worried about money stuff back in KL..cuz I just move out and the deposits needed to be managed..

However, during the trip..phones were rarely touched and it's best if it never rings haha

Oops, I'm babbling too much..haha..I have so much to comment about it lol

Mostly positive though..

As usual, I'll let the pictures guide me as I tell stories..haha
We set out to the island..

We were really excited when we reach there as we haven't seen such beautiful water and sand for a long time!
here's the view at the island =)

Our bbq food night..wasn't that good
considering the price..it's okay cuz we really have alot to eat!
Everytime, we ended up very full hehe
That time, they just finished shooting the movie called "Love You You"
So we have very nice decorations to take pics with haha

This is the little cafe they built for the movie ^^

Yeah! poser lol..
We set out to take pictures with the rocks haha
Wanted to feel the sand before we go back haha

This shot is my favourite =D

I was badly sunburnt at the end of the trip
My body looks like this haha!
hm...I have quite a body eh? hahaha

Oh..and we did visit Redang.. We paid an extra rm30 and visited the island
The island was amazing! There were so few ppl there and the thing that isn't so nice about Redang is..there are people everywhere..sheesh!
but then..during our visit..most of them are out on their snorkelling session..
We walked around the island..and the view is definitely much better in Redang haha
We sit and relax on the beach chairs..

Then, I wanted to go swimming in the sea..and we chose a perfect swimming spot near the rocks
Oh dear..I had the most wonderful time there!
There were sooo many fishes swimming around! Who needs snorkelling when there are fishes swimming all around us?! haha
It's such an amazing experience and I definitely want to feel it again!
The fishes were really pretty with different beautiful colours =D

The snorkelling part..I didn't really enjoy it..the stupid mask sucks big time...it's hard to use >.>
We did get to see different colours of the corals..red, blue, green and orange perhaps..didn't really remember..they are so pretty haha
It's really sad that most of the corals lost their colours though..

In conclusion, another round? haha!

Engineer-to-be Geeking!

2011-10-01T10:56:00.005+08:00

I always believe that engineers have some kinda geeky style..I wonder if I have that look..hmm..

Here in this post I'm going to show u guys what I did for this semester haha

I will be showing 3 of them..

1 of them which I have no picture of

The one without picture is the shake flashlight..the flashlight whereby u recharge by shaking it

There's magnet inside to induce flux and bla bla..that project is relatively simple but..needs proper assembly

That flashlight were successful but we have to take out the magnet for the use of other group

Sigh

The pic below is my band-pass filter..haha..no biggie
I totally copied the calculations from other group and the configuration is given in the questions

So all I have to do is to produce this circuit and show that it filters off other frequencies of signals and....blabla..haha!

This one is our small AC generator

Yea it looks kinda lousy cuz we didn't really put effort into this assignment

The goal is to turn that stick and show to the lecturer that the LED can be lighted up

The last one is the most complicated of all..Therefore, we took pictures with our lecturer haha

This stupid robot cost about rm200!! Mainly because of the trial and error of the components we bought

The motor driving this thing and the wheels alone already cost rm80

What does this robot do?
It moves and detect walls and edges. Whenever those are detected, it will move backwards and turn to the right

At the beginning, we were all stunned. How were we supposed to create this robot with zero knowledge on robotics?

The lectures help a little and the sources from internet doesn't really help us!

Luckily..everything is relatively simple..It's just that we couldn't understand

I also have the mindset that says

Don't say it's too hard..keep trying!

Lets see the operation of the robot =P

Ahh..proud of myself cuz I did the whole programming part =D

Oh..I created a flash file so that people won't be too lazy to click play hahaha

Miscellaneous

2011-09-30T21:16:00.004+08:00

As I already wrote earlier..I had a crazy semester and it's impossible to even think about writing a post..haha

I'm so glad it's finally over.. The one thing I'll never forget about in this sem..related to my studies, is how exhausted I was when I was about to face Electrical Machines midterm test
Midterm is just as important as finals so I studied my a** off..In the end, I got so exhausted..before going to campus, I lie down on the floor dressed for college still carrying my bag..I just lie down and rested

That was when..I really wish I have more time

But heck! I made it through the sem..and finally I'm enjoying very well during this break..I look healthy as ever (fat) and I have a nice tan =D
bwahaha~

Firstly, I would like to brag about my new TV!

It's a 40 inch baby~ haha..the thing I like about the tv is..I can attach my HDD and watch directly videos of various format, mp4, rmvb, flv included =D

Yea it isn't the best TV in market..but this tv is really a blessing to us

Hmm..I also dl Ayumi's new music videos in True HD

Here's Ayu with a bunch of buff guys haha

Last month..my feet looks like this..

Mosquitoes in KL are so damn toxic @_@

Also, look at the pic below..what do u think it is?

Did u guys notice..it's a fruit? hahaha..

better still..if u can notice it's a green apple xD

I left it in the fridge for about 2 weeks..and it turns out like this..ishh

Next in my life is that, I'm moving

Not that I'm really excited for it..I'm actually very sad about it..leaving my housemates..Wuwu~

Too bad...I want a single room

To put a fullstop to me having super annoying roommates again!

Seriously..the last one couldn't understand WTH deposits are for..well..you can read my previous post about it..That guy seriously piss me off even now

The current one..Oh..I have many complains

Mostly is that he DOTA too much and it's fking annoying..I don't mind my other housemate, Jason who plays DOTA too much as well..probably cuz I like being his friend

Also, his mouse isn't so damn annoying as my roommate's!!

Seriously..click click click..and there goes my attention

I felt so angry at him and I seriously wanna shout my heads off at him..

That very month where he bought his new lappy and start playing dota..The same month I decided that I couldn't live with him anymore..

He also made fun of my body..saying I'm not muscular
Yes he is muscular..but when he walks around the living room with shorts as short as boxers..

Eww...keep it to yourself man!

Guys..at least respect the ladies..Don't wanna wear shirt..fine

but don't walk around in underpants..Yuck

He also discussed with me how lifeless UTAR students are..

Oh pls..I'm not the one staying at home all the time dota-ing all the time and annoy other people

Also..I don't force other people to go clubs with me..like he did..haha!

Yes..I'm complaining alot..It's only because he asked my a question which I CANNOT forgive him for

"Your sister and cousin can touch wan ah?" Use your head dumbass..

I'm my sis's bro..and if I saw him do that, I would punch him straight to the face, that jerk

So why risk living with another shitty roommate?

Although I'm moving to a single room..I'm definitely downsizing..the house was really nice with all the colours

I also like my housemates..

Oh well...Life goes on

Ahh..there's so much to move! Look at the pics below haha~

These pictures are so nice..They makes me wanna cry *sobs*

Nah...I can handle it but I will miss u guys big time =)

I'm having a blast for this sembreak! haha..
If u guys followed my fb..I went to Lang Tengah island

The trip was really awesome..I had some amazing moments there

Till then, Tata~ <3

STRESS X INFINITY

2011-08-14T01:14:00.004+08:00

I just named my title that way just because it looks cool =P hahaha
It has some truth in it though

Anyways..I finally posted my Moral video assignment
So here u go~ Have a look. I know.it's kinda boring and lame at some parts and the storyline is simple but we put alot of effort in doing it
Need to meet up alot of times but the video editing part is kinda fun haha~

Although I like my work..but this video assignment + tugasan moral sucks big time!!
For tugasan, I'm expected to write about 11 pages...I've never wrote such a long piece of shit before hahaha
I had spent about 2 to complete it and completely ignored my other subjects and also 2 test which I was gonna face in like a few days more. I haven't study at all that time
The due date of the Tugasan is nearer, which so I had to finish that 1st..

In the end..I ended up sleeping at almost 5am..woke up for classes and then only start studying for my test which is on the next day =X

I actually studied for the test till 6am in the morning..by that time I kept having microsleep
I didn't realise I was sleeping but I kept waking up after having short dreams
I had alot of dreams that night..and I was too tired to continue but I finished studying everything...Still, I totally flunked the test hahaha

I ended up doing the test badly and for that..I solely blame Moral for demanding us to write such a pain-in-the-ass long essay!
For that,
I really hate that subject now...
All that effort..just to pass...Zzz

Anyways..I actually wanted to put a pic of fire burning from the mouth but I have no idea what are the keywords to type in Google search
So, I ended up editing myself and guess what I did?

Hahaha..
I'm not too free..I'm tired and yawny~
Just thought it's a good joke..Oyasumi!

Update on my life

2011-07-23T22:35:00.008+08:00

I shall describe a little about what's going on in my life.

Let me begin with singing Friday again!
Ten a.m. Waking up in the morning
Gotta be fresh
Gotta have my bowl, gotta have cereal..

Lol..that song is so lame and Rebecca Black is back once again with a lame song "My Moment"
Does she really have her moment at all to begin with? Zzz..

It had been pretty exciting for the past few weeks and I have planned to blog but was just too busy to do so hehe~ Memang la macam ni once a person's is occupied with someone xD

I actually did nothing else but spending time with someone, studying and doing assignment
That's all my life is about now. It's totally crazy when it comes to mid sem T.T
However, I'm not complaining because unlike the previous semesters I like what my course has to offer..
Also, I'm making a video for Moral subject. The process of recording is actually kinda fun! hehe..best part of it is..I don't have to be the one editing the video xD
I will post it up for sure..It's our hard work after all =)

Ooh..before I continue
Here's a pic of me with towel on my head due to a request haha~
Gawd..So aunty lol
Oooh! Today I was supposed to help out for an Utar event named "Actuary Today"
but I didn't turn up because they friggin' didn't contact me at all!!
Even for briefing..I don't know where to meet and not even the time.
Well this shows they don't need me..so I'm enjoying myself at home 8)

Next, I want to tell a little about the dream I had this week. I don't really remember the details of the dream but I'll tell the gist of it

In my first dream, I was with my gf and I got to know that she's dying
It really broke my heart...I remember she died and I visited her past and called on to her but she couldn't hear me
However, in the midst of the dream, I noticed something is wrong with the dream.
That person wasn't my gf although I see her image and all..That person was actually Ka Fuk haha~
I remember I had the same dream before but that person was Ka Fuk..So the dying person changed to Ka Fuk..lol
I went looking for him in a building and found him in an alley sitting on a table
I talked to him and he showed me his face
The lower part of his face swelled and I got to know that he could actually heal but he refused to do treatment because it will cause alot of pain..
He smiled at me with pain as if telling me "everything is okay"
I tried to hold back my tears..then YannLing came to talk to him as well and I saw her crying

I woke up feeling numb with sadness but I didn't cry..haha
I felt heartbroken even though it was just a dream..I couldn't bear the thought of losing my gf or even a friend..I have no idea how to accept it >.<
Thinking about the dream again..the dream is actually quite silly lol
I googled the meaning of my dream and I found it to be quite true! It surprised me because the interpreted meaning doesn't seem to be related to the dream at all

Dreaming of gf dying -- I feel very happy with my life now with my gf..In chinese they called it "xin fu"

Dreaming of a friend dying -- I'm very stressed with my studies now because I fear I could not cope with it. Also, I feel that I'm unable to cope with my own expectation and my parents'. I study alot but I didn't manage to satisfy my expectation.

Shit..The meaning is sooo unexpected but it is true!
So guys, google your own dream to understand yourselves more =)

I know, this post is kinda long and that I'm too "chiong hei"..talk too much but I'm enjoying myself =P

Lastly, I feel like showing a few pics of mine lol

Beginning of this semester I looked like this~
Straight and bright coloured hair haha
I heart this hairstyle!

Then my hair became very dry and it looks like my hair kena roast d lol
I styled it this way when I was in Hatyai~ haha
A note to myself: Don't dye hair liao lah...dye=die hairDyed it black to make it look healthier..This was taken a few days back
This is supposedly my curly hair lol..but it doesn't look curly also~

Here..my original hair
I'm back to my highschool curly haired boy style..lol..I dislike this hair but many ppl told me it looks better..
I just don't like curly hair! It curls here and there..zz

I also dislike that people comment that my hair looks dry..Go read up a little about hair types laaa zzz
Natural curly hair usually looks dry and brittle
Definitely not so nice as those who go perm their hair.
Common misconception is that natural curls looks better than those permed one
Most of the time..NO
It is also very troublesome for me to make my hair looks nice when it's curly..
If I don't spend some time on it..I'll have afro hair lol~
Straighten my hair = straighten out all my hair problems hahaI'm done writing for tonight hehe.. 8)
Arigatou for reading!

21st June

2011-06-23T21:15:00.009+08:00

Morning goes something like this

Ten a.m. Waking up in the morning
Gotta be fresh
Gotta have my bowl, gotta have cereal..

hahaha..does it sound familiar? xD

Hmm..went to classes and many people wished me in person haha
Lol..I felt like a celebrity that day pulak hahaha...It was really nice to receive so many wishes =P
Of course, messages from ol' buddies and fb wishes..Although..fb wishes may not be sincere and bla bla..
Well..I was really happy to see random people wishing me and the best thing is..I know those people who wished me on my wall haha
Hmm..I don't know..at least they wished? hehe..Birthdays aren't very important anyway so lets not make a fuss over silly stuffs to ruin it haha
Seeing those wishes makes me happy xD
Also..Alex and a coursemate of mine attempted to invite me out to celebrate bday for me but didn't work out. However, I appreciate them the same =) It was really thoughtful hehe

I have my noon booked till night for someone dear
Went to KLCC, watched Green Lantern ,ate at Chillis and walked a while at the park
There was time constraint, so there's really nothing much to say
However, our time together is always precious =)
I got cheated it was gone but what a surprise for me to find my ring inside the box of cupcakes hehe
I really thought it was gone and I was disappointed cuz I've been waiting for it for some time..then there it was
I love the surprise. Thanks dear xD and I love the ring haha
Also for these cupcakes...muahaha..it is better than cakes cuz I love seeing our initials on it in such a cute way haha
R and J
Back to KL home, I didn't expect my housemates and coll friends would celebrate for me that night haha..I don't know..Too tired to expect anything I guess haha
So I wrapped my head with towel to dry my hair
Suddenly, things became weird, my housemates called me and they all stood up...I was still wondering what is happening till I saw ah Boy coming in with a cake on his hands
They caught me in great surprise and I was so emberassed that I hid my face behind the towel hahaha...
Omg lar..Jenny..can choose a better time mah? lol!
but I was really happy lar..The surprise worked and wow...haha..I love u guys xD

Today, I went to midvalley with bra, cheng and duck..hehe
I was like wow..need do like this for me meh? hahaha
Duck even took half day leave just to come..wowow~ haha
What I really appreciate is them coming to Midv by ktm, which we know is bitch at rush hour, and treated me to movie and Japanese cuisine
Oooohh...the handrolls were awesome!! It was really tasty
The tempura prawn in the udon mee is awesome as well haha...
Visit Hokkaido something something in The Gardens haha..Recommended!

Guess what we watched? haha..Green Lantern..Again
This time I get to look carefully at Ryan Reynolds and Blake Lively..
Blake Lively is so pretty and she has awesome body curves ;)
However, there's too much talking in the movie..I almost slept haha~

I also celebrated with my family by going to eat lunch at Domino's Pizza..haha
My family don't make a big fuss over birthdays..
It was just like a normal meal and we had a great time chatting haha
What makes it better..my parents bought 40inch LED Tv after eating xD
I haven't got a chance to see it yet..
Soon...I'll get to enjoy it hehe

I know I'm a little dry of stuffs to say..I'm really tired and I barely had enough sleep.
I guess I have to tone down my social life just a little ;)
Today, I end my day thinking that I'm so blessed hehe...
I have a loving family, partner and a bunch of friends =)

Taste of fire burning

2011-06-20T01:05:00.005+08:00

After my roommate left (don't pity me..cuz I don't feel anything)
1 guy called..I'll name him Gay 1 and say he wanna stay in my room in great hurry
Well, another guy who said wanted to live with me temporarily already asked me..So I phoned that another guy and decided..I have to let him stay because I already promised him 1st

I called up Gay 1 and said "I already promised to let another in..If you don't mind..you can stay with us, which is 3 person in a room"
Well, I couldn't receive his call to confirm cuz I was in Thailand that time and I asked Gay 1 to contact my housemate. He moved in that Sunday and I assumed he agreed to stay like that for few months until that guy goes away
I also asked him from the beginning to give me 1-month notice, following the norm, from the 2nd day he started staying

Today, he moved out and claim deposit in full from us.
Not only he has not informed me..NOT EVEN 1 DAY, he and his IDIOTIC mom claim deposit in full from me
I said "No, u must pay rental for the next month. This is normal"
She was very stubborn and demanded that we pay everything to them

At last after a few hours of arguing, she agreed to pay only 1 month from the day his son moved in
It is not right as me and my roommate suddenly have to pay so more without being informed
They say "that room is for 2 person what..you and your roommate can pay for it"
I shouted at her about smtg being irresponsible to leave without informing and that we are nice enough to just charge 1 month rental extra.
Well..My parents, exhausted after a few hours of argument and being a christian, we decided to deduct 1 month rental plus rm30 for bills
They once again refused..they only agreed to pay 1 month rental and that's it...
Not even rm30 more after toying with us till no end
That aunty ah...seriously bitchy and damn fking cheap
I know at that time that this will not end unless we agreed to pay that rm30 back
Although rm30 is seriously insignificant...but I was standing up for my pride and rights
I continued arguing till the point I chase them out in a rude way
I grabbed the keys and wanted to leave to open the door..
That aunty grabbed my arms to stop me
I shouted at her "Getting physical?! Want me to sue you?!"
Do you see how desperate she is for that rm30?
WALAO..

Finally..I got tired and I threw the rm30 in front of her
Of course I was being very rude doing that
Plus...I shouted "GET OUT!!"
She was shouting too about me not being well taught by my parents
I am very well taught in my opinion and I'm very nice
but...I knew from the beginning these 2 idiots..I can't be nice with them cuz I will end up being pathetic myself, for surrendering so easily.

I've learnt a few things through this..
At first I treat him nicely and thought..he's just like my other friends..I'll smile and be nice
There are ignorant people who exist, stupid enough not to know how deposit money works

I could not get this outta my mind...I already informed him very clearly to give me 1 month notice
Well...the invincible law of deposit is if that person leave without informing, we can have all the money to ourselves
but no..alas we only gained like rm5 from them? minus all the bills
Next time, I'll write out an agreement for them to sign on..Don't agree? Look at what you've signed up for

I don't really care about the money but damn~
I had a good time shouting at them GET OUT and bang the door..I even threw the money at her like she's a damn begger
Oh yea..She did say "You think I need your money meh throwing it at me like that"
OH yes aunty, You seems to desperate for it and bye bye with a? F*** you

I wanna add on that I'm really grateful for my family and housemate being there for me in the midst of this thing..I called my family because I know that they care..
I needed to hear from my parents who have tasted more salt in life than I did. They were there..
Tomorrow there will be family feast and this will give us something interesting to talk about.
I admit that it was really hard to remain as a christian during that time..If I'm being nice, I'm being bullied.
My parents taught me how to act and it calmed me down..I may have overreacted but with my parents..I kept it under control
Although today is father's day..I Love you, Mom and Dad..
and my siblings..I know they kept awake and my sis sent me messages =D
My housemate, Jenny also stood up for me..

In the end, we didn't lose the battle
For we are righteous and we do what humans do..Tolerate to solve problem
At least they left with me being extremely rude towards them =P

That person was Toh Siang Ee, a Utar Actuarial Science student

I remember uncle Robert told us to smile at our enemies..That's our best revenge
Despite my rage, I am a christian and I will listen to the words from wise people and to practice them

Cosmetics, Physiques. Baby

2011-06-11T19:10:00.004+08:00

My mom went Korea last week and she had a big loot from there..hahaha
Something about trips makes us overspend..
This time it's definitely too much lol
Well..she bought some stuff that I wanted and now I have loads of mask xD
Hopefully it will cure my ugly skin haha

and btw..luckily she didn't buy any korea instant noodles
It was on news yesterday that it contain something that can cause sexual impotence haha

For the starters, she bought about 100 mask sheets I think
Free samples
Whee~~
There are alot of small bottles of "essences"..which I don't know how to use lol
5 bottles of black pearl mask. The white 1 is also black pearl mask but it's complimentary
1 bottle of BB cream, 1 hand cream
2 bottles of moisturizers
3 complimentary facial cottons
I was very curious about the black pearl mask..So i tried it haha
It's written there "O2 bubble mask"
I'll show u guys the effect haha
After applying, it became bubbly haha
Oooh..the highlight of my week is I saw Mr Hottie in McD at Bukit Bintang ♥
He's Mr. Chan Than San =D
He's really handsome and tall lol...I didn't recognise him that night and when I did..It was too late..He went away too fast T.T
Ahh..of course..with such beautiful face..he's rumoured to have undergone plastic surgery..
Who cares..he's a big shot model now and his career is taking him everywhere *jealous*
Lol..this pic looks a lil gay tho haha
Also..I found out about Miss AngelaBaby
hahaha..It's weird how I found out about her cuz my Moral subject lecturer kept on mentioning her name
I thought she's some kinda taiwan singer or some sort..
Well..she's some big shot model also
Lets look at her before sugery
Someone joked that she could win watermelon eating contest
HAHAHA!!
Now..she's my Miss AngelaBaby ♥
I honestly don't care about ppl undergoing plastic surgery..At least it made them look hot lol
I would consider making my lazy eye more energetic like what George Clooney did haha~

Hatyai ♥

2011-06-05T16:06:00.011+08:00

As some of you know..I went Hatyai last week
It's my 1st time going to Thailand and I found it quite an eye opener haha..
Overall...I think the trip was okay..The weather sucks haha
I couldn't even bear standing in a non-air conditioned shop for a few minutes
I sweat alot there..wanna lose weight? visit Thailand
No need to jog around..you'll sweat haha

but! you gotta resist from eating too much delicious Thai food xD
The food there is awesome haha
I love the tom yam of course..
There's a special dish which doesnt look appetizing at all!
The dish that I can't forget is the chicken feet dish..It's served with sweet, sour and spicy sauce..Oooh~ I love chicken feet and this dish is good =P

Another unforgettable dish is "Keng Som"..It's actually a soup
This soup is super "geng" lol
It is the spiciest soup I've ever tasted!
I only finished half of the small bowl lol
Despite being too spicy for my taste..It is actually quite tasty
Just make sure your stomach can handle it cuz my mom and sis suffered stomachache the next day =P

Other than those 2 dishes..the vege are cooked very nicely but it's kinda unhealthy lol..cuz it's oily
The fruits there are awesome @_@
I thought the pineapples they served were marinated with sugar..cuz that's what we do in Malaysia to make it taste better haha

The first place we went is some..communist village i guess lol
It's just a past settlement for communists..Firstly, there's some lame presentation
I couldn't understand what that uncle was talking about
He said he will speak in chinese but he spoke in 6 languages which was so annoying!!
He spoke chinese, cantonese, hakka, hokkien, bm, and english

Walking around the cave the communist dug is better =.="

The pic on the right is the surgery room..Which is kinda scary
He said that the surgery room is inside the cave so that the voices of those scream of pain will not be heard =X
Such as, cutting off the leg...ArgghhSome banner..Whatever it meant~ haha
We need to queue up to take pic with this mermaid statue..Zzz
The sun was blazing hot..I mean it!! The heat was absolutely intense
but the beach there is beautiful with crystal clear water =D
Also..look at the sky..It looks edited doesn't it? lol
The sun was too shiny =P
Stalls around the beach~

Ooh..this is special lol
We were at a huge temple..which I didn't visit cuz of the crazy weather haha
I took this pic inside the bus
It's a tower built to light up fireworks..At the center, there's a pulley to pull up the firework
Someone lighted firework as long as the height of the tower..
crazy man...I must have watched the thing crack for 1 minutes or so..haha
Next, we went to a cave..Visit with your own risk haha

This is how we went in the caveThe "wedding room" lol..

Elephant shaped rock~

Ah gong ah ma rock
Hahaha...the rock on top is shaped like breast and that guide said "neh, see..nen nen" lol!
In this pic..he's holding the ah gong's penis haha..There's penis shaped rock everywhere!~Eww!

We went up a hill by lift to see a temple on top..or is it pagoda? lol..who cares haha~
Again...look at the beautiful sky xD

Ooh..the view is kinda nice~We went to the market area around evening..Nothing special..cuz the clothes aren't cheap =.="
and the quality of the fabric isn't good..
I was really surprised with the price of the alcohol there..It was so cheap~!!!
It cost like half the price they sell here haha~

The market scene~
If your eyes shine when looking at this shop...you are confirm an aunty!! hahahah
All the auntiess had gleaming eyes when they see this Zebra cooking utensils shop lol
We kids were bored to death while waiting for them to shop inside..=.=
Sweating while shopping...hish~
Tuk-tuk car~ haha

At night we went to watch ah gua show...haha
The show was...not really boring
but it isn't a show where you'll want to watch again anytime soon haha..
So, I'll say it's entertaining haha
Yeah~ I got free beer hehe
This 1 is disgusting lol...but "she's" so funny! haha
Look at the pic below! hahaha...she showed her undies and everyone is like "oooh!" with a disgusted face haha
Then she lifted her left hand and acted as if she was plucking her armpit hairs and threw it at the audience..haha..it was really funny
She also sat on the lap of an uncle and kissed his forehead..Aww...how magical..Not!
In my opinion, this 1 is the hiao-est among them all..haha
but she's kinda pretty..lol..she was all diva-like and so expressive hahaha
I love the shot below..lol! hahaha she looks hideous and flirty but she don't look so bad la...just this shot lol! hahaha
Alas, a grand exit...hahahaha
my favourite dancer among all present there cuz she's all smiley and diva-ish..hahaha
That's all for now..Tata~

Genting~

2011-05-25T22:15:00.005+08:00

I went there alone =P
hahaha..nah..just joking
Oh well..the trip was..Genting
I went there so many times I guess there's no room there to excite me anymore haha~
However, this is the 1st time I went there feeling so damn tired that I lost all appetite and interest in playing in the park
I didn't even eat instant noodles at night lol! that has always been the favourite part of my trip to Genting..lol..too tired to feel hunger haha
Lol..maybe because it's the n'th time I went to the theme park or because of my low energy xD
Well..thanks to someone for making me so exhausted hahaha =D
My favourite part of the trip is sitting in the park pointing at the stars, relaxing and talking..As time goes on, there's no need to talk =)

I really struggled to open my eyes haha~

Trying out new things

2011-05-18T20:24:00.004+08:00

Urm..I guess I had too much time today lol
I read an article months ago..saying smtg like work out ur brain in ur free time such as picking up new skills like cooking
I think that article is about Alzheimer..saying we shouldn't let our brain be idle too much
So, there I was..baking to kill time..the ingredient isn't expensive anyway
Since I've been watching drama hours..It's time to do something else
I don't have any book to read lately T.T

I made..baked sweet potatoes!

Urm..it turns out okay
It's actually a dessert..I think it's nice lah except the burnt hazelnuts on top xD
I've zero idea what is it until I took it outta the oven..Then my dad told me it's a type of dessert they serve in hotels
The upper layer is crunchy and sugary..but inside are mashed potatoes..it taste sweet and nice xD
So..I'm here to say..Don't tell me "I don't know how to cook" shit..it's because they haven't even tried..
I don't know how to cook as well..I tried =P

Stress Released!

2011-05-16T20:52:00.002+08:00

Finally..the long awaited break has started
I'll start off by complaining about last sem hahah
This is the 1st semester ever I actually have to study till past 6am just to finish off every chapters..
The earliest is 4am during the whole exam week..Of course I have eyebags and I still haven't recover yet because I went out alot after that..Today I finally got some decent 10 hours sleep hahah
However, the worst thing is..I don't know if I can score well T.T sigh
Now..I just wanna go out!!
I went for a morning date after the exam..but it sucked because some ppl managed to ruin it =.=..Well..I was bummed and I had to apologise..ahh..forget about tht!
At night..I was covered in Mist..hahaha
I really had fun =)

Went out several times after that..Tonight I actually had no plans..but suddenly I have one haha..
Sighh..I really wanna enjoy to the max again..but where to? lol..
I'm going Genting next week..Puchong watersports village and lastly Hatyai..
When sem starts, we're gonna have buffet in a hotel..I can't wait for that as well hahah
Lol..this post is so meaningless hahah..I don't even know what to write
So..I end it here..See ya~

Oh my love~

2011-05-09T01:06:00.005+08:00

My love for my dearest Ayumi Hamasaki has just peaked
I cried watching this performance..I've been her fan for more than 10 years perhaps
I haven't seen such a performance since her performance in 2003..I'm really touched *sobs*
I love u, Ayu!!

I thought she could never deliver such a good performance ever since her voice changed..but damn..She proved me wrong
Aishiteru~!

Random Thought

2011-05-04T01:39:00.002+08:00

Just found out another guy..whom I admire for looks
Is..homo!
Oh damn..so far..the guys whom I found attractive physically..and makes me feel jealous of their looks..almost all of them are gays
Lol..It's not a loss for me..in my point of view xD
but ladies..think twice before you like a handsome guy hahaha
I'm actually a little disappointed to find out he's P (another word for homosexuals..learnt it from a 40-years old uncle who hit on me) because..it reminds me of how messy this world is getting haha

Hair Transform!

2011-04-29T22:56:00.005+08:00

Err..I haven't change my hairstyle yet..Nothing much I could do now
Currently my hair looks like the pic below..Mm~ I think I've been having this kinda hair for quite some time..I'm getting bored of it.
I also feel like..this hairstyle doesn't suit my personality at all..I don't knw why..I just feel that way
So..I'm going to change it! haha
My next hair will be quite a change..but I think I need months to get that hair..
I wonder how my real hair really looks like..hahah
cuz u noe..it's all straightened, fried and coloured now lol!
I already promised a friend to have curly hair together lol..so now..I'm waiting hahah! we'll be curly haired buddies lol!

Ahh..for the very first time..I want my curly hair back haha~
Seriously..I think I changed my hair so much that I don't remember how I look originally..haha

Oh..actually the hair I like the most is those short, smart and clean cut like the pic below..
I remembered how happy I was to have that hair..zz..yea..
I think it suits my personality very well..but it's a hair I just can't have! sobs..Oh btw..I changed the header of my blog d..it's the same pic but with 2 person out of the picture haha..
I find it meaningless to see them still in that picture which I like so much...when they're practically out of the picture..
Don't blame me for being childish like "They're just moving out, still friends right?"
Yeah..No..I don't want them in the picture of my own space..it annoys me..
So..that's all..and uh..goodbye to those fellows

Mission Possible!

2011-04-26T18:23:00.005+08:00

Here's the situation.
My dad and my bro left just now to Pahang for my bro's university interview camp
It's UTP..good choice of uni btw..haha..but I'll see less of my bro =X
Well..I hope he does come back often.
Anyways..now I'm the only male in the house
The thing is..there's 2 dead rats near the house..1 was caught using the cage
1 more..I've no idea how that rat got the skin of the head scraped off at 1 side at the 2nd floor of my hse..right in front of the door
Screenshot from the video I took..I kept squealing in the video cuz it's freaking disgusting!
I resorted to using alot of "equipments" to get the rat on that thing..so that I can carry downstairs
I really couldn't bear to feel the soft body of the rat..URGH!
I'm so not cut out to work in the medic line..I have a faint heart >_>
Alas..I have to gather the courage to use a stick to push the body in..and the skin of the rat as well >_>
After bringing it downstairs..I reached the 2nd level of this challenge!
I hv to throw the bodies inside the hole I made..-.-
Couldn't use smtg to cover it this time..I did it with my eyes closed haha

Omg..this post is so stupid hahaha..I posted this cuz it took me 1 hour to complete this
buahaha..urgh..I feel sick
I think I would really faint if I have to move a dead body of a human.

Element Night

2011-04-16T14:59:00.006+08:00

Haha..I have nothing interesting to post about lately..The reason?
I had a busy week sitting for exams.
.tons of them and doing assignment and reports..Zzz

I just wrote an essay about friendship in MUET exam just now.
As I wrote. I realised I wrote from experience.
I disagreed the statement that "friendship is the most valuable thing in life"

When I went to reunion last week..I found myself being ridiculed by my own friends
I felt so low after the birthday meet-up..
I see how they honestly feel about me after not meeting for a long time.
Of course some of them are my real buddies..but some just make me sick to the max
I had to perservere and shut up there because I felt backfired everytime I speak
I wrote my essay with my rage towards these "friends"..hahah

Oh..I'm in my depression mode again..haha!
I'll be okay tmr..goin to buy some gadgets..Whee~!

I went to Utar's "Element Night" last night..
I guess I could talk about it here haha..
Last night is awesome actually..A perfect event to chill after some time stressing out haha xD
The beginning of the event is damn funny cuz..wrong choice of music! hahaha..
The song made the beginning of the event sound so gloomy lol
They invited the VIP to cut the balloons for the opening ceremony..but then..guess what song they played? haha
"Bring me to life" by Evanescence..hahaha..That song is awesome but seriously?

There are many okay performances..but toward the end of the show..it's really nice haha
Below is the band I enjoyed the most..Gosh they're so good!! Both guitarist are so good! haha..Although the guy playing solo sound more awesome but still I like the strummer guitarist more! hahah
Oh..the drummer and bassist is also equally as awesome..but my eyes are fixed on the strummer..Gosh how I wish I can play like that..and to have those effects on the floor hehehe
Their 1st song is of Metallica's...I wonder how many people there actually know how to enjoy this kind of music..I know I do haha
Ooh..they're the 1st band who got "Encore" shouts haha..
This band is called E=mc^2
Weird name and feels so nerdy but they're good..the band play is okay
After that, they got "encore" shouts as well..and many people requested the song "One Night in Beijing" but then..they didn't perform that song..i think they're unprepared for tht song haha..
There's a reason why people requested that song..During FEStival, a past Utar event..they sang that song and I myself remember them for that song..What a good song! haha
Ooh! Awesome stuff!
Mr Chong Zan Kai performed last night! haha..i got so surprised lol
He played the saxophone so well and I'm impressed haha..Saxophone isn't easy to play
I think the another person is also a lecturer..The next song he played solo..He played the song "Lemon Tree"...Woo..it's a classical guitar piece..
RESPECT! I know how hard is it to perform a classical guitar piece in front of people haha
Oh..this 1 cheated us that Bruno Mars gonna perform there..I SIGHED after seeing that host on stage ZZ...My mind was tired lah! (excuse lol)
A bunch of girls performing..synchronised actions? lol haha
It was good anyway..They played a classroom setting and then began tapping on the keyboard together and moved around together..Not bad!
Oh..there were 2 girls from KTAR who performed hip hop..Although at first my eyes were set on the girl wearing school uniform but then the other 1 danced so sassily!! Her body moves like a professional dancer and I was Wow-ed there! This girl is definitely talented

Then towards the end of the event came this band..They sang "Zhi muo Zhi muo jiu hao" hahaha..Joking lah
Then they sang Boys like Girls "Love Drunk"..
I was like... O_o
Then ah Boy asked me "he's singing K is it?"..I lol-ed
However, it's an awesome song..so I can hear people sing along..I like that song too! haha
That's all..haha See ya!

Burning City

2011-04-11T23:14:00.004+08:00

I'm really busy these few weeks..So I don't have time to write any post lately haha..
I wrote a post over weeks..which is still saved as draft
It's a post that I had taken alot of time to think about before writing. It'll be out when this crazy time is over haha~

Erm..just a short update.
I had a dream two nights ago. I had been unable to get it off my head ever since
I was walking on a beach all of a sudden
Then I saw a sight to behold across the shore.
I saw New York city burning up in fire. Usually people will think that it's a disaster but all I could think of is the view is so beautiful.
Someone questioned me "how was that supposed to be beautiful?"
I really don't know how to answer that. I don't think it will be a deja Vu. It's really unlikely to see New York burning even with all the disasters happening.
Maybe God is reminding me of the 2nd coming of Jesus? haha..I don't know
but what a sight..I could keep on staring at it but seconds later, the whole thing turned pitch black..I was so disappointed I woke up
Haha..I'm kinda sadistic ever since I was little..
but I think it's the peace God has given me because I kept thinking about afterlife few days back..I actually got so scared I got on my knees begging for an answer in my prayer
So..will I watch the world end and not end with the world? I know very well..God let me decide where I'll go in my afterlife with my actions when I'm still living in the world..Have eternal life in Heaven or eternal pain in Hell

Another vision from God to answer my prayer? This time round it wasn't scary at least =)
The last 1 I cried so hard after waking up..This time I woke up puzzled..haha

2011-03-23T01:36:00.002+08:00

sorry...

High Time

2011-03-20T02:56:00.007+08:00

First time riding a motorcycle to Pavilion. First time drinking such a tasty beer.
Such an amazing experience haha..Felt like singing my favourite songs the whole night, reach out my hand and feel the wind
Watched a decent movie..Didn't went with the usual crowd..so it feels rather fresh haha
Hmm..first time is the best huh? haha..
The idea to go there came outta the blue..we initially just plan to watch movie at wangsa Walk..Somewhere near where we live..
When we're in Wangsa Walk, they suggested we stay there to watch midnight movie cuz there's no more tickets left for movies at 9.30pm..
I kept suggesting that we should go Pavilion instead..I had a feeling it would be a great idea hahah!..indeed..it was awesome
It was drizzling as well..It was very cold that night! haha
When we reached there..We had some time to spare before the movie start..So we walked around pavilion several times looking for nice place..We chose the best place but there's no table available..Bummer!
So we settled for a restaurant+bar and had our beer there..Mm..I was very excited to try that beer..haha..I love the taste..ahh..it's the best I've ever tasted!
lol...lets not go any further..cuz I'm getting kinda crappy haha

The beer wasn't cheap btw..haha
RM50 for 500ml..
The amount of the beer failed to satisfy me though =X

Reminiscence

2011-03-19T18:58:00.005+08:00

Finally my tests are over..My reports and assignments isn't done yet but dang! I need a break..So I cut myself some slack..for today..haha
I wanted to post something that I suddenly remembered yesterday
I realised that I haven't wrote it down..and if I don't, the memory would be flushed away over time..
Although it has been half a year since that day, I can still feel the rain..the feeling when I drove while not really knowing the road..but determined nevertheless..
It really is something menial

I was still living in PJ that time.. and I was in the supermarket walking around when I received a call from my dad saying he found a house in Setapak for me. I called up the agent and she suggested that we be there that very night..if not there will be another person coming to look at the house. It was already like..5pm..haha
I think she lied about that but damn..I must agree that it's the right decision to go there right away..because we humans love procastinating
I called up several housemates-to-be to follow my car to the Setapak house right away.
We left the supermarket in Amcorp mall right away..and walked through the rain to get to the car..
The rain was falling when I was driving through DUKE highway..I don't really know the way there
When we reached there..we stepped into a..rather colourful house..haha
Well..I have nothing against the various colours of the walls..In fact..I like it better like that haha..It kinda cheers me up to see the colours..Especially red colour..haha
Hm..I was completely lost whether to rent that unit or not..Although I may appear to easily agree with something..I'm actually a demanding person..
but then..it wasn't the wrong decision..I have no intention to move out from this house till now..haha
And I really like my fellow housemates..Although I do complain here and there
My roommate stays in front of his lappie all the time..leaving the room for me to have my private time hehe
Don't get me wrong though...I'm a person who needs alot of time to be spent being alone..If not..I'll sort of lose my head

Here..pics of my Setapak house, as I promised to a person hahah..

My room..I have alot of stuffs haha

My stuffs

Laundry+Kitchen
Haha..this is the filthy place of our house xD
Living room..I like the design
The red wall...looks awesome right haha..
Oh..the cny decoration is still there..haha
"Yang tai"..the balcony haha..ugly view lol
Ahh..here's what I like best
The view from the balcony haha..Although yea all i can see are buildings.. but I really like it when I stand here at night..it's windy and somehow peaceful standing there
This is the place I always have my dinner..haha..can be viewed from the balcony
This is how it looks like when you step into our house..my room is on the left haha..just in front of the main door

Nice huh? haha..

"New" hair

2011-03-16T21:06:00.003+08:00

Just had a haircut today ^^
I love it but then I have to style it..if not it will look weird >_>
I like it cuz..it's short..haha
I don't like long hair and bobby hair no matter what people say about long hair looking better on me..I just don't like it!
Also..I think my complexion is getting better..hehe..the lab series products are just wonderful haha
Oh..I've shaved..and now I'm sporting a clean..and probably "gay" look..ahh..who cares...haha..
Oh man..I overslept and missed half of Maths class...I was terrified and horrified cuz this is my 1st time to oversleep..and miss class! uh..not that I don't skip class..but I wanna attend Maths class..so it's different haha..
Ooh~and I'm so impatient waiting for my motorcycle to come! haha..Within this week!
ahh...i love motorcycles..hehe..it's just that I'm too scared to ride on it while fetching people..haha

Exam blues

2011-03-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

Just a short update btw..haha..
Had a tea in a cafe..nice huh! haha..
I think it was really special as I enjoyed drinking chinese tea in a cold place xD
Oh well..I'm bored..don't blame me for such a nonsensical post..hahaha
The real purpose of this post is..
I'm doubting whether to go for a clean shave or a haggard look like this..haha
I haven't shave for 3 days and stubs have come out...looks geli la
Wanted to look haggard during this exam period..haha
With my dark circles and mustache..I look older and haggard..lol
But i like that it makes me look as if i have a thin mustache from far..haha..
Oh..I was wearing my new earring btw..which doesn't suit me..so I wasted my money haha
Mm..what should I do? haha..I'm gonna trim my brows later

Busy days ahead!

2011-03-09T21:14:00.005+08:00

I'm going to be very busy this 2 weeks..Well..if I'm not..I'm supposed to be!
My panda eyes so far is still under control..
I can't imagine how I'll be next week haha..

Maths test this Sat
ANALogue test next Monday
BE test next Tues
Digital test next Sat
Signals test in 2 weeks time

Please bear in mind that I'm in no way prepared for the tests! I'm so gonna die haha..I still remember how I feel when I pass up blank papers for B. Electronics test 1 in sem 1..
This time I don't think it would make any difference at all..in fact..worse..I haven't really been attending class for Signals and Analogue..
Just thinking of Digital makes my face white..Oh dear~~!
It sucks when I have to decline invitations to go out..just because I can't afford to waste my time away this few weeks..It's always like this when the semester is ending T^T
Also..I'm currently trying to settle my assignments and reports..Oh gosh~ there's so much work!
Dear Ron, don't EVER procastinate ur work EVER again! T^T

Well..credits goes to someone..for making me happy everyday =)
If not..I don't think I can keep my head this long haha~~

Another mission!

2011-02-28T23:14:00.005+08:00

Lol...haha
I don't know why I feel so motivated nowadays xD
I've set a few goals lately..and doing good progress in achieving it..such as stop lazying so much haha
A few days back...I was surfing through the net..through blogs and such..I came across the pictures of a really good looking guy..Gosh~ He looks so good because of his eyes, eyebrows..nose, mouth and complexion...lol..basically the whole face hahah
Well...I think it was his complexion which gets my full attention..he looks so good with such a smooth skin! haha
I don't think it was edited cuz I can see the pores..Gosh! Such a perfect skin haha..
Somehow..I don't feel comfortable posting his pic here..heh

So it got me thinking..I've stopped taking care of my skin since..few months ago..
My complexion has degraded noticably..I've stopped using mask for a long time..
I can see holes on my face d =X

I used to..
Eat tomatoes everyday
Use whitening mask from Amway
Egg mask every week
That's what I did on regular basis and my skin was really good..I think it's just me but I feel like now I look like an average Joe lol..and gawd knows I don't like to be one >_>

Today I went shopping for Lab Series products..
I couldn't find the stall in Isetan so I asked the guard to bring me there...The guard referred me to a promoter..The promoter brought me to the counter..
I was looking at the product while hoping that guy would be gone..He should be! lol..
He's those sissy type..but he told me that he used the same brand..and he says he 42 yrs old
but damn! his face is so smooth and without wrinkles that I thought he's around 30..lol
So I thought "wow! imagine when I'm 40+, I look like I'm around my 30s"..haha

The other promoter came and told me the price of the 3 products I've chosen..rm330..my jaws dropped a little after hearing that..haha
but the sissy promoter offered to help me buy..so that I can get the staff discount which is 30%..hehe
So I paid rm230 for it..but then..after I came back..that guy msged me that it actually cost rm180..lol..Tomorrow I have to go KLCC again to take my rm50 >_>
Oh..there's a story how he got my number..haha

While I was considering which product to buy..that sissy promoter sorta grabbed my right arms and touched it lol..
I wasn't that surprised cuz I can see from the start he kept looking at me with some "interest"..Zzz..
Then after I decided what to buy..He touched my right arms again!
Sigh..it's like..selling my body to this guy just to get the awesome discount >_>
That guy can only get staff discount after 1pm..but I have class at 1..so I rushed back to utar and returned to klcc..I msged that guy to confirm product pickup time..So that's how he got my number..
I'm absolutely uneasy with all the touchings..I'm not even comfortable when my friends do that..even when I know they aren't gay..
It's also damn weird to receive a msg from a stranger calling me "dear"..
Well...it wasn't the 1st time a guy call me "dear" but damn..I could never get used to it lol
I don't know why the heck it cost only rm180..but hell..I want the money back haha
I told my friends and they kept saying that it's because he wants to see me again..pay rm50 just to see me? -.-

About the products..I'm absolutely satisfied with the cleanser! lol
I previously use a cleanser which cost about rm15..
It sucked cuz I have to clean 3 times everytime for my face to feel really clean..
Now..I just have to clean once..and my skin feels hydrated..not like the previous 1..haha
The toner and moisturizer..I don't know what I can say about that..lol
I feel like the Loreal gel moisturizer fits me better..oh well..this 1 isn't so bad..but it's really costly haha
I don't use toner usually..So...meh~
The pics below shows what I bought..xD

Hole in ma ear~

2011-02-25T23:50:00.012+08:00

I finally did what I want to do for a long time lol..haha
I threw away all the thoughts doubting whether I should do it..cuz it might cause some argument and criticism..but as usual..I'm prepared to face it since this is what I want..haha
It isn't a big deal that I pierced my ear but since it is a well thought action not driven by peer pressure..
I wish someone recorded the moment I pierced my ear lol hahaha..cuz my reaction is kinda funny..
When that guy was gonna use that gun..I kept moving my head and finally I gave in lol...I'm so freaking scared of pain >_>
After piercing..it was just a slight pain..but I kept saying "arrgghh" silently..haha..I'm quite embarrassed of that so I quickly ran outta the shop xD
I just realised that I cannot stand pain..even just slight pain..haha..

Even when doing "guasa" last week..I kept flinching cuz I can't take the pain lol..
Oh..I also realised then that the way I scream of pain..is by laughing..hahaha..I wish someone recorded that as well! lol..I kept laughing as YanLing do that on my hand..I didn't take pic of my hand..but my hand was the worst among them all..cuz there are many blood spots..it looks ugly haha..
I kinda expected that since my health isn't really good..but Damn~

Oh...and
after piercing, I looked at the mirror and felt like that earring should have been there long ago..haha
I think it fits me..don't know what other think about it
Don't care haha

Fresh pictures~
The other shot that I like..just for fun =P
The pic below isn't taken on purpose..I like it haha

Next..I'm going to post about a much delayed post lol..it will be just a simple description with pictures..haha..I'm lazy to blog nowadays..
I don't really have much time this semester..I've been quite busy..Assignments and reports have been released..It's not easy to do the assignments and reports cuz to complete it, I need a big deal of research on the net..Sigh~

Lets begin..haha..
My CNY this year is spent entirely with my family and relatives..I don't like to visit homes..I still prefer to just gather with my family and relatives haha
I went to Kedah to visit my relatives over there this year..I really enjoyed myself..haha...the visit has been short and sweet lol..
The 2 little cousins of mine are so cute lol..I thought they won't remember me cuz I haven't seen them for quite some time..haha

Back to Kajang,
Me, my family and relatives went to I-City on "chu 2", the 2nd day of cny..
There are alot of added stuff..
I've visited there 3 times and I must say..that place is more worth the visit now..haha

Next, we went to PD on "chu 3" which is the on 3rd day of cny..haha
It was fun..Someday I'm going to look back and really miss all these trips with my family and relatives..haha
Before checking in..we had lunch..haha
Every meal during the trip is homecooked..lol
Posing at the entrance..
We stayed for 1 night at an "apartment" which offer discounts for government servants..so we had a cheap stay..haha
It was more like a hotel to me..everything is so new and nice..haha
Oh..I was holding my niece..so cute la she~

I like this pic..so..repost! haha

Umm..I like the tshirt..but the shades makes me look weird..haha
Posing purposes only..lol..we didn't have a ride on it cuz it's expensive >_>
At night, we played fireworks..haha..we made quite a ruckus and I don't think it's proper..it's basically noise..lol..people want to have a peaceful night at the beach but there we are..making noise..lol..
Me and 1 of my cousin also had a slight argument with a stupid uncle..Zz
We asked nicely to ask his child to move nearer to the beach to play fireworks cuz the smoke kept blowing right at our face
Before we even finish our reasoning, he kept saying "is like that wan ma..Cny is like that wan ma"
Idiotic typical chinese!! Is tradition so important that we shouldn't bother about decency? wth..
Uncles...I know you guys gamble during cny..I curse u guys lose all da money..even with those fireworks u guys lit..bad luck will follow u guys muahaha..

Oh..and we tried to light a lantern..it ended up by burning in flames..haha..
It was really funny when we chased the lantern to make sure it rise up high..It didn't work out of course..the wind was too strong haha..We made use of the groupsmore discount..haha..we had hours of fun
The little vehicle actually feels like motorcycle..We were basically turning round and round with on dirt path..haha
The 2 person ride looks cool but it was really hard to drive cuz the corners of the path are so tight..The turning radius of the vehicle isn't small enough..so..I had to push that thing for a few times to get through the corners >_>

Nice pictures though! haha
We also had a ride in the hamster ball..It was really fun cuz when the ball turns..your body turn 360 degree..haha...it's not scary at all..rather exciting haha
The funny thing is..when my elder sis was rolling inside..She screamed all the way down..hahaha..I forgot the fun of having rides with her..She screams with all her heart! hahaha
Before going back home, we visited the tower below..
The tower is the observation tower at KLIA..my dad is going to work there someday..haha
We're lucky to be able to go up..haha..No visitors are allowed there actually
We can view the whole airport track from there! ^^
It was a unique experience although I have been up to Subang airport tower a few times..It was the first time I see the tracks of KLIA..
I enjoy seeing airplanes departure and arrival..haha
The workers there are so friendly as well..haha

Adventure Hungry

2011-02-21T01:15:00.004+08:00

I have alot to post about..including how I celebrated CNY
but dang...I don't have the "feel" to write it..it's like I'm just writing because I must..lol
I prioritize this post cuz..I think this is actually important for me

For many people..They want to travel across the world..but since last year..
I've thought alot about places for mountain climbing, caving, and even jungles..
I don't really want to think about it cuz..I feel sad when I think practically how am I going to go to those wonderful places I heard about mountain climbing, caving and such..
I hope in my lifetime I would get a chance..
To visit a mountain I heard about..where u can choose 2 paths..
Through the ladder or swimming through the cave...I REALLY want to try swimming through cave..
The uncle who told me this place..he said he jumped to a rock on top of a hill
If you fall down..you'll fall into a river with crocodiles
Now as I'm writing..I feel sad..
I want to feel like I did the first time I was on top of the 1st hill I ever climbed..it's nothing new to me now
I want to feel like I did when I go through the first cave I went in to..It really wasn't tough to me..I enjoyed every single moment inside the cave and hoped for more
Sadly..I don't remember any other places

So...This will be one of my lifetime goal =)
If I die during some adventure stuff..I really don't mind..but let me die after I experienced the extreme..haha..
I don't wanna claim myself to be adventurous..but I need to fulfill this goal..
I really don't wanna live my life just an aging engineer-to-be..Sigh..it sounds depressing lol

For some people..they get the "rush" when they speed at highways with their sport car..
I don't get them..I don't like feeling when I speed
Maybe for you, readers don't get what's so fun going in a dark cave, through the water..and climbing uphill because it felt like you're just tiring yourself..
Well...I don't really care what people think..haha
I want to try new things..We can never experience enough before we die..There's too much to offer out there
Sadly..I cannot do this alone..I'm waiting for chances to go to such places!
I want to try bungee jumping and a bunch of other stuff..
So, future me who's reading this..
Please be reminded of what you really want

A little dramatic today

2011-01-26T13:30:00.002+08:00

Today..I finally did what I wanted to
Donate my blood haha..argh! I forgot to take pic T^T
I don't think I'll be doing it again anytime soon hahaha..

After entering the hall..I guess I just panicked
My face went white because I was so scared O_O
I've always been scared of pain and blood..Even when I was doing test for blood type..I couldn't control my facial expression...
When the people working there were talking to me..My mind went somewhere else..I couldn't focus because of fear..They smiled at me and heck..that was emberassing!

Finally I was seated at the chair..waiting for my blood to be drawn outta me..I just wish it end quickly cuz there's no way I can run outta that place after all procedure was done..
When the needle penetrate my skin..it was just a slight pain..barely even painful
but I can't look cuz there's a friggin' needle sticking into my skin!!!
The nurses kept asking whether I'm okay cuz I'm sure I look like someone who had just seen ghost..lol

Anyway..it was done in a flash..
I'm tired now and there's a class in a few mins time..Just wanna sleep! haha..
Ahh...at least I managed to do what I fear..haha

Search for a hairstyle and..Apology

2011-01-21T00:12:00.004+08:00

I tried a hairstyle that I've always wanted to have...haha
Just for picture purpose..
I never had the courage to sport it cuz..ppl always laugh when I pull my hair up..
Sigh......I think it looks..not bad la

my current hair..lolI think it's obvious that my current hair looks much better on me..haha..
I look so old when i pull my hair up..but hopefully 1 day I'll walk outside with that hair =D
I would like some opinion on the hair lol...kindly leave comments TQ haha

These days I have really bad eye bags...lol..
mainly it's because I'm so obsessed with playing MapleStory..Zzz..
Heck, I even play when I'm super sleepy yesterday..I keep on sleeping while playing resulting in alot of death of my character..hahaha..

I also wanna write an apology to my housemates..
I'm sorry I could not keep my cool tonight..I suffered burn out just now..
My phone kept on vibrating with incoming messages with problems I need to solve..
I was handling several things simultaneously..I was really stressed..Then it just happened when Jason say he wanna go cc instead of cleaning the house..
For me it's actually not a big deal..Just that..they have been asking when to do the major cleaning several times..I felt pressured because I don't wanna be seen as procastinating responsibility..
With everything going on in my mind..My brain was working like a mainframe processing the solutions to problems..I could not seem to solve them...haha..
Now I breathe with ease as everything falls into the right place..
And my buddy's amazing faith in me..She said "you always manage somehow"
So I guess...I'll manage somehow =)

Work my a** off..and Shopping Spree =D

2011-01-16T00:40:00.010+08:00

Actually..I didn't wanna post anything..
I won't be writing much when my semester starts..haha
Since it's the end of my sem break..and I love these pictures so much
I thought I could write about it..haha..I had a great time during this sem break
Credits goes to my friends..old buddies and family
I miss my old buddies alot T^T I had the most wonderful time meeting them again

CNY is nearing...that means new clothes for me! hahaha...I kinda love shopping haha...
My favourite mall is 1 Utama..it won over Midvalley in my heart hahaha..
It's a little pricey for the clothes there though...
well..I love the vast amount of choices I get there

This one from the Island shop...
meh..I don't think I look good in it...haha

I almost bought this as well..but it's V-neck..so I decided not to..I'm not a friggin korean superstar who wears V-neck all the time..haha
I like the shark..the words there are "I have feelings too" I think so...don't remember d..it's too blur in the pic..haha
I look kinda haggard here huh? lol
This one from PDI
I tried on this Polo Tshirt..haha..the design looks special..i don't look good in it..Zzz
but I thought it made me look like a rich bastard
Oh well...considering the price..it's too pricey for me
rm100+
I bought this one...lol..cuz the guys in the prints of the tshirt are so handsome hahaha
I thought.."might as well be my only pink shirt *hehe*"
I went for a job last Saturday...As a server in an event in Mariott Hotel, Putrajaya
Boy oh boy...That job was seriously tiring..
Just serving ppl alone is already damn tiring..
It's like there are alot of lemon at the feet..haha
After finish serving and the event ended, we gotta prepare the hall for the next event..that means full of shitload of work to arrange the tables, chairs and everything..it's ALOT of work cuz the hall there is seriously big and many stuff to do!
No wonder the work ends at 2am lol
However, I gotta say it's worth it
I've gained experience from this job..and I enjoyed the event..haha..

The event was Dell annual dinner cyberjaya branch..
Oh my..what an extravagant event!
Harith Iskandar was the MC there..and he's really funny..haha..the games were really funny as well..The people were dancing and singing at the stage and it's really fun to look at them hahaha..
Girls there wore gowns and the guys wore tuxedoes..There are a handful of good looking around me..hahah...
The ladies are so finee! And they are generous with the amount of skin they show lol...hahaha
The guys..erm..just handsome..

Of course we camwhored..the uniform wasn't that bad la..I still think red looks better haha..
I didn't take pic of the hotel..but the hotel is seriously nice la..a 5star hotel
I like this pic haha..

Ooh..my hair looks nice here.. haha..i love the colour!

Daniel Boo came back to Malaysia 3 weeks ago..I had a great time chatting with him..
I like this pic..haha..it looks nice haha..=D
Would be better if ppl our age in the church take a pic together..haha..
I realised my words are a little vulgar in this post..oh..whatever..
I'm cranky at night haha

Ohh..anyway...hahaha
I was reading my blog..I do that from time to time and usually I find it entertaining to remember important moments..haha
but then...I realise I've posted some random emo shit lol...It really cracks me cuz..I didn't know I was that guy! hahah...Erm..I wanted to delete those post but..oh well..Just to remember..I was an immature emo guy =P
hahah..even I myself didn't wanna read it LOL!
Now I rarely feel down..I guess I'm free of negativity =D

Micheal Buble in my dream

2011-01-11T12:19:00.004+08:00

The dream started with a highschool typical scene during the 1st day of school..everybody were choosing their seat..I chose mine between Atiqah and Ramesh...LOL I wonder why they appear in my dream in the 1st place..zz
My seat was near front
Then..I heard a familiar voice saying "hello" at my back..
I turned around and OMG!! Micheal Buble was standing there and was gonna perform for us!!
I'm his fan btw..not hardcore..but I really love his voice..Ahh
He began singing a song that I know how to sing along..but in reality he never sang that song before..It just sounded similar to the song "Heartbreak Tonight" my favourite song of his..hahah
I was freaking out trying to find some paper or preferably his album for him to sign on..lol
If I made up that song...I can probably write a song and send it to him because it's damn good hahaha,. oh dear hahaha..my face is beaming in the dream as well as now =D
The song doesn't exist..but I guess my brain can mix his voice into it..Ohh Myyyy...

I saw a bunch of stuff wrapped in a black plastic bag..semi-transparent...
I can see that those are CDs..I kept freaking out the whole dream that is..hahaha
I don't really remember how it ended..but my eyes have been gleaming the whole time..hahaha

SO that was my wonderful encounter with Micheal Buble..
In my dream..hahah..
His songs are like my guilty pleasure cuz..I don't wanna admit I love romantic songs, jazz and his voice is really amazing in particular..haha

Past..

2011-01-06T02:35:00.014+08:00

Today..I was talking with 1 of my buddy about my past..and then a thought came up..

I should have a look at the old photos..
I felt an urge to have a glimpse into my past self again..
I've clearly forgotten how I looked like..how my life was when I was a little kid..haha

I realised that I was quite a happy kid with a lovely family..haha
Our family travel alot..
These pics means alot to me so I thought of putting it up where I always visit =D
Hmmm...I don't think I'm an ugly kid anymore..I just had a very low self-esteem when I was small..haha..I had center parting till std 6..lol..i think it actually looks okay lah..haha
I also forgotten the time when I had a lovely time in my childhood..I used to only remember 3 things about my childhood...3 things which I'm REALLY ashamed of..now it doesn't seem like it doesn't matter already..

My mom's side family always joked and call me little Mao Zedong..I don't know who the heck is he and I don't think I looked like tht guy =.=
Funny hair...hhaha
So I did have curly hair from young! lol
I love the pics of us 4 siblings =D
We all love our miracle youngest sister (there's a story behind this)
And I loved to play with my bro..haha..
Me graduating kindergarden..haha..I dislike that tadika cuz all I can remember about it are bees and Chan Willie...lol..weird memories huh
I get bitten by bees alot in the playground..so there's once I couldn't take it and ran outside..the teacher stopped me and I have to go in to play with the bees again..lol..I freaking hate insects lol
I'm still surprised Peng attended same tadika as me and she was the same class LOL..haha
The reason I remember Chan Willie is that he's my teacher's son..I attended the same primary and secondary school as him..but during primary school..I hated his cockiness..Yeah..i hated him..but now..I realised that he was just a kid haha..
I want to track down the guy wearing grey/brown in front..lol..we used to play with him alot and travel with him..
I want to see how he looks like now..haha
He has a mousey look lol
Friends who attended Sg Chua primary school...you can probably recognise some of the teachers in this pic xD
Our family always go on a trip with these few teachers hahaSimple pic in the house but it looks great =)

I grew up this long with a thick unshaven mustache...hahaha..can't see clearly in this pic though..
Oh..and I still wear the same shirt and pants till today...my size didn't change much huh..
Is it just me or...
I think I look like an italian guy here lol! The curly hair and the tan..the eyes as well O_o
Hahah..nice pic =D
I think I look more manly last time compared to now..Heck! I wore a girl cap to yc yesterday hahaha
I miss these 2 guys! Three of us get along well together..I forgot wht form we were in...haha
The guy on the left is Ku Aiman and the guy on my right is...err..I only remembered Haris..haha
Both them are weirdly funny...Gosh..lets say I really do enjoy their companion

Class pic of duno what form...Look at bra! hahaha..
Lets zoom in to bra...
I laughed everytime I see this face LOL!
So bra...umm ur're pretty hot now compared to last time Muahahhaa
I like this pic because when we get this photo..Dayana was really funny! hahaha...I still remember..
"Kau macam like..hot dalam gambar ini".. her eyes were shining as she said these..I forgot what she said later on but I think her smile is what I cherish about this photo =D

Infested Body

2011-01-04T01:23:00.004+08:00

Fungals..
Have been living on my 4th finger of my left hand for..3 years perhaps?
haha..It healed last time..but I guess it didn't fully recover ..but I have no desire to put medicine on my finger again Zz..I don't know where the antifungal went anyway haha
I'll start using medicine when it causes pain again..zZz...it cracks the skin..thus..the pain..ish

Second one infested on the side of my left toe >.<
This 1 when it become serious..the pain will be so severe that there will be tears in my eyes..haha
So lately it became worse lately..I had to buy medicine for it because it causes alot of pain when I walk..Damn u fungi!!
The medicine are fluids..so it looks like my feet is wet..haha
I don't know why..but I kept thinking of foot fetish when I'm writing this hahahaha...
I seriously don't get it..what has feet got to do with sexual pleasure?? LOL
When I went to the A Famosa Water Park...My friend asked me not to play a particular kid slide..I did not heed the advise and went in the slide..BOY oh BOY
hahaha...The slide has alot of curves..my body is too long for that slide so it not only causes pain all over my body LOL
It also cause my nails to break off..
The pic below shows how my nails look like after it fully recover..haha..ugley~!
Oh..it's on my foot
I don't really dare to take pic of my face these days..And when I did..I shocked myself hahaha
What in the world man!!
I seriously cannot stand my curly hair...haha..not only it makes my hair looks dry and brittle.
It's totally crazy when it grew long >.>
This stupid hair kept me from going out these days..lol...haha...i know I KNOW...I'm going to do something about this tomorrow..and when the semester starts..My hair would be totally changed =D
And..hmm..I've gotten a little fairer as well..fatter of course haha...

I need something to handle this bad boy..haha..
That would be the hair dryer..It makes my hair straighter haha
See for yourself hahah...
I like the parting I did to my hair in the pic below..but..I don't think I can really pull that hair off..I think I need a haircut for it to look good..haha
Love this hair ~

New Years Eve..Zzz

2010-12-30T23:56:00.008+08:00

I'm terribly sleepy now as the effect of last night's hardcore gaming Zzz...

Mmm...New year means nothing much to me..and usually people will take this day...the new years eve to reflect what they have done and make resolutions for next year..

Well.. New year meant alot to me when I was in form 5..I was going to break free from schooling system and enter Uni life the next year...but this year..

blah..just another year in uni..I don't think it'll be better than 2010..for this year is probably the best year of my life haha =D

You can say that I'm totally unmotivated and stuff like that...Yeah this is how I am during holidays -.-

I managed to revamp my blog design into something that I really like...

The html knowledge I gained in foundation is really useful haha..I managed to tweak here and there...and then..finally I'm done..haha

I also love the small katy perry video at the sidebar..waha..
It's actually a playlist..currently theres only 3 songs..enjoy! haha

I went shopping for 2 days...managed to buy some clothes..bought an expensive T-shirt from hush puppies...hahaa...I love it cuz it's slim fit..

It might look good on me now..but when I get fatter and fatter..I won't be able to wear that shirt >.>..

I almost bought this...but decided not to..cuz I was struggling when I'm putting on and taking off this shirt..It's so freaking tight! haha

I wanted to buy this shirt as well...Zzz...I think it looks cool and I never had this kinda Tshirt xD

It's pricey ..so I didn't buy it..haha

Thou shall not rant

2010-12-27T23:16:00.005+08:00

I shall begin..lol

Today I went shopping for stuffs t0 upgrade my desktop..especially for the graphic card haha
I'm still pretty bummed over the spoiled graphic card thing >.>
I will need to buy 3 costly addons..
1st will be the graphic card...well...it's pretty powerful with a good price..rm650
2nd will be the casing of the desktop..The 1 I had my eyes on cost rm388...wth for the price..but it comes with 6 fans..Zzz
3rd will be the power supply thingy..rm150...need higher Voltage to support the new graphic card..Damn
It will cost rm1188...shyt man..my dad will be furious about the amount of money and the most I'm willing to pay is rm500..ARGH -.-....So I guess I have to save my money...I don't know how the heck I use rm900 per month..Sigh
There's another cheaper alternative..but I really can't stand buying those stuff with average performance..-.-"
A heavy price for games...but it'll do me good during my sem break haha...now I'm playing my old games..like..really old! haha..those games are designed for windows 95..wth lol..
I finished Dynasty Warriors on psp..now...heck..I just wana play games all day long

I had a lovely Christmas haha..Our house has Christmas party annually
There were alot of good food..My favourites are the curry and the thai style mee hun..haha
The world no1 curry is cooked by my grandma...haha
I'm not sure who cooked the mee hun..but it's really good =D
Me, my siblings and cousins went to watch "Tron" after the party at midnite..
That movie is...average
not bad, not good either haha

There's a question that keeps on bugging me..
How to save money? Zz..

2 things

2010-12-19T15:25:00.014+08:00

Firstly...Season greetings!!

Merry Christmas everyone. Haha.. I even changed my banner for a more christmassy feeling =P

I love it when Christmas is around haha..It's this sat =D

I love the annual christmas party in my house..This year I celebrate in both houses..In KL and Kajang wahaa~

I love everything about Christmas..including getting money for shopping..haha..I haven't finish buying yet though >.<

Last week was a blast..haha..Friends visit our house almost everyday..and we had a really good time playing games

However, it was kinda scary cuz u'll get punished if u lose badly in the games..hahah..

We have a bunch of really cool vids but the vids can't be shared out haha..I really love those vids..It made me laugh everytime I watch them haha
Also..I can watch the annual christmas drama put together by the members of KAOG...Really good job this time! I love the message the drama is trying to send and everything went well haha..

Me, my housemates and few other friends decided to have a "small" christmas gathering..We did it last Saturday which is on the 11th of Dec..LOL..no choice la..everyone wanna go back~

It turns out..our group is big and I feel guilty if we didn't invite everyone we're close to..though we did leave out one or two >.<..haha..don't make me feel guilty..argh~

We had steamboat..and uh..about that..pictures will do haha..

We prepared food for 14 ppl..and it turns out we have to delay the party cuz there's too much to do..lol

Jeff prepared songs

What was played most that day..are christmas songs sung by a child..a gal..

Oh my..I feel like..dying there..hahaha

I seriously can't stand cute stuff...exception for babies..I can't get enough of them! haha

Sorry Jeff...haha..Thanks for preparing the songs =P

Lets have a look at our decorations =D

The steamboat table

We played our first card game after eating..hahah

Everyone will get a poker card..There's only 1 matching set inside..
So when we found out who has the matching pair..they will be punished with lipstick drawn on their face hahah..We used a cheap lipstick la of coz lol
So here are the pics =D This 1 made us laugh the whole time! ahahhaa...this is the best drawing tht day..haha
It isn't so clear in the pics..and this is the only pic Zzz...Well..we had a good laugh anyway =PSomeone was forced to wear fake eyelids..eww...haha
And then the yucky jelly punishment!! The pic is shawn's jelly..lol..mine wasn't that bad..
The pepper made it taste like shit...mine was loaded with chilli sauces while his has alot of soy sauce..Eww
Right after I got the punishment of drinking 600ml water in 1 breath...I have to eat this shit..I was really suffering..haha~..I felt nauseous..and my tummy feels like it's gonna explode
=.="
Gift exchange..See the one with ribbon? That's mine...haha..nice right!

Haha..I definitely enjoy parties ^^

Second thing I want to post about is a much prolonged stuff..hahaa..

It's the versatile blogger award thingy passed on by Yee.. lol..

Okay..first..I really appreciate that she thinks of my blog =D

I hereby..stop the chain of this thingy..I don't wanna continue passing to 7 ppl..but I posted as the courtesy of our friendship^^

Haha! blah! I hate the image provided..plus it's light green =.= eww...the person who designs it suck...lol

So I improvised it

In my opinion, there should be babes to accompany the words haha

Taadaa~!

Yeah..I don't think I'm that versatile..lol

A small bit on my life

2010-12-04T22:20:00.008+08:00

I went sing K with my cousins last nite..There wasn't a single song that I really enjoyed singing last night..haha..cuz I don't know those songs well..I can't sing my hearts out lol..
It's kinda embarrassing cuz for some of the songs..I closed my eyes and sang like a friggin' "superstar" LOL hahaha...what I'm saying is..I guess my expression is a little too much hahaha..

Anyway..here's my 5 mins hair
Gawd..I hate my hair now..It's curly inside..very curly..It's so frustrating >.>
and as my hair curls..it looks freaking dry and brittle..It isn't..*sigh*
I'm not regretting the color though..I like it..lol..I'm gonna try purple hair next year =D
Every sem..i do something to my hair...and I even cut once a sem..that's why it looks fugly lol..haha..This sem I'm definitely gonna do straightening and cut ma hair =D

Me and my housemates have been doin stuff together..ermm..I don't feel like describing them alot..It probably will be just another of our tradition...
In the mean time..I enjoyed having homecooked dinner together..Although having dinner outside have really good food that I miss haha..but home cooked dinner is definitely the ideal dinner to have on normal basis..

Shawn's bird day..I love that we did it in Titiwangsa Lake..It's special in my opinion haha..
I tasted my now official favourite cake EVER!!! I think it's called hazelnut cheese...haha I love that cake..I loved every bite..It's so delicious lol..definitely gonna taste it again...
and I thought chocolate mud was tasty..haha..
This cheese cake rocked..=D

Ate homecooked western style dinner with them
This is so not worth it for the amount of work we put >.> Truly TROUBLESOME
Actually..the scene is much more romantic than this hahaha...We turned on the lights for pictures haha..
I put on some jazz music..and we dimmed the lights..OMG I love the scene!!! hahah...good thing we have a perfect house to stay in..I'm truly happy we found this house haha..It's beautiful ^^

Me and my housemate were just planning a christmas gathering this Saturday..
Hahah..i do love my uni life alot...I've never regretted throwing rm500+ away cuz I don't wanna be in Uniten and study in Utar instead..Well..I've already enrolled for Uniten course..but I knew it would be terribly depressing for me..I needed friends..haha..lots of them..lol
Ooh...It sounds really good..haha..It's not too much of a hassle this time..so I will enjoy myself haha..

TVXQ returns~

2010-11-28T01:37:00.004+08:00

This is good news...heh..but there's a chance that only ChangMin and Yunho left in the group ~.~
Sigh..all this fight for money...causes heartache in fans..I read that some even cried..bwahaha~
Although all I wanted to see in that group is Max...but then...zz
TVXQ used to have a really good blend between the 5 voices..Yunho always sings the least..the way i like it haha..cuz I dislike his eyes >.>

without the voices of the trio who left..Sigh..I guess the songs would be pretty weak..
The recent album of the trio, JYJ...I didn't even bother to listen...English songs are not their ground for me..so far..I only heard chinese stations playing their songs..and the songs are..nevermind~
Now why don't they settle the dispute and get back together already >.> Hish~!!
I want them to take down some of the top crappy korean group like they used to..bwaha~
Mmm..forget about it lol~

I've been...doing stuff lately..I'm not so free in week6 and 7..Heck..I had 3 tests last Thursday..So I scrapped my diet plan for the week..as I'm too tired the whole day..
Today I have been getting adequate sleep..so finally I don't sleep 5 seconds after i lie on the bed..haha~
The reason why I'm so tired isn't only bcoz of the tests..I have been very busy arranging and planning outings and shawn's bday last week and then..the class duration is friggin long for me >.>..Last week was hell for me..I have to juggle between both..and Lord...I cried for help haha..Luckily there are a few helpers^^
and they didn't giv me trouble my giving me a "maybe" as an answer when I ask if they're gonna be present..
I've been so busy..I ignored my chat buddies...1 of them is really in need to talk to someone..
bt then..My mind is tired..
I am now enjoying a period of time of the day...where I can spend by not thinking anything..Just stare blank at the bed or smtg

I read an article saying that guys are capable to spend time doing nothing and...thinking nothing!
I do this always..and I was quite surprised to read that girls thinks all the time...
They never stop thinking...
When they ask their bf "what are you thinking just now?"
and their bf reply "Nothing"..The gals think that their bf is lying...haha
Girls..why can't you guys not think?! hahaha...I'm not being sexist..just that I find what I read from the newspaper funny...lol...

Goodnight~ it's 2am..>.> I wish I slept at 12...my energy is still half gone..haha..the effect of those tests +.+

Diet plan-> Day3

2010-11-22T16:17:00.011+08:00

It's only 4pm now..I've reduced my intake of granola bars for breakfast from 2 to 1..heh..and lunch..significantly reduced! Tick!
Did some house cleaning...Too tired to go to gym today..Gonna crack ma head on the programming assignment >.<>

Crazy hair lol..

This is wht my hair would look normally

Ohh~ I love the hair at the back cuz it's curly haha..♥♥♥

cool uh? haha..That's all for now~ C ya

Diet plan--> First Run!

2010-11-20T22:28:00.008+08:00

Maybe I'm exactly fat..YET..but this is freaking me out!
My belly shows itself when I wear my shirt..most of my shirt is S-size..It's pretty fitting on me..but now =.="
omg...I really don't wanna look old this fast!
So I came up with diet and exercise plans for this week..and next..
I figure I need at least 2 weeks to lose some weight..possibly 3kg..
I've done it before and lets see how it goes this time..haha..

Hmm..Lets start with my aim
Ryan Reynolds with his famous 8 packs!
haha..actually I'm not this ambitious..Just wanna look a little buff rather than the a-little-chubby guy looks..I hate it =.=
Oh..I would like at least 4 packs hahaha
I had good looking arms last time..but since I've stopped training..It looks fat >.>
And btw I stop training cuz I damaged my arms in a way..now it's all shakyy~

Day One:
Jenny told me I have pot belly already..I realised that too..but it got me really down
I used to have flat belly..Now it's all filled with fats..ARGH..
I've developed a habit ever since..I would take off my shirt and look sideways..and have a good look at that belly..=.=" Sigh~
Then I would sit down..and feel it..It's soft! WTH..........I used to have solid abs.. T^T
I made up my mind to lose it from that morning itself..

Lunchtime..I accidentally took 2 big piece of chicken..and alot of other dish..
Sigh...I regret it like heck..The portion was too big and I definitely will gain weight from eating it
At night..I went home, Kajang..
Then my mom told me we have dinner that night..I screw up my diet plans..and ate more than enough..Crazy thing is..I was still hungry after that dinner..
Oh..interesting thing is..my legs probably saved an old man from a fall..he was coming behind me at the stairs when we were leaving..Then..I duno wht happened..He fell
He would have had it worse if I wasn't there o.o

I've been eating alot since foundation..it gets worse in Degree..Setapak..
By the influence of roommates..I've began my way to become a fatty myself..
My mom said she wanted to stop me from eating too much that day itself >.>
Fail and Fail the whole day =\

Day two:
Today is day 2..lol..
I struggled when I take my lunch..I forgot and took too much rice again..I suddenly remember about my plans..I put back more than half of the rice i took..so the remaining amount..is like 3-4 mouthful..T.T
I remember Azlan did the same thing when he diet..So I'm gonna do the same thing too lol..
Then the dishes..I took very little..
I was still hungry after that..but I just ignore it..Patience is the key..haha..Ignorance too play a part in this xD
A Tick for me this time
Same thing goes to dinner..I ate half of wht i usually eat..but then my mom tempts me with pork ribs >.< So..dinner..Fail
It sucks to be hungry all the time..Sigh

I reduced food consuming..I did some exercise and as usual I sweat alot..
I did this right..so a Tick for me =)

Currently weighing 55kg..I can make it to 50!! before i start my training again haha

Dull post....

2010-11-17T01:04:00.003+08:00

I didn't do anything interesting this week...or last week
The highlight of my week is just seeing ayumi in 4 magazine cover when I visited Kinokuniya..I was tempted to buy 1 haha..
I don't have any idea what to post..cuz there's seriously ntg interesting in my life right now..haha..
When my Sem break starts, I'll be active in blog =D

Oh well..I posted a little crime I did on fb..haha..I know..I'm good *ngek ngek*

Hmm..about my feelings..Nah...there's nothin interesting..except that
I got angry at 1 person..Really angry..and like what I've written in my fb post..
I have to take in all the hate towards that person..and I actually fear myself..not that person..
I fear that when i lose control of my temper..Words as sharp as razor will come outta my mouth..I'm just trying to avoid that at all cost..I'm not a wuss lol...Just..I know this is the best I can do..cuz I still have to endure this about 5 months..
In the past I've lost control several times..and it all ended really bad..>.<
With God's grace..I can do it! =)

My sem break is about a month away...See ya then!
MIA for now haha~

UNIQLO madness

2010-11-09T23:10:00.005+08:00

Hahaha..damn..finally..after 2 days!! This video is completed =D
Just a fun stuff to do in our free time waha~~
Just a 2 mins long clip...Enjoy!

BOSS Super Chorus CH-1 effects secondhand for sale

2010-11-02T00:28:00.005+08:00

Link to ebay bidding
http://cgi.ebay.com.my/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=300488192062&ssPageName=STRK%3AMESELX%3AIT

Personally~
This is my favourite effect among the effects I bought..I love the sound it produce..
Perfect for slow songs..And also I tried combining with distortion and super overdrive..which sound awesome =D
I'm offerring the price starting at rm280..
Leave an email and I will contact those who are interested

This effect is barely used..Not even a scratch on it..It is as good as new
I have already sold the rest of my electric guitar set and this will be the last of it..
I will mail it in a parcel..Delivery may take 1-2 weeks
will try to send the parcel asap
ONLY ships within Malaysia..
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Leave your email and I will contact you for payment instructions..
Preferred payment type: Maybank ,Public Bank, EON bank, CIMB bank, Hong Leong bank transfer
Any other enquiries also welcomed in comments

Description of product:- The CH-1 Super Chorus pedal delivers a clean classic chorus sound with crystal-clear highs and a unique stereo effect, variable between left and right speakers.

Classic BOSS chorus pedal with clean, brilliant sound for guitar and keyboards
Effect Level, EQ, Rate and Depth knobs allow for precise shaping of sound
Features Mono input and Stereo outputs for connection to dual amp

http://www.bossus.com/gear/productdetails.php?ProductId=137#

Don't mess with me

2010-10-27T13:05:00.003+08:00

I'm nice..and I can be a friend..
When things people do set me off..I'm sorry that I'm this kind of person
I'm heartless and cold when I deal with people I'm ready to lose..
When it's better to lose a "friendship" I will...Why live my life enduring some ppl's idiocy and keeping my cool when inside I'm saying "what an idiot"
I have actually gave this person a second chance to be a friend..
He's the first person who sets me off 2 times in my life..That's when I lose my temper and let the evil side of me take over..I have a really bad temper I admit...but I've only lost it few times in my life...
I'm actually restraining to throw my temper at him now...Knowing myself..My words..my actions can be terrible..My body was shaking..my hands..couldn't write a word because it's shaking so much..my breathing was irregular..I want to clench my fist and hit him right at the face..to wake him up of his fantasies and to make him really hate me...that he won't come back asking to be friends..cuz if he does that when I gain my cool..i might consider giving him another chance..I wouldn't want that
I'm not this kinda person who holds so much grudge inside of me..Don't think of me like that..
It's just that this guy drove me to the edge..
To this guy...Just hate me..I'm a cold and heartless guy in your eyes..Let this image sink into you..
Now I'm breathing normally...slowly my hands won't shake as much as it did..
I'll be the guy I am again..I hate to see the evil side of me coming out again =)

Photoshop frenzy!

2010-10-09T23:20:00.006+08:00

I've completed another of my "project" and this will be my last for this sem break..lol
Time to pick up the books and finish at least 1 novel in the remaining week!
This "project" was done without much inspiration..and creativity..it looks like just a better version of the 1 i did earlier..this 1 is much more complicated to complete though..
Today went to sing Karaoke with my cousins..Ooh~ It was really fun and I got to sing my favourite song ever! "Now and forever" by Richard Marx..I was surprised that song is available there =D
However..the karaoke wasn't so friendly towards Tohoshinki fans =.=" i wanted to sing "Doushite" badly!..Sigh..I guess I'll just sing at home..
I enjoyed singing fireflies by owl city lol...It's interesting to sing in a different way so that it's similar to the original singing..He doesn't use the normal voice lol...i have no idea how to explain..but i did use a little throat trick to make that voice lol

We had a good chat..We still click well haha..
Tomorrow the Foong family will be having dinner in Seremban @_@ It's so far away!
Well..time to eat my hearts out haha! I've been "exercising" way too much lately and I deserve to eat..LOL..maybe a few kg gone in these few days..xD

Anyway..I seem to be very much in love with Ayu recently..especially with the excitement of waiting for my order to arrive =D
It's my first time buying a single..It better be in good condition!! >.<
And what a surprise when Vivi deji diary come up with a special edition this time..
The Naked Talk..lol...
I was vr surprised when i see the photos and I thought it was the sick joke of some ppl making pics of her topless with just her hand covering her breast..
Then I realised it isn't possible cuz it's too perfectly done..haha..
So...wow! but she's usually cute and stuff..but not so much on sensual..
Yep..it looks sensual to me lol..
Also..I managed to get Adobe CS4 portable..I played around with the features..Just some simple ones that I can understand..
I managed to thin my face, change my eye colour, make my skin flawless and shiny, raise my eyebrow..and lastly the best..eyebags disappear..
I realised it was too fake..There's too many things can be done with the software..So i'm not going to further use it haha..
like..wth..the face can be thinned with just few scrubs =.="
The eyebag removal thing..is the big trick..lol..i used many stuff to achieve it
I love the eyebrow raising stuff..lol..it looks so real..but it's only useful for gals and drags..haha.i want bushy eyebrows! lol..of course with the same trick..the mouth shape can be changed to how u want it to look like..
gawd..It's so fake!

New banner!

2010-10-04T14:20:00.007+08:00

This time it took me a really long time to think of an idea what to do for the new banner and to complete it..
The last one I played around with gif extension effect..which is the moving small little pic of ayu
This time I used the effect of PNG format instead..the transparent colour!
The ayumi pics were readily made..it made my life so much easier lol.. Then I started with ChangMin's pic..It took me hours to clear the background =.=" I included my work just to share =D I love fooling around with pictures..with different photoshops..It made my idea possible to be done haha..

I'm running out of things to do..I'll prolly edit my own pic lol..first gotta take pic =D
Too lazy to do that today! I'm gonna take my noon nap Zzz..

Looks change over time

2010-10-03T00:15:00.009+08:00

Firstly...there will be lots and lots of my self-pic..I've been wanting to post something like this for quite some time now..haha..

I'll start with my current photo..It might be too sudden to bombard readers with my fugly pics =.="
This photo was taken with my webcam a while ago..hehe..my hair is still a little straight currently..hahah~
OK! Personally I find the pic below horrible =.="
Zzz...I got a shock when I log in my High5 account after years..LOL! I joined High5 since I started using the internet and I did not have scanner nor digital camera..It was taken with my cousin's camera in KTM when I was around Form1..I still have the shirt lol..
Ugly right? ...That time I hated looking at the mirror..I didn't care how I look..
I even had center parting during my primary school days..The pics were hideous lol..
What a surprise when my looks changed around Form3..People started noticing me and I received compliments that I'm good looking..I was seriously confused that time cuz..I have always thought of myself as an ugly kid..and yes..I was pretty emo that time..
Below is a pic of me around form4 haha..the curly hair!
I deleted most of my form4 pics =.="
Uh..I remember I took the pic below when I was form4 =.=" It was the first day I got my phone and was trying out the camera ..I still look like shit lol
I look so skinny that time hahaha..
Also taken when I was Form4..Did my face changed? hmm..I've no ideaMy school days..I lost the original pic haha
Form 5 pic gallery~~ haha
Really ugly pic of mine
I showed my friend this photo..he didn't belive it's me ahahaSurprisingly! I had my some of my favourite pics taken when I was form5..They look really good =D
My shoulders looks broad in the pic below..haha..it was taken right after gym..I was an exercise freak that time..hahaWent to pavilion with the guys of J4..It was in the form4 end of the year school break..I remember I dyed that hair about 3 times that month haha~
I find bra's and alex's style funny hahahaha...Duck..however didn't change his style or looks Me with my favourite shirt! I love that shirt but got worn out *sobs*
I had my short curly hair that time haha~End of form 5 pics..
I had longer curly hair during the break after SPM haha...I love this hair =D
Below are all pics taken after SPM..
The pic of me below is the pic i took before the JPA interview..I didn't put any wax on my hair lol..I look decent..lol
Taken at WaiMun's birthday party.. =D
I love the set of pics that I have them all in my phone haha

I remember clearly the different hair I have after I enter UTAR..haha
My first is the curly one..not too long..Like the pic below..Of course I didn't always look like that la! haha..This shot..It's impossible for me to get shots like this now d...I straightened my hair..and I had this long brown hair...Oh I LOVE that hair!
Some commented I look like Japanese =D I remembered Lucas said that xD
but I had to cut it off because it was too long..and curly at the root of the hair zz..
I had short curly hair then..zz
My short hair became this long..and I had really long bangs..haha
I somehow love the long bangs =D
I straighten my hair again..And..I cannot stand my long and straight hair..I cut it off...I didn't ask uncle to cut it this short but he did..haha..
It rocks! I didn't want long hair again..And I love short straight black hair.. =D
I don't have to waste time fixing my hair that time haha..My hair grew longer..in 3 months...My hair became lion head...haha~
So I had it cut..Uncle didn't cut it that short this time..and I loved it..
Just that my hair is so curly now if I didn't blowdry it..I don't like curly hair! Zzz...So much hassle for that stupid curly hair..
Anyway..I'm given this look and I appreciate it alot haha~
It helped to build my confidence...If no I'll stay the same..The quiet, conservative, no confidence, emo guy I was..I was constantly in mild depression in the past..Now I'm just a normal person..
And! I have changed totally being in college..I'm no more always so scared of doing things..
I've been through a really good change =)

Melacca Trip!!

2010-10-01T23:00:00.031+08:00

Finally..Thanks to Jeff for uploading every single pic haha
This will be a long long post fully loaded with pics..lol
I spent half of my day on this post =.="

MONDAY 27/09/2010
Firstly! On Monday right after my Basic Electronic exam..We went to sing K in the noon..I must say..I enjoyed myself very much when singing..hahaha...
It started out singing without energy or a fun atmosphere..It was gonna end in a way that we'll forget about it once we step outta the room..
Due to time constraint..We were gonna sing the last few songs..Then I stood up to sing..I wanted to sing with feelings and emotion..In chinese, they call it "sing till vr gek" LOL..
Then ah fukk and shawn stood up to sing too! haha..Our last song is supposed to be "bei pan" but it was so much fun we ended up with around 5 last songs..lol..

Then we went to Sunway Pyramid to have our dinner at Fullhouse...haha..it was very expensive..zz..
The atmosphere there is really nice and the place is vr beautiful =) There's also 1 friendly waiter..I find him funny lol..

Next..We went I-city haha...I'm given the burden to lead the road there...And I'm clueless about Shah Alam area =.="...zz
Miraculously..We didn't get lost lol...We stopped at the petrol station to figure out how to go I-city when we're at Shah Alam..There were factories around us..
We almost gave up and was gonna go back Setapak when I found out that the highway I'm looking for is right in front of us! haha..It was easy later on ^^
Surprisingly...it was fun at I-city as well..haha..We had a really good camera lol

I love the pics below =D..The colours are so nice!
I'm sure we look like some maniac group there hahahaha...
We formed the word I-City in the pic below...hehe..Looks funny to me hahaha We were on our way to go our cars when I found out this lovely view..haha..
It's amazing..with combination of three colored lighted trees..there are rainbow colors on the wall =)
We went back Setapak..Can see that everyone is excited the next day..Especially me hehe..
Melacca trip the next day!

TUESDAY 28/09/2010
Starring:
Albee, Ron, Jenny, KhooYuan, JieJing, Shawn, Jefferson, Yumie

Woke up early..The journey there was smooth..I wasn't 1 of the driver this time haha..Now I won't volunteer myself to drive for trip like this! hehe..So nice to just pin-pointing where to go and sit back and relax..I sat in KhooYuan's car..Lol..pity him if I put all the girls there..I enjoyed talking to them in the car haha..there was barely a moment of quiet haha..

KY's car went Alor Gajah first where A Famosa Resort is located...Around 30 mins away from Melacca town..while Shawn's car went to town to put their laptops to safety..
We reached the resort and noticed that the entrance ticket to all of the parks can be used anytime! So there was a big plan change..We decided to visit the town for the day..and go to the parks the next day..I'm so grateful for the plan change lol..cuz the waterpark isn't open on Tuesday..

So we went to the town..and our first stop is Jonker Walk..The day kinda sucked la..
There aren't many shops open along the street..and my favourite cendol&Laksa shop is closed that day..So is "Oo jian" and the longkang "lok lok"...*sobs*
We did manage to eat a very delicious cendol and Sate Celup as well..Waaa...
The food was very nice =D
The chicken rice however...1 word..bad
Delicious cendol and Sate Celup!The pic in the middle looks so romantic hehe...Way to go!Posing at the A Famosa We ran outta place to go during the day..Zzz..It was really nerve wrecking when we were desperately finding places to go..and everyone is waiting for me to decide cuz i'm the so-called "boss" there.. =X
Finally..we went to Tan Kim Hock and River Cruise..
1 word also..boring
While on the boat...We saw this fella doing a movie/music video..I've no idea..Haha..but it's kinda entertaining to watch him dance xDWeird color cuz I removed all the green color in this pic...It was too green-ish =.="Visit Melacca town only on Friday to Sunday pls! There are not much activities there..probably the trafic jam will help to kill time..haha
We wanna eat and eat and eat..but the shops weren't open and some bizarre-mouthed fella complained that we kept on eating..but never paid for what he ate =.=" We were pretty pissed off at that guy..

At night we went back to Alor Gajah to spend our night in A Famosa Resort villa...1 word again
WOW
haha..the thing is..we paid rm8 per person for a night in the villa...So darn cheap!
The room was so big..and the bed..Omg..it's so comfortable!
I freaking love the bedsheets..It's like some high-class hotel there..haha..and we have the whole villa to ourselves! In fact..It was so comfortable we dropped the plan to cycle in the morning..haha..I had a lovely sleep~~
Oh..anyway..A Famosa is 500++ hectares...That's freaking HUGE!! We have to drive 10km after entering the resort to reach our villa...haha
We wanted to spend our 2nd night in the villa as well..but since there's no promotion..The price is rm488...Wth..Zz..Anyway..freaking love the villa =D
We don't dare to use the personal swimming pool though..hahaha

WEDNESDAY 29/09/2010

So cold in the morning =D Posing at the bar in the kitchen lol...Playing cards in the night..I was friggin' tired..but the games were fun =D
We were a noisy bunch Super close up! haha..not bad though!Zz..Jeff looks like a ghost at my back..He was actually running there to take photo with us..haha
He didn't make it lol Funny way of refilling the water in the car...hahaZz..look at my face..I was surprised when that guy put the parrot on my shoulders..Their legs makes my shoulder feel so itchy =.="
When we enter the Safari Park, we quickly ran off to catch up with the Elephant show...We were late..Zz...However, we managed to see some very funny moments! haha..
The first one that we saw is a girl lying down with her back facing up..It was the time for elephant massage..haha...The elephant used it's trunk to repeatedly hit the girl's backside..The audienced laughed looking at the scene lol..
The next person to experience elephant massage is a guy..haha
This time the guy lie down with his front face upwards...Know what that means??
Oh..what horror he had experienced lol!
The elephant kept on hitting his willy..LOL! he raised 1 leg..
ok..mayb it can prevent the trunk from hitting directly..HAHAHA
The audienced of course laughed at the scene..haha..
The elephant even used it's legs to thump at that guy's private! hahah..it was really funny lol..
The next part is the elephants dancing..1 of the elephant is so funny lol..it can really dance! haha,,
We went to Monkey Island!Some of the animals found at the island..The caged zone in the park..
Next, we had a ride on this truck..It was really fun cuz he drive very fast and we sat at the back..The road was bumpy and steep at times..It felt like roller coaster...haha..
Ahh...The ride was amazing
The scene in the truck..
Everyone was really excited looking at so many varieties of animals..I admit I was excited as well..I haven't seen so many beautiful animals in a while now..
There were so many type of animals! really nice..Highly RECOMMENDED!!
Well..there were so many indians in the truck..So there was hell alot of shoutings and excited sounds..lol
The ostriches..looks ugly..cuz there aren't much feathers at their back...Their butts looks like chicken after their feathers are being plucked out..yuck~
The reindeer looks great!
Magnificent shot!
Oh..I love the Tiger zone!!
Next..we went to watch the bird show..hmm..just average compared to what we had...The truck ride and elephant show..hahaThe most "=.=" part is where they ask this lady to put her hands up..the music playing behind is the Titanic song "My heart will go on"...but the scene is quite nice lar..The pigeons are beautiful..
For me they symbolize love and serenity..There were alot of pigeons flying over our head..haha..
They released the ducks at the end of the show..followed by flamingos..
The ducks were so cute! Their butts swinging side to side when walking..hahaI regret not taking pic with this amazing eagle..It is the sea eagle..It looks really sharp and macho! haha..I think it is the king of the sea? lol..that's what I heardAround 3pm we went to the waterpark..Everyone kept wanting to go outta the Safari Park asap cuz we wanna go to the waterpark...
Personally..I was really excited to have a ride on the 7 storey high slide!
It was fun inside =D The best waterpark I've been to so far...Also recommended!!

We were playing monkey at the wave pool..lol..i duno what it's called..We were shouting alot..
And then I heard..someone said "wa..So fun"..The tone was very sarcastic and I'm 100% sure it's directed at us..Well...I don't give a damn!!
We continued to have our fun..And the group I heard the remark from..They look miserable and bored there HAHAHA...Hey..what's wrong with others having fun when ur're not? Perfect example of idiotic people..

I got my ride on the high speed 7storey slide! haha...for 3 times...climbing up there was very taxing..It was really tiring after the whole ball session =.=" lol..
When I was on the top..I didn't think before I got on it..because if u do..you'll be scared and think twice about getting on it..haha
My first ride was on the closed 1..it falls directly to the ground..
Lemme tell u..when I was sliding down with my eyes open wide..
I was freaked out!!! We were supposed to close out arms together so that our body will be heavier and our butts will always touch the slide..
Oh my..I was so freaked out and scared that I opened my hands wide and I quickly close it again cuz I felt my butt lifting off..lol...It was SOOOOO exciting!! but now I thought of the feeling..Wanna cry la..so scary!
The other 1 is equally as scary and exciting..The girls wouldn't have a second ride on it..lol
At night..We went to Cowboy town!
hehe..I don't know which park is better for me..cuz all of them is so nice! lol
At first..before the show start at 8.30pm..We walked outside the "cowboy street"..
It was kinda boring cuz it's all restaurants, bowling, games and bar..
We decided to have a ride on the bumper car..
Oh! that was really 1 of the best ride I've been on..haha..There's not much ppl so I think that's why we had a ride for at least 15 minutes!
The bumper cars were really fast and powerful..So..the impact of the collision is painful lol..
I sweat while playing..gotta steer around to bump other people..haha.. =D
Along the street~
The red indian show was entertaining.. hehe..they acted like the red indians..so fierce haha 1 of the red indian is kinda handsome! The one on the right in the pic below..haha
Woo~~Albee got pulled in for the audience participation part...hahaha...it was really funny
She gotta follow what the "red indian" do..like touching the fire with her palm..She refused and she struggled with that lady beside her..LOL! that lady acted like some crazy fellow and the scene was so entertaining
Another act she gotta follow is to put the fire into her mouth..She shook her head and struggled like crazy lol..
Then that guy did some red indian screech...haha..the "princesses" have to follow that as well..She screamed and so did the other "princess"..The audience laughed..lol..
Then it was photo time before the carnival starts..I was the first to kena..=.="
They brought a big yellow snake and wrapped it around my neck!! I was so surprised and shocked but quickly posed for the camera..haha

We were about to go back to apartment (where we spent our 2nd night) because I thought the show starts at 10.30pm..and we haven't check in yet! I was quite worried..but then the show started not long after that..
Thank God!! The carnival was friggin' hilarious and entertaining..And it had a really amazing ending..Read on!

1 of the funniest character is the sexy ladeh!! hahaha
We kept "Whoop-ing" "her" and I gave "her" a really big shout everytime "she" pass by..haha..oh.."she" came out 3 times..lol..
"She" noticed us la of course.."She" kept blowing kisses our way hahaha...
This is something I totally didn't expect from the carnival..It was hilarious!
"She" was really good at shaking that butt!
There were the boys from the wild wild west show, animals from the Safari park shows, a group of "he" with their dancing...Wow..they dance very well..the way they shake their booty..haha
There was also a Cleopatra..but the Cleopatra wasn't a she!! From far.."she" looks REALLY hot! haha..but when she got closer..=.=" wow..!
There were many more characters..including the dancing elephants..So cute~~Alas..the carnival ended..
Fireworks were to start straight after that..
At first it was as the pic shown below..I thought...I shouldn't expect too much from a small park like this..
but then..the firework in the pic below stopped..Then the real thing begins!! I haven't seen such a beautiful firework display for quite some time now..haha..The fireworks aren't those small ones...but those big ones!! Oh my..It's so nice..haha..and it lasted few minutes =D
Our rm58 in total for the day is sooooooooooooo worth it!!Ended with a group pic with the red indians..=DWe just ate and go home the next day..Had a good sleep in the apartment..very nice =D
My heart felt heavy when I got down the car..It was really a nice and memorable trip..
All for rm150 per person only haha~
Our next one..is Genting Highland during the weekend of our 1st week of Sem2..
hehe..And I'm also planning a Langkawi trip mid next year =D
And waterfall-hotspring one day trip next year also
I'm so excited! hehe..
I LOVE HOLIDAYS!!

Lalala~

2010-09-24T01:15:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to put for the title..lol..cuz I wanna write different things here..haha
I was browsing through Tohoshinki fan blogs..I was like..wow..haha..there are really those super obsessed fans out there..
Let me quote some funny statements
"At the climax of the song ChangMin raised it to the heavens, up into the starry sky" It got me laughing..lol..haha
"His smile and his body clad in a white shirt was a sight to behold..Ahh! The way he sat was so manly" *pukes*
The whole post was really funny to read lar hahaha..So friggin' obsessed with JaeJoong..
That day I was browsing youtube..I saw JaeJoong's old vid..My jaws almost dropped off..He was really ugly! Now he looks like some sort of angel..haha
Now the image of him for me is smeared..zz..Well..I don't really like him anyway..I heart ChangMin hahaha~~
I was a little disappointed though..I thought there really is such a natural good looking guy out there..Like ayumi..I just have to ignore their past looks =)
I don't really dig in for Ang Moh handsome guys..haha..I prefer looking at Asian ones..
I really hope can see those really handsome ones..hahaa..Somehow..they are very rare..

Anyway..Ayu's song..seems..so boring nowadays..Zz..

Last Wed was the Mooncake Festival haha..I celebrated with my housemates xD
It was fun..I enjoyed myself alot..haha
We played Police and Thief..not with the eyes but by pressing the hands to send the signal..It was fun lol...i got punished twice..Shawn and Pink oso got it twice..
I sang poker face and did the Yo-yo dance..you can see the dance in the video below..lol
Pink proposed to me and posed a sexy ladeh pose haha
Shawn shouted "I love Prima Setapak" across the swimming pool and kissed hands..
The funniest punishment for me is Jenny running around the swimming pool and everyone was looking at her xD (there are some other group hanging out there)
She commented that it was refreshing..haha..Well..it was raining a little anyway..

Anyways..I was quite surprised when I watch my video..
I know our voice is supposed to sound different from what we hear ourselves..but it was really weird..This is like..the 2nd video to prove that my voice does sound like that..haha
The voice that I thought I sound like..I don't like it at all..haha..but my real voice..I kinda like it..haha..
And I thought I sound like a toad croacking..LOL

We also played with the fireworks..haha..Just a while..A small break from studying for finals haha..Gawd know we needs that haha

Crazy "da Jie"

Yeap..We played with Tanglung as well...I think it's just some kinda tradition to carry it around during the festival..haha
There was this annoying kid playing at the playground when we walked past her...Then she said loudly "wah so cute..adults carrying tanglung"..
YanLing entertained her that "we're not adults"..
And instantly..I felt a short-circuit in my brain lol..
I felt an urge to slap tht blady girl's face real hard..Zzz

haha..i don't have much candid pics..So far..these photos are the best candids I have =D

Pink's sexy ladeh pose

Jenny proposing to a tree

Pink proposing to me

I also discovered that Shawn's laptop webcam has features that can put on hair to ur head haha..
I was kinda excited about the short hair pic below..It was REALLY hard to get this shot..It still looks weird though..Zz

Lion head!

Oh boy...I do look sleepy in my pics..Zz....
I'm signing off now..I feel sleepy the whole time..I'm not used to getting some sleep only in the wee hours zz
Nitez all~

Kepamcitan yang teramat sangat!!

2010-09-21T21:33:00.004+08:00

The title explains it all..prior to the horrible exams I had...and will face..
I slept at 6.30 last...morning..haha..
Currently addicted to playing games on fb, listening to Tohoshinki...too bad i don have my own room here in Setapak for me to move along with the songs Haha~
So..nothing much to update yet! Ooh..I'm so excited about the break which is next week!
I have so many plans for the holidays haha~~

I got this cute little hand rest from my sis..and I kept on poking lol..I took some pics of it..it's so cute! =P
All the best to all my friends who are facing exams! =)

New hair~

2010-09-08T23:07:00.005+08:00

Did nothin' much today except taking care of dad..and..I cut my hair =D
lol..I'm kinda satisfied la..Don't really want short hair now..so I let my uncle do whtever he want..with 1 condition..Long..not short..haha

Basically i chopped off my hair lol..he pinned up some parts at the side..and used the razor..
My eyes went O_O when 2inches of hair from the side is cut off..haha
then the back..also around 2 inches i guess..It sure looks fun to chop off so much hair lol!
Then he used the razor..not the electrical 1..to do some thinning for my hair..cuz my hair is vr long in the middle..so he can't use the comb-like scissors..
I had fun looking at how he shave my hair..haha..it was alot of hair! and it's around 3-4inches long.The floor was full of my hair haha~
I have not much complain about the end result la..haha..Kinda happy with it actually..

After:-
Before:-

Fat Issue..

2010-09-06T18:51:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I tested my blood pressure level..Although I knew all along I had high blood pressure..cuz it's in my family's blood..I haven't been aware of the implication I'll face in the future..I thought.."Nah..nothing to worry about"
The last time I checked in the hospital, it's 132..yesterday it's 126.. Too high for my age..
My granma just reach 120..I'm supposed to be around 100 only..I can see that it shocked my parents..T.T
I'm really worried..so worried it kills away the desire to eat..So starting from now I have to watch what I eat and consume healthy food? =(
Now I'm scared to eat food like pigs fatty layer and chicken skin..
This week I'll try to cook as much as I can..haha..altho the food is bad but..I'm really scared that eating outside food will elevate the blood pressure further
Well..not that I'm food enthusiast anyway..haha..Don't really care what I eat..So..healthy food/delicious food..it's the same to me..
1 thing I indulge in is chocolates! haha..I have to control myself eating them =P

Well..I have to diet anyway haha...Many ppl told me I've gotten fatter..Zzz..I think I look normal now..Just that almost can't fit into my S-size polo shirt that day haha~..
Will TRY to skip dinner..I really dun wanna reach 55kg ~.~

So lastly..my finals is next week...what i've been doin is some hardcore outings...And when I'm not out..I sit down in front the comp and watch drama while eating..It's really bad cuz..I kept on eating the whole day..I don't settle for food like biscuit/bread..I hate them =.=
My snacks are nuggets, mee, rice, candies, and chocolates..
Oh dear..I've gotta stop this...Gonna get bad results and get fatter in the process..Zzz

Whee~~~

2010-08-28T12:18:00.006+08:00

No more midterm tests! haha~~~ but ..finals are coming..
I'm terribly sleepy lol..Went to sleep at 3.30 but ended up sleeping at 5am..Ishh~
Then wake up at 7 for Basic E test..This time not so bad..but still..>.<>
I dk what's wrong nowadays..I find it really hard to clear my mind when I go to sleep..Every night in my mind I'll will be singing the song "I believe" by Tohoshinki LOL..
I seriously don't know why that song pops in my mind every night haha..Altho I kinda like that song alot ~.~
I'll also imagine alot of things..Mostly just normal situations..Nothing explicit or crazy lol
So I ended up sleeping much later than the time I settle down to sleep..
Like last night..I find it almost impossible to sleep..Haha..So I try my new obsession again..Sleeping on the floor with just my comforter..I slept soundly a while after..I think it's the heat that the bed accumulates...Which makes it really uncomfortable..
Also when I sleep on the floor..I can lean on my bed which I put beside me..Haha..It's nice to lean on smtg..Would be better if it's someone..Hehe~

Anyway..Just got my passport photos..WHoo~~ Looks really good this time..
I combined it with my previous 1..I can't believe I look like shit last time lol..
Seriously damn ugly man...Now it's ok la..Haha..I love the way my hair looks now..It looks smtg like the hair in the new passport photo
Hmm..lol..I'm so self-obsessed xD
Below is another 2 old pics of mine..

Guess why I posted these old pics..Hahaha
Look at my ears! xD
Yeah..Planning to...both sides..Looks good huh?
Haha..With my current hair now..Don't think anyone can see my ears..lol..So I chose these old photos instead..
I'm still thinking bout this..@_@

=(

2010-08-21T11:27:00.008+08:00

I'm back in Kajang and I'm seriously excited to insert more of Tohoshinki's songs in my ipod xD
Esspecially ChangMin <3..i'm>Another pic of ChangMin..Woo~~
Hmm..did I ever flood my blog with ayumi's pic b4?? lol..I definitely did that for this guy hahaha..

Anyway..I'm kinda sad & depressed cuz my graphic card spoil again..My dad don't wanna buy it yet..He don't understand how depressed i'll be without games...Sighh~~
This time I'm going to pamper my desktop with liquid cooling system and cooler master shell after getting the graphic card..with my own money..which will cost me around rm300-400..I don't mind as long as it's for my powerful desktop xD
A guy has gotta have powerful electronics right?? hahaha..I own quite a number of electronics..mostly with my own money haha..I'm a sucker for them =P

Definitely aiming for 9800GT again..haha~~
It will be better this time..YAY! Not going to buy MSI anymore..haha..gonna buy ASUS..
The problem is..it cost 0.5k...........Sigh..
So i'll have to wait and argue with my dad in the process..I REALLY WANT IT.....T.T

Woo~~ another thing to look forward to..haha..my desktop will then upgrade with rm800+ stuffs added hehe..I wanna bring it to Setapak badly..My baby~

Ohh! I completed Left4Dead 2 last stage yesterday during my trip to the WCG cc ytd haha..That game is so friggin awesome lol..Just like Crysis Warhead =D
I'm dying to play games!!! ARRGGhh..................................

Anyways..An extract of what me & my housemates did recently..haha..Lazy to explain what we did haha.. Took pics and went to eat steamboat =D
Strike a scary/ugly face!
Next..Lets have "aww" factor instead! U guys look fantastic! ahaha
Food!! I'm not a sucker for food anyway..haha

Haha..see ya!

Tohoshinki!

2010-08-15T19:31:00.008+08:00

Haha..I still heart ayumi alot..but recently I've been listening to Tohoshinki alot =P
I love their songs..And they deserve my love cuz they can sing really well live haha!
Every member can sing really well..At first I got a little shocked cuz I thought they weren't anything more than pretty faces..Haha..mana tau..good songs..good vocals

Woo~~ With this I can conclude they were the ones who popularize Korean songs although most of their songs are in Japanese..haha..they work under Japan company what
Too bad they won't be producing album anymore =(
lol..

I totally heart one of them haha~~
Let me introduce the 1 i like
He has a very strong vocal and he can sing a high pitched song easily..
I love his sharp vocal..I really admire him O_O
His voice makes the song "Rising Sun" epic..can't stop listening to that song now =P
And..he's tall too..haha
OH..he has the hairstyle I LOVE..haha..short hair..
I love short hair..haha..some people tell me I look better in longer hair..
but it doesn't feel like me when I'm in long hair..I love short and neat black hair =D
Gonna cut my hair soon =D
He has it! xDD
He's really handsome too =P

Not JaeJoong but
ChangMin..Haha~~

Max(ChangMin) and Hero(JaeJoong)
Haha..I know many people think that JaeJoong looks better..but to me I like ChangMin better xDD

I sound like a friggin fangirl right?? haha
can't help it lol..I love them..but YunHo kinda annoys me cuz he looks like 1 of my friend..Haha..

So this is how my desktop looks like now..
Haha~~
Their best song for me is "Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou?"
Listening to that song makes me feel like crying..haha..
See ya for now..

What's wrong with me today?

2010-08-14T02:42:00.005+08:00

Just a daily rant, sighs and complains.. =P

First..I've been studying like a nerd..haha..which is a good thing..I can understand lecture more than 80% today..and I've been nerding for maths test tomorrow for quite a while now..The priority to study is somehow very high today..
It's really weird though..I never cared bout my studies for the whole sem =P

Oh..I hurt someone..damn
I am a bad guy! lol..srry yea
Again..I'm a damn stubborn, harsh, ignorant..............guy haha

Not tired at all..why ar? I didn't sleep in class today..lol..now it's almost 3am..I don't feel like sleeping...still have the study mood..but I better get some sleep ^^

I listened to TVXQ or DBSK a lot today..their songs are awesome =D
It's sad the band got disbanded..A fight maybe?

Hey YOU...Pls stop promoting ur blog in my shoutbox..Annoying pests =.="
I dun wanna follow a stranger's blog..isshhhh
I know who the person is..I hate people who keep themselves anonymous in their blog..
For what..ur face too ugly? Zzz...
And I saw some stupid post..oh man

I wanna sleep already...That's why I'm writing crap..hehe..Goonite~

HOTT!!

2010-08-08T23:46:00.004+08:00

I'm studying for programming test tomoro..hahaha
I was doing what I felt is a lifeless thing to do..which is to look at fb home..haha~
I was gonna stop doing that until i found out about the pics my fren took at the PC fair..haha
Now I'm motivated to study! haha..feel so excited lol...
but i'm feeling so excited till..i don wanna study haha...programming..go die la..I can score wan xD Easy ni..
SO pretty laa the models~! haha!...Has my hormone returned to normal? xD
I hope so!! lol...
Also..I stalked on Ayumi's blog..OMG >..<
She's superb cute!! haha..I love the casual pics that she upload xD
So pretty even without makeup =P Should I do the same too?? LOL
so self obsessed ke..haha..but i think i am pretty self obsessed nvrtheless hahaha..
Her dogs are soooooooooooo CUTE!! haha...she even make them write post xD funny lol

oh..I still stalk on some guys fb profile..they post really stupid things haha..
Wan evidence? go add some1 called Eddie Tan in fb..You'll find the most stupid supermodel on earth that will ever exist!! hahaha..

There's 1 cute guy in my friend list tho..His furry eye brows make him so cute lol...hahaha..i wish I'm like him xD
No worries..I just admire his looks =P..comel lol

Cantik laa =D
Photo by Daniel Lee Jian Jie

Graduation~

2010-07-31T22:51:00.008+08:00

Lazy to describe about the convo..Huge amount of people..zz
And I complained alot about the heat..It was a really hot day ~.~
Haha..we took many pics and i love all of the pics =D
Feel so proud for my sister hehe..
Yellow bouquet is a gift from me, my bro and lil sister, Elaine..haha..nice right..I love the sunflowers ^^
LOL..my dad was vr happy xD

Noticed my granma's hair? Bold orange! hahaha..so weird huh?
She wanted to dye black but that stupid new maid accidentally took bright orange =.=
I wonder how is her reaction when she realised her hair is orange haha~~..it'll be back to normal soon lol..

Siblings whom I love vr much =D
Lol..i noticed that most of my recent pics have face similiar to the expression in the pic below..haha
I think I've found my style..lol..Small eyes..head tilt up..and smile =D haha

We went for photoshoot..Gosh..During the photoshoot the photographer was like "tilt your head to the right a little..Make ur head straighter...Lean to the right..Put your hand on his shoulder & blabla"
Lol..nvr realised a photoshoot is this hard =.="
Alas..The photos were very nice..haha
There's 1 candid photo the photographer took where we all were laughing..It was an amazing shot haha..I loveeee it..I wanted to buy the softcopy but wasn't allowed =.=...sigh~ it was a rare shot..haha
Pic below is the pic of the studio haha..
Pics of us posing at their "library" haha..looks pretty real huh..

Bros!
Also..I took the chance to retake my passport photo haha!
The previous 1 makes me look like an Indon/Vietnam maid or smtg..Zzz
It was really horrible..haha
The new 1 wasn't that bad..Just that I have heavy eyes..can barely open my eyes..haha
The photographer asked me to open my eyes a lil bigger lol..

That's all for now...I'm tired >.<
I sleep 6hours only nowadays..I'm sleepy all the time..sigh~~

Time to get real

2010-07-24T15:11:00.003+08:00

A note for myself..It's time to wake up

Well..haha..I gotta stop living in my fantasy world and bullshitting stuffs (etc: Love)

Sorry friends who entertained me when I was living in my fantasy world..I think it bores them..I had fun though..all kinds of fun lol..I'm crapping again

I got too caught up on something and I held on to it..Until this few days..I finally let go of the insane thoughts and desire..

Now I fully let go of the desire to love someone and to be loved..yeah yeah it is an amazing feeling..

but I guess it can wait for now..

Time to be realistic..I know what I did was immature and bla bla..

You know what? I didn't really care..It's ok to do new things once a while hahah

Letting go of that topic..which I really don't want anyone to question too detail about it..What I told is just about what I want to tell.

Hmm..I wanna write about the dream I had the other day

I had a noon nap till around 8pm..

The dream started when I enter the lift with my roommate..Hmm..I think his existence didn't really matter cuz I can't connect his presence to any significant meaning

The lift went up the 1st time..it stopped at the top floor..but goes down without opening the doors..Same thing happened when it reached the lowest floor..It went up again..

This time the lift goes down by falling..I was listening to my ipod when I realised it's going down way too fast!

I began to scream a little..but then I thought of something..

Death wasn't something I was afraid of

I bowed my head and prayed..I realised it was too late to ask for forgiveness..I didn't want to end in Hell..It scares the hell out of me!

When the lift almost reach the lowest floor..I thought it would land with a crash..but it slowed down and stopped..but then..it went up again..

I woke up..

My roommate woke up too..I sent some messages..

Then I cried..It was uncontrollable..and my roommate saw that =.=..how embarrassing..

He asked me questions but I couldn't answer as my throat felt like it's choking..

It was pretty funny that he thought I was possessed when I suddenly cried..haha!

Gosh..the idea of going to hell..My genuine fear..

Well..it's pretty obvious God has sent me a vision and I interpreted it..He gave me chances..that's why the lift goes up and down..being in the lift is like being trapped in my sins..I never got free of my sins..So the doors never opened

I went out of my room to have a bath..but I was caught in a hearty talk with my house-mates..At first I was pretending to smile..It got better after that..They are very nice people =)

I have to stop my habit of putting a mask on whenever I'm unhappy..It makes me feel so fake..

Hmm..i gotta say..I'm improving at it

I'm Ron..I don't want to be an emo guy in the eyes of people =D

Anyway! Currently I have no internet access in Setapak..which sucks big time =.="

lol..and I had my midterm test for Basic Electronic...I finally get to feel how it's like to hand in blank papers...It feels pretty much crappy, horrible, vegetable and horrendous..haha~

1 good thing about the test..I already know my result for it

FAIL

Leong Wai Mun kena virus!

2010-07-16T13:52:00.003+08:00

ahahaha..a post specially dedicated for WaiMun lol..