Update on my life

I shall describe a little about what's going on in my life.

Let me begin with singing Friday again!
Ten a.m. Waking up in the morning
Gotta be fresh
Gotta have my bowl, gotta have cereal..

Lol..that song is so lame and Rebecca Black is back once again with a lame song "My Moment"
Does she really have her moment at all to begin with? Zzz..

It had been pretty exciting for the past few weeks and I have planned to blog but was just too busy to do so hehe~ Memang la macam ni once a person's is occupied with someone xD

I actually did nothing else but spending time with someone, studying and doing assignment
That's all my life is about now. It's totally crazy when it comes to mid sem T.T
However, I'm not complaining because unlike the previous semesters I like what my course has to offer..
Also, I'm making a video for Moral subject. The process of recording is actually kinda fun! hehe..best part of it is..I don't have to be the one editing the video xD
I will post it up for sure..It's our hard work after all =)

Ooh..before I continue
Here's a pic of me with towel on my head due to a request haha~
Gawd..So aunty lol
Oooh! Today I was supposed to help out for an Utar event named "Actuary Today"
but I didn't turn up because they friggin' didn't contact me at all!!
Even for briefing..I don't know where to meet and not even the time.
Well this shows they don't need me..so I'm enjoying myself at home 8)

Next, I want to tell a little about the dream I had this week. I don't really remember the details of the dream but I'll tell the gist of it

In my first dream, I was with my gf and I got to know that she's dying
It really broke my heart...I remember she died and I visited her past and called on to her but she couldn't hear me
However, in the midst of the dream, I noticed something is wrong with the dream.
That person wasn't my gf although I see her image and all..That person was actually Ka Fuk haha~
I remember I had the same dream before but that person was Ka Fuk..So the dying person changed to Ka Fuk..lol
I went looking for him in a building and found him in an alley sitting on a table
I talked to him and he showed me his face
The lower part of his face swelled and I got to know that he could actually heal but he refused to do treatment because it will cause alot of pain..
He smiled at me with pain as if telling me "everything is okay"
I tried to hold back my tears..then YannLing came to talk to him as well and I saw her crying

I woke up feeling numb with sadness but I didn't cry..haha
I felt heartbroken even though it was just a dream..I couldn't bear the thought of losing my gf or even a friend..I have no idea how to accept it >.<
Thinking about the dream again..the dream is actually quite silly lol
I googled the meaning of my dream and I found it to be quite true! It surprised me because the interpreted meaning doesn't seem to be related to the dream at all

Dreaming of gf dying -- I feel very happy with my life now with my gf..In chinese they called it "xin fu"

Dreaming of a friend dying -- I'm very stressed with my studies now because I fear I could not cope with it. Also, I feel that I'm unable to cope with my own expectation and my parents'. I study alot but I didn't manage to satisfy my expectation.

Shit..The meaning is sooo unexpected but it is true!
So guys, google your own dream to understand yourselves more =)

I know, this post is kinda long and that I'm too "chiong hei"..talk too much but I'm enjoying myself =P

Lastly, I feel like showing a few pics of mine lol

Beginning of this semester I looked like this~
Straight and bright coloured hair haha
I heart this hairstyle!

Then my hair became very dry and it looks like my hair kena roast d lol
I styled it this way when I was in Hatyai~ haha
A note to myself: Don't dye hair liao lah...dye=die hairDyed it black to make it look healthier..This was taken a few days back
This is supposedly my curly hair lol..but it doesn't look curly also~

Here..my original hair
I'm back to my highschool curly haired boy style..lol..I dislike this hair but many ppl told me it looks better..
I just don't like curly hair! It curls here and there..zz

I also dislike that people comment that my hair looks dry..Go read up a little about hair types laaa zzz
Natural curly hair usually looks dry and brittle
Definitely not so nice as those who go perm their hair.
Common misconception is that natural curls looks better than those permed one
Most of the time..NO
It is also very troublesome for me to make my hair looks nice when it's curly..
If I don't spend some time on it..I'll have afro hair lol~
Straighten my hair = straighten out all my hair problems hahaI'm done writing for tonight hehe.. 8)
Arigatou for reading!

Hair Transform!

Err..I haven't change my hairstyle yet..Nothing much I could do now
Currently my hair looks like the pic below..Mm~ I think I've been having this kinda hair for quite some time..I'm getting bored of it.
I also feel like..this hairstyle doesn't suit my personality at all..I don't knw why..I just feel that way
So..I'm going to change it! haha
My next hair will be quite a change..but I think I need months to get that hair..
I wonder how my real hair really looks like..hahah
cuz u noe..it's all straightened, fried and coloured now lol!
I already promised a friend to have curly hair together lol..so now..I'm waiting hahah! we'll be curly haired buddies lol!

Ahh..for the very first time..I want my curly hair back haha~
Seriously..I think I changed my hair so much that I don't remember how I look originally..haha

Oh..actually the hair I like the most is those short, smart and clean cut like the pic below..
I remembered how happy I was to have that hair..zz..yea..
I think it suits my personality very well..but it's a hair I just can't have! sobs..Oh btw..I changed the header of my blog d..it's the same pic but with 2 person out of the picture haha..
I find it meaningless to see them still in that picture which I like so much...when they're practically out of the picture..
Don't blame me for being childish like "They're just moving out, still friends right?"
Yeah..No..I don't want them in the picture of my own space..it annoys me..
So..that's all..and uh..goodbye to those fellows

"New" hair

Just had a haircut today ^^
I love it but then I have to style it..if not it will look weird >_>
I like it cuz..it's short..haha
I don't like long hair and bobby hair no matter what people say about long hair looking better on me..I just don't like it!
Also..I think my complexion is getting better..hehe..the lab series products are just wonderful haha
Oh..I've shaved..and now I'm sporting a clean..and probably "gay" look..ahh..who cares...haha..
Oh man..I overslept and missed half of Maths class...I was terrified and horrified cuz this is my 1st time to oversleep..and miss class! uh..not that I don't skip class..but I wanna attend Maths class..so it's different haha..
Ooh~and I'm so impatient waiting for my motorcycle to come! haha..Within this week!
ahh...i love motorcycles..hehe..it's just that I'm too scared to ride on it while fetching people..haha

Exam blues

Just a short update btw..haha..
Had a tea in a cafe..nice huh! haha..
I think it was really special as I enjoyed drinking chinese tea in a cold place xD
Oh well..I'm bored..don't blame me for such a nonsensical post..hahaha
The real purpose of this post is..
I'm doubting whether to go for a clean shave or a haggard look like this..haha
I haven't shave for 3 days and stubs have come out...looks geli la
Wanted to look haggard during this exam period..haha
With my dark circles and mustache..I look older and haggard..lol
But i like that it makes me look as if i have a thin mustache from far..haha..
Oh..I was wearing my new earring btw..which doesn't suit me..so I wasted my money haha
Mm..what should I do? haha..I'm gonna trim my brows later

Another mission!

Lol...haha
I don't know why I feel so motivated nowadays xD
I've set a few goals lately..and doing good progress in achieving it..such as stop lazying so much haha
A few days back...I was surfing through the net..through blogs and such..I came across the pictures of a really good looking guy..Gosh~ He looks so good because of his eyes, eyebrows..nose, mouth and complexion...lol..basically the whole face hahah
Well...I think it was his complexion which gets my full attention..he looks so good with such a smooth skin! haha
I don't think it was edited cuz I can see the pores..Gosh! Such a perfect skin haha..
Somehow..I don't feel comfortable posting his pic here..heh

So it got me thinking..I've stopped taking care of my skin since..few months ago..
My complexion has degraded noticably..I've stopped using mask for a long time..
I can see holes on my face d =X

I used to..
Eat tomatoes everyday
Use whitening mask from Amway
Egg mask every week
That's what I did on regular basis and my skin was really good..I think it's just me but I feel like now I look like an average Joe lol..and gawd knows I don't like to be one >_>

Today I went shopping for Lab Series products..
I couldn't find the stall in Isetan so I asked the guard to bring me there...The guard referred me to a promoter..The promoter brought me to the counter..
I was looking at the product while hoping that guy would be gone..He should be! lol..
He's those sissy type..but he told me that he used the same brand..and he says he 42 yrs old
but damn! his face is so smooth and without wrinkles that I thought he's around 30..lol
So I thought "wow! imagine when I'm 40+, I look like I'm around my 30s"..haha

The other promoter came and told me the price of the 3 products I've chosen..rm330..my jaws dropped a little after hearing that..haha
but the sissy promoter offered to help me buy..so that I can get the staff discount which is 30%..hehe
So I paid rm230 for it..but then..after I came back..that guy msged me that it actually cost rm180..lol..Tomorrow I have to go KLCC again to take my rm50 >_>
Oh..there's a story how he got my number..haha

While I was considering which product to buy..that sissy promoter sorta grabbed my right arms and touched it lol..
I wasn't that surprised cuz I can see from the start he kept looking at me with some "interest"..Zzz..
Then after I decided what to buy..He touched my right arms again!
Sigh..it's like..selling my body to this guy just to get the awesome discount >_>
That guy can only get staff discount after 1pm..but I have class at 1..so I rushed back to utar and returned to klcc..I msged that guy to confirm product pickup time..So that's how he got my number..
I'm absolutely uneasy with all the touchings..I'm not even comfortable when my friends do that..even when I know they aren't gay..
It's also damn weird to receive a msg from a stranger calling me "dear"..
Well...it wasn't the 1st time a guy call me "dear" but damn..I could never get used to it lol
I don't know why the heck it cost only rm180..but hell..I want the money back haha
I told my friends and they kept saying that it's because he wants to see me again..pay rm50 just to see me? -.-

About the products..I'm absolutely satisfied with the cleanser! lol
I previously use a cleanser which cost about rm15..
It sucked cuz I have to clean 3 times everytime for my face to feel really clean..
Now..I just have to clean once..and my skin feels hydrated..not like the previous 1..haha
The toner and moisturizer..I don't know what I can say about that..lol
I feel like the Loreal gel moisturizer fits me better..oh well..this 1 isn't so bad..but it's really costly haha
I don't use toner usually..So...meh~
The pics below shows what I bought..xD

Hole in ma ear~

I finally did what I want to do for a long time lol..haha
I threw away all the thoughts doubting whether I should do it..cuz it might cause some argument and criticism..but as usual..I'm prepared to face it since this is what I want..haha
It isn't a big deal that I pierced my ear but since it is a well thought action not driven by peer pressure..
I wish someone recorded the moment I pierced my ear lol hahaha..cuz my reaction is kinda funny..
When that guy was gonna use that gun..I kept moving my head and finally I gave in lol...I'm so freaking scared of pain >_>
After piercing..it was just a slight pain..but I kept saying "arrgghh" silently..haha..I'm quite embarrassed of that so I quickly ran outta the shop xD
I just realised that I cannot stand pain..even just slight pain..haha..

Even when doing "guasa" last week..I kept flinching cuz I can't take the pain lol..
Oh..I also realised then that the way I scream of pain..is by laughing..hahaha..I wish someone recorded that as well! lol..I kept laughing as YanLing do that on my hand..I didn't take pic of my hand..but my hand was the worst among them all..cuz there are many blood spots..it looks ugly haha..
I kinda expected that since my health isn't really good..but Damn~

Oh...and
after piercing, I looked at the mirror and felt like that earring should have been there long ago..haha
I think it fits me..don't know what other think about it
Don't care haha

Fresh pictures~
The other shot that I like..just for fun =P
The pic below isn't taken on purpose..I like it haha

Next..I'm going to post about a much delayed post lol..it will be just a simple description with pictures..haha..I'm lazy to blog nowadays..
I don't really have much time this semester..I've been quite busy..Assignments and reports have been released..It's not easy to do the assignments and reports cuz to complete it, I need a big deal of research on the net..Sigh~

Lets begin..haha..
My CNY this year is spent entirely with my family and relatives..I don't like to visit homes..I still prefer to just gather with my family and relatives haha
I went to Kedah to visit my relatives over there this year..I really enjoyed myself..haha...the visit has been short and sweet lol..
The 2 little cousins of mine are so cute lol..I thought they won't remember me cuz I haven't seen them for quite some time..haha

Back to Kajang,
Me, my family and relatives went to I-City on "chu 2", the 2nd day of cny..
There are alot of added stuff..
I've visited there 3 times and I must say..that place is more worth the visit now..haha

Next, we went to PD on "chu 3" which is the on 3rd day of cny..haha
It was fun..Someday I'm going to look back and really miss all these trips with my family and relatives..haha
Before checking in..we had lunch..haha
Every meal during the trip is homecooked..lol
Posing at the entrance..
We stayed for 1 night at an "apartment" which offer discounts for government servants..so we had a cheap stay..haha
It was more like a hotel to me..everything is so new and nice..haha
Oh..I was holding my niece..so cute la she~

I like this pic..so..repost! haha


Umm..I like the tshirt..but the shades makes me look weird..haha
Posing purposes only..lol..we didn't have a ride on it cuz it's expensive >_>
At night, we played fireworks..haha..we made quite a ruckus and I don't think it's proper..it's basically noise..lol..people want to have a peaceful night at the beach but there we are..making noise..lol..
Me and 1 of my cousin also had a slight argument with a stupid uncle..Zz
We asked nicely to ask his child to move nearer to the beach to play fireworks cuz the smoke kept blowing right at our face
Before we even finish our reasoning, he kept saying "is like that wan ma..Cny is like that wan ma"
Idiotic typical chinese!! Is tradition so important that we shouldn't bother about decency? wth..
Uncles...I know you guys gamble during cny..I curse u guys lose all da money..even with those fireworks u guys lit..bad luck will follow u guys muahaha..

Oh..and we tried to light a lantern..it ended up by burning in flames..haha..
It was really funny when we chased the lantern to make sure it rise up high..It didn't work out of course..the wind was too strong haha..We made use of the groupsmore discount..haha..we had hours of fun
The little vehicle actually feels like motorcycle..We were basically turning round and round with on dirt path..haha
The 2 person ride looks cool but it was really hard to drive cuz the corners of the path are so tight..The turning radius of the vehicle isn't small enough..so..I had to push that thing for a few times to get through the corners >_>

Nice pictures though! haha
We also had a ride in the hamster ball..It was really fun cuz when the ball turns..your body turn 360 degree..haha...it's not scary at all..rather exciting haha
The funny thing is..when my elder sis was rolling inside..She screamed all the way down..hahaha..I forgot the fun of having rides with her..She screams with all her heart! hahaha
Before going back home, we visited the tower below..
The tower is the observation tower at KLIA..my dad is going to work there someday..haha
We're lucky to be able to go up..haha..No visitors are allowed there actually
We can view the whole airport track from there! ^^
It was a unique experience although I have been up to Subang airport tower a few times..It was the first time I see the tracks of KLIA..
I enjoy seeing airplanes departure and arrival..haha
The workers there are so friendly as well..haha

Adventure Hungry

I have alot to post about..including how I celebrated CNY
but dang...I don't have the "feel" to write it..it's like I'm just writing because I must..lol
I prioritize this post cuz..I think this is actually important for me

For many people..They want to travel across the world..but since last year..
I've thought alot about places for mountain climbing, caving, and even jungles..
I don't really want to think about it cuz..I feel sad when I think practically how am I going to go to those wonderful places I heard about mountain climbing, caving and such..
I hope in my lifetime I would get a chance..
To visit a mountain I heard about..where u can choose 2 paths..
Through the ladder or swimming through the cave...I REALLY want to try swimming through cave..
The uncle who told me this place..he said he jumped to a rock on top of a hill
If you fall down..you'll fall into a river with crocodiles
Now as I'm writing..I feel sad..
I want to feel like I did the first time I was on top of the 1st hill I ever climbed..it's nothing new to me now
I want to feel like I did when I go through the first cave I went in to..It really wasn't tough to me..I enjoyed every single moment inside the cave and hoped for more
Sadly..I don't remember any other places

So...This will be one of my lifetime goal =)
If I die during some adventure stuff..I really don't mind..but let me die after I experienced the extreme..haha..
I don't wanna claim myself to be adventurous..but I need to fulfill this goal..
I really don't wanna live my life just an aging engineer-to-be..Sigh..it sounds depressing lol

For some people..they get the "rush" when they speed at highways with their sport car..
I don't get them..I don't like feeling when I speed
Maybe for you, readers don't get what's so fun going in a dark cave, through the water..and climbing uphill because it felt like you're just tiring yourself..
Well...I don't really care what people think..haha
I want to try new things..We can never experience enough before we die..There's too much to offer out there
Sadly..I cannot do this alone..I'm waiting for chances to go to such places!
I want to try bungee jumping and a bunch of other stuff..
So, future me who's reading this..
Please be reminded of what you really want

Search for a hairstyle and..Apology

I tried a hairstyle that I've always wanted to have...haha
Just for picture purpose..
I never had the courage to sport it cuz..ppl always laugh when I pull my hair up..
Sigh......I think it looks..not bad la



my current hair..lolI think it's obvious that my current hair looks much better on me..haha..
I look so old when i pull my hair up..but hopefully 1 day I'll walk outside with that hair =D
I would like some opinion on the hair lol...kindly leave comments TQ haha

These days I have really bad eye bags...lol..
mainly it's because I'm so obsessed with playing MapleStory..Zzz..
Heck, I even play when I'm super sleepy yesterday..I keep on sleeping while playing resulting in alot of death of my character..hahaha..

I also wanna write an apology to my housemates..
I'm sorry I could not keep my cool tonight..I suffered burn out just now..
My phone kept on vibrating with incoming messages with problems I need to solve..
I was handling several things simultaneously..I was really stressed..Then it just happened when Jason say he wanna go cc instead of cleaning the house..
For me it's actually not a big deal..Just that..they have been asking when to do the major cleaning several times..I felt pressured because I don't wanna be seen as procastinating responsibility..
With everything going on in my mind..My brain was working like a mainframe processing the solutions to problems..I could not seem to solve them...haha..
Now I breathe with ease as everything falls into the right place..
And my buddy's amazing faith in me..She said "you always manage somehow"
So I guess...I'll manage somehow =)

Work my a** off..and Shopping Spree =D

Actually..I didn't wanna post anything..
I won't be writing much when my semester starts..haha
Since it's the end of my sem break..and I love these pictures so much
I thought I could write about it..haha..I had a great time during this sem break
Credits goes to my friends..old buddies and family
I miss my old buddies alot T^T I had the most wonderful time meeting them again

CNY is nearing...that means new clothes for me! hahaha...I kinda love shopping haha...
My favourite mall is 1 Utama..it won over Midvalley in my heart hahaha..
It's a little pricey for the clothes there though...
well..I love the vast amount of choices I get there

This one from the Island shop...
meh..I don't think I look good in it...haha

I almost bought this as well..but it's V-neck..so I decided not to..I'm not a friggin korean superstar who wears V-neck all the time..haha
I like the shark..the words there are "I have feelings too" I think so...don't remember d..it's too blur in the pic..haha
I look kinda haggard here huh? lol
This one from PDI
I tried on this Polo Tshirt..haha..the design looks special..i don't look good in it..Zzz
but I thought it made me look like a rich bastard
Oh well...considering the price..it's too pricey for me
rm100+
I bought this one...lol..cuz the guys in the prints of the tshirt are so handsome hahaha
I thought.."might as well be my only pink shirt *hehe*"
I went for a job last Saturday...As a server in an event in Mariott Hotel, Putrajaya
Boy oh boy...That job was seriously tiring..
Just serving ppl alone is already damn tiring..
It's like there are alot of lemon at the feet..haha
After finish serving and the event ended, we gotta prepare the hall for the next event..that means full of shitload of work to arrange the tables, chairs and everything..it's ALOT of work cuz the hall there is seriously big and many stuff to do!
No wonder the work ends at 2am lol
However, I gotta say it's worth it
I've gained experience from this job..and I enjoyed the event..haha..

The event was Dell annual dinner cyberjaya branch..
Oh my..what an extravagant event!
Harith Iskandar was the MC there..and he's really funny..haha..the games were really funny as well..The people were dancing and singing at the stage and it's really fun to look at them hahaha..
Girls there wore gowns and the guys wore tuxedoes..There are a handful of good looking around me..hahah...
The ladies are so finee! And they are generous with the amount of skin they show lol...hahaha
The guys..erm..just handsome..

Of course we camwhored..the uniform wasn't that bad la..I still think red looks better haha..
I didn't take pic of the hotel..but the hotel is seriously nice la..a 5star hotel
I like this pic haha..



Ooh..my hair looks nice here.. haha..i love the colour!

Daniel Boo came back to Malaysia 3 weeks ago..I had a great time chatting with him..
I like this pic..haha..it looks nice haha..=D
Would be better if ppl our age in the church take a pic together..haha..
I realised my words are a little vulgar in this post..oh..whatever..
I'm cranky at night haha

Ohh..anyway...hahaha
I was reading my blog..I do that from time to time and usually I find it entertaining to remember important moments..haha
but then...I realise I've posted some random emo shit lol...It really cracks me cuz..I didn't know I was that guy! hahah...Erm..I wanted to delete those post but..oh well..Just to remember..I was an immature emo guy =P
hahah..even I myself didn't wanna read it LOL!
Now I rarely feel down..I guess I'm free of negativity =D