Update on my life

I shall describe a little about what's going on in my life.

Let me begin with singing Friday again!
Ten a.m. Waking up in the morning
Gotta be fresh
Gotta have my bowl, gotta have cereal..

Lol..that song is so lame and Rebecca Black is back once again with a lame song "My Moment"
Does she really have her moment at all to begin with? Zzz..

It had been pretty exciting for the past few weeks and I have planned to blog but was just too busy to do so hehe~ Memang la macam ni once a person's is occupied with someone xD

I actually did nothing else but spending time with someone, studying and doing assignment
That's all my life is about now. It's totally crazy when it comes to mid sem T.T
However, I'm not complaining because unlike the previous semesters I like what my course has to offer..
Also, I'm making a video for Moral subject. The process of recording is actually kinda fun! hehe..best part of it is..I don't have to be the one editing the video xD
I will post it up for sure..It's our hard work after all =)

Ooh..before I continue
Here's a pic of me with towel on my head due to a request haha~
Gawd..So aunty lol
Oooh! Today I was supposed to help out for an Utar event named "Actuary Today"
but I didn't turn up because they friggin' didn't contact me at all!!
Even for briefing..I don't know where to meet and not even the time.
Well this shows they don't need me..so I'm enjoying myself at home 8)

Next, I want to tell a little about the dream I had this week. I don't really remember the details of the dream but I'll tell the gist of it

In my first dream, I was with my gf and I got to know that she's dying
It really broke my heart...I remember she died and I visited her past and called on to her but she couldn't hear me
However, in the midst of the dream, I noticed something is wrong with the dream.
That person wasn't my gf although I see her image and all..That person was actually Ka Fuk haha~
I remember I had the same dream before but that person was Ka Fuk..So the dying person changed to Ka Fuk..lol
I went looking for him in a building and found him in an alley sitting on a table
I talked to him and he showed me his face
The lower part of his face swelled and I got to know that he could actually heal but he refused to do treatment because it will cause alot of pain..
He smiled at me with pain as if telling me "everything is okay"
I tried to hold back my tears..then YannLing came to talk to him as well and I saw her crying

I woke up feeling numb with sadness but I didn't cry..haha
I felt heartbroken even though it was just a dream..I couldn't bear the thought of losing my gf or even a friend..I have no idea how to accept it >.<
Thinking about the dream again..the dream is actually quite silly lol
I googled the meaning of my dream and I found it to be quite true! It surprised me because the interpreted meaning doesn't seem to be related to the dream at all

Dreaming of gf dying -- I feel very happy with my life now with my gf..In chinese they called it "xin fu"

Dreaming of a friend dying -- I'm very stressed with my studies now because I fear I could not cope with it. Also, I feel that I'm unable to cope with my own expectation and my parents'. I study alot but I didn't manage to satisfy my expectation.

Shit..The meaning is sooo unexpected but it is true!
So guys, google your own dream to understand yourselves more =)

I know, this post is kinda long and that I'm too "chiong hei"..talk too much but I'm enjoying myself =P

Lastly, I feel like showing a few pics of mine lol

Beginning of this semester I looked like this~
Straight and bright coloured hair haha
I heart this hairstyle!

Then my hair became very dry and it looks like my hair kena roast d lol
I styled it this way when I was in Hatyai~ haha
A note to myself: Don't dye hair liao lah...dye=die hairDyed it black to make it look healthier..This was taken a few days back
This is supposedly my curly hair lol..but it doesn't look curly also~

Here..my original hair
I'm back to my highschool curly haired boy style..lol..I dislike this hair but many ppl told me it looks better..
I just don't like curly hair! It curls here and there..zz

I also dislike that people comment that my hair looks dry..Go read up a little about hair types laaa zzz
Natural curly hair usually looks dry and brittle
Definitely not so nice as those who go perm their hair.
Common misconception is that natural curls looks better than those permed one
Most of the time..NO
It is also very troublesome for me to make my hair looks nice when it's curly..
If I don't spend some time on it..I'll have afro hair lol~
Straighten my hair = straighten out all my hair problems hahaI'm done writing for tonight hehe.. 8)
Arigatou for reading!

Random Thought

Just found out another guy..whom I admire for looks
Is..homo!
Oh damn..so far..the guys whom I found attractive physically..and makes me feel jealous of their looks..almost all of them are gays
Lol..It's not a loss for me..in my point of view xD
but ladies..think twice before you like a handsome guy hahaha
I'm actually a little disappointed to find out he's P (another word for homosexuals..learnt it from a 40-years old uncle who hit on me) because..it reminds me of how messy this world is getting haha

Element Night

Haha..I have nothing interesting to post about lately..The reason?
I had a busy week sitting for exams.
.tons of them and doing assignment and reports..Zzz

I just wrote an essay about friendship in MUET exam just now.
As I wrote. I realised I wrote from experience.
I disagreed the statement that "friendship is the most valuable thing in life"

When I went to reunion last week..I found myself being ridiculed by my own friends
I felt so low after the birthday meet-up..
I see how they honestly feel about me after not meeting for a long time.
Of course some of them are my real buddies..but some just make me sick to the max
I had to perservere and shut up there because I felt backfired everytime I speak
I wrote my essay with my rage towards these "friends"..hahah

Oh..I'm in my depression mode again..haha!
I'll be okay tmr..goin to buy some gadgets..Whee~!

I went to Utar's "Element Night" last night..
I guess I could talk about it here haha..
Last night is awesome actually..A perfect event to chill after some time stressing out haha xD
The beginning of the event is damn funny cuz..wrong choice of music! hahaha..
The song made the beginning of the event sound so gloomy lol
They invited the VIP to cut the balloons for the opening ceremony..but then..guess what song they played? haha
"Bring me to life" by Evanescence..hahaha..That song is awesome but seriously?

There are many okay performances..but toward the end of the show..it's really nice haha
Below is the band I enjoyed the most..Gosh they're so good!! Both guitarist are so good! haha..Although the guy playing solo sound more awesome but still I like the strummer guitarist more! hahah
Oh..the drummer and bassist is also equally as awesome..but my eyes are fixed on the strummer..Gosh how I wish I can play like that..and to have those effects on the floor hehehe
Their 1st song is of Metallica's...I wonder how many people there actually know how to enjoy this kind of music..I know I do haha
Ooh..they're the 1st band who got "Encore" shouts haha..
This band is called E=mc^2
Weird name and feels so nerdy but they're good..the band play is okay
After that, they got "encore" shouts as well..and many people requested the song "One Night in Beijing" but then..they didn't perform that song..i think they're unprepared for tht song haha..
There's a reason why people requested that song..During FEStival, a past Utar event..they sang that song and I myself remember them for that song..What a good song! haha
Ooh! Awesome stuff!
Mr Chong Zan Kai performed last night! haha..i got so surprised lol
He played the saxophone so well and I'm impressed haha..Saxophone isn't easy to play
I think the another person is also a lecturer..The next song he played solo..He played the song "Lemon Tree"...Woo..it's a classical guitar piece..
RESPECT! I know how hard is it to perform a classical guitar piece in front of people haha
Oh..this 1 cheated us that Bruno Mars gonna perform there..I SIGHED after seeing that host on stage ZZ...My mind was tired lah! (excuse lol)
A bunch of girls performing..synchronised actions? lol haha
It was good anyway..They played a classroom setting and then began tapping on the keyboard together and moved around together..Not bad!
Oh..there were 2 girls from KTAR who performed hip hop..Although at first my eyes were set on the girl wearing school uniform but then the other 1 danced so sassily!! Her body moves like a professional dancer and I was Wow-ed there! This girl is definitely talented

Then towards the end of the event came this band..They sang "Zhi muo Zhi muo jiu hao" hahaha..Joking lah
Then they sang Boys like Girls "Love Drunk"..
I was like... O_o
Then ah Boy asked me "he's singing K is it?"..I lol-ed
However, it's an awesome song..so I can hear people sing along..I like that song too! haha
That's all..haha See ya!

High Time

First time riding a motorcycle to Pavilion. First time drinking such a tasty beer.
Such an amazing experience haha..Felt like singing my favourite songs the whole night, reach out my hand and feel the wind
Watched a decent movie..Didn't went with the usual crowd..so it feels rather fresh haha
Hmm..first time is the best huh? haha..
The idea to go there came outta the blue..we initially just plan to watch movie at wangsa Walk..Somewhere near where we live..
When we're in Wangsa Walk, they suggested we stay there to watch midnight movie cuz there's no more tickets left for movies at 9.30pm..
I kept suggesting that we should go Pavilion instead..I had a feeling it would be a great idea hahah!..indeed..it was awesome
It was drizzling as well..It was very cold that night! haha
When we reached there..We had some time to spare before the movie start..So we walked around pavilion several times looking for nice place..We chose the best place but there's no table available..Bummer!
So we settled for a restaurant+bar and had our beer there..Mm..I was very excited to try that beer..haha..I love the taste..ahh..it's the best I've ever tasted!
lol...lets not go any further..cuz I'm getting kinda crappy haha

The beer wasn't cheap btw..haha
RM50 for 500ml..
The amount of the beer failed to satisfy me though =X

Reminiscence

Finally my tests are over..My reports and assignments isn't done yet but dang! I need a break..So I cut myself some slack..for today..haha
I wanted to post something that I suddenly remembered yesterday
I realised that I haven't wrote it down..and if I don't, the memory would be flushed away over time..
Although it has been half a year since that day, I can still feel the rain..the feeling when I drove while not really knowing the road..but determined nevertheless..
It really is something menial

I was still living in PJ that time.. and I was in the supermarket walking around when I received a call from my dad saying he found a house in Setapak for me. I called up the agent and she suggested that we be there that very night..if not there will be another person coming to look at the house. It was already like..5pm..haha
I think she lied about that but damn..I must agree that it's the right decision to go there right away..because we humans love procastinating
I called up several housemates-to-be to follow my car to the Setapak house right away.
We left the supermarket in Amcorp mall right away..and walked through the rain to get to the car..
The rain was falling when I was driving through DUKE highway..I don't really know the way there
When we reached there..we stepped into a..rather colourful house..haha
Well..I have nothing against the various colours of the walls..In fact..I like it better like that haha..It kinda cheers me up to see the colours..Especially red colour..haha
Hm..I was completely lost whether to rent that unit or not..Although I may appear to easily agree with something..I'm actually a demanding person..
but then..it wasn't the wrong decision..I have no intention to move out from this house till now..haha
And I really like my fellow housemates..Although I do complain here and there
My roommate stays in front of his lappie all the time..leaving the room for me to have my private time hehe
Don't get me wrong though...I'm a person who needs alot of time to be spent being alone..If not..I'll sort of lose my head

Here..pics of my Setapak house, as I promised to a person hahah..

My room..I have alot of stuffs haha

My stuffs

Laundry+Kitchen
Haha..this is the filthy place of our house xD
Living room..I like the design
The red wall...looks awesome right haha..
Oh..the cny decoration is still there..haha
"Yang tai"..the balcony haha..ugly view lol
Ahh..here's what I like best
The view from the balcony haha..Although yea all i can see are buildings.. but I really like it when I stand here at night..it's windy and somehow peaceful standing there
This is the place I always have my dinner..haha..can be viewed from the balcony
This is how it looks like when you step into our house..my room is on the left haha..just in front of the main door

Nice huh? haha..

Exam blues

Just a short update btw..haha..
Had a tea in a cafe..nice huh! haha..
I think it was really special as I enjoyed drinking chinese tea in a cold place xD
Oh well..I'm bored..don't blame me for such a nonsensical post..hahaha
The real purpose of this post is..
I'm doubting whether to go for a clean shave or a haggard look like this..haha
I haven't shave for 3 days and stubs have come out...looks geli la
Wanted to look haggard during this exam period..haha
With my dark circles and mustache..I look older and haggard..lol
But i like that it makes me look as if i have a thin mustache from far..haha..
Oh..I was wearing my new earring btw..which doesn't suit me..so I wasted my money haha
Mm..what should I do? haha..I'm gonna trim my brows later

Busy days ahead!

I'm going to be very busy this 2 weeks..Well..if I'm not..I'm supposed to be!
My panda eyes so far is still under control..
I can't imagine how I'll be next week haha..

Maths test this Sat
ANALogue test next Monday
BE test next Tues
Digital test next Sat
Signals test in 2 weeks time

Please bear in mind that I'm in no way prepared for the tests! I'm so gonna die haha..I still remember how I feel when I pass up blank papers for B. Electronics test 1 in sem 1..
This time I don't think it would make any difference at all..in fact..worse..I haven't really been attending class for Signals and Analogue..
Just thinking of Digital makes my face white..Oh dear~~!
It sucks when I have to decline invitations to go out..just because I can't afford to waste my time away this few weeks..It's always like this when the semester is ending T^T
Also..I'm currently trying to settle my assignments and reports..Oh gosh~ there's so much work!
Dear Ron, don't EVER procastinate ur work EVER again! T^T

Well..credits goes to someone..for making me happy everyday =)
If not..I don't think I can keep my head this long haha~~

Search for a hairstyle and..Apology

I tried a hairstyle that I've always wanted to have...haha
Just for picture purpose..
I never had the courage to sport it cuz..ppl always laugh when I pull my hair up..
Sigh......I think it looks..not bad la



my current hair..lolI think it's obvious that my current hair looks much better on me..haha..
I look so old when i pull my hair up..but hopefully 1 day I'll walk outside with that hair =D
I would like some opinion on the hair lol...kindly leave comments TQ haha

These days I have really bad eye bags...lol..
mainly it's because I'm so obsessed with playing MapleStory..Zzz..
Heck, I even play when I'm super sleepy yesterday..I keep on sleeping while playing resulting in alot of death of my character..hahaha..

I also wanna write an apology to my housemates..
I'm sorry I could not keep my cool tonight..I suffered burn out just now..
My phone kept on vibrating with incoming messages with problems I need to solve..
I was handling several things simultaneously..I was really stressed..Then it just happened when Jason say he wanna go cc instead of cleaning the house..
For me it's actually not a big deal..Just that..they have been asking when to do the major cleaning several times..I felt pressured because I don't wanna be seen as procastinating responsibility..
With everything going on in my mind..My brain was working like a mainframe processing the solutions to problems..I could not seem to solve them...haha..
Now I breathe with ease as everything falls into the right place..
And my buddy's amazing faith in me..She said "you always manage somehow"
So I guess...I'll manage somehow =)

2 things

Firstly...Season greetings!!

Merry Christmas everyone. Haha.. I even changed my banner for a more christmassy feeling =P

I love it when Christmas is around haha..It's this sat =D

I love the annual christmas party in my house..This year I celebrate in both houses..In KL and Kajang wahaa~

I love everything about Christmas..including getting money for shopping..haha..I haven't finish buying yet though >.<

Last week was a blast..haha..Friends visit our house almost everyday..and we had a really good time playing games

However, it was kinda scary cuz u'll get punished if u lose badly in the games..hahah..

We have a bunch of really cool vids but the vids can't be shared out haha..I really love those vids..It made me laugh everytime I watch them haha
Also..I can watch the annual christmas drama put together by the members of KAOG...Really good job this time! I love the message the drama is trying to send and everything went well haha..

Me, my housemates and few other friends decided to have a "small" christmas gathering..We did it last Saturday which is on the 11th of Dec..LOL..no choice la..everyone wanna go back~

It turns out..our group is big and I feel guilty if we didn't invite everyone we're close to..though we did leave out one or two >.<..haha..don't make me feel guilty..argh~

We had steamboat..and uh..about that..pictures will do haha..

We prepared food for 14 ppl..and it turns out we have to delay the party cuz there's too much to do..lol

Jeff prepared songs

What was played most that day..are christmas songs sung by a child..a gal..

Oh my..I feel like..dying there..hahaha

I seriously can't stand cute stuff...exception for babies..I can't get enough of them! haha

Sorry Jeff...haha..Thanks for preparing the songs =P

Lets have a look at our decorations =D

The steamboat table

We played our first card game after eating..hahah

Everyone will get a poker card..There's only 1 matching set inside..
So when we found out who has the matching pair..they will be punished with lipstick drawn on their face hahah..We used a cheap lipstick la of coz lol
So here are the pics =DThis 1 made us laugh the whole time! ahahhaa...this is the best drawing tht day..haha
It isn't so clear in the pics..and this is the only pic Zzz...Well..we had a good laugh anyway =PSomeone was forced to wear fake eyelids..eww...haha
And then the yucky jelly punishment!! The pic is shawn's jelly..lol..mine wasn't that bad..
The pepper made it taste like shit...mine was loaded with chilli sauces while his has alot of soy sauce..Eww
Right after I got the punishment of drinking 600ml water in 1 breath...I have to eat this shit..I was really suffering..haha~..I felt nauseous..and my tummy feels like it's gonna explode
=.="
Gift exchange..See the one with ribbon? That's mine...haha..nice right!

Haha..I definitely enjoy parties ^^

Second thing I want to post about is a much prolonged stuff..hahaa..

It's the versatile blogger award thingy passed on by Yee.. lol..

Okay..first..I really appreciate that she thinks of my blog =D

I hereby..stop the chain of this thingy..I don't wanna continue passing to 7 ppl..but I posted as the courtesy of our friendship^^

Haha! blah! I hate the image provided..plus it's light green =.= eww...the person who designs it suck...lol

So I improvised it

=D

In my opinion, there should be babes to accompany the words haha

Taadaa~!

Yeah..I don't think I'm that versatile..lol