Have a Blast...

It's been like ages since I've been updating and reading blogs..

haha..I can't afford to lose some precious hours nowadays..

SERIOUSLY i tell you..I didn't spend time doing pretty much anything except doing assignment & homeworks..and studying a bit..

It definitely felt like I don't have a life..

Yet I chose to write the bottled bits of the thoughts on my mind now ..

So it will be 100% words written down from the bottom my heart..haha

1st thing 1st..Please forgive me if I haven't been replying promptly and keeping in touch although you tried..

I'm seriously busy studying & doing assignment till the extent of having 2 hours sleep a day..

When exactly this storm will be over? =.=

I had never worked this hard during SPM..In the past I would sleep in almost every class..Play online games and did alot of sleeping basically..

Now? I cried because I'm turning into a lifeless person..Facing my educational craps 22/7..

Oh my God..

Anyway..It's pretty much obvious I smile & laugh so less nowadays..I couldn't do it much..

I lost weight..I looked bony..Which my mom hates to see..

I just came back from the New Year reunion thingy with the J4 peeps..

I enjoyed myself and laughed so much during that time..It's a little shocking..!

When we were halfway laughing..I felt soreness in my mouth!

Realisation hit me...I didn't laugh so much nowadays..

Well...Sad but true..only they can make me laugh and smile so much and I kept wanting it..

Another sad truth..I won't be seeing them for probably months?..

God knows how much I wanna see them & talk to them..zz

I had a great time..In the past years I've always celebrated new year..Alone..

I really will cherish this..

I'm getting better with my coll mates..Somehow some of them..Annoys me

Probably it's because they need more time to know what I can't tolerate..the most recent one.. Plain rudeness..If it's supposed to be a joke...It shouldn't be rude obviously..Face this

Oh..there's a pretty amazing girl..I think she's an amazing friend..

I've always thought she was a complex one..but she isn't so much as complicated..It was a rather different discovery haha..

There are many assignment..but I think the reason I'm so busy is that I'm the leader for most of them..Damn...it's unexpected huh?

haha..

Well..I willingly took it because..I'm Bossy..As simple as that! haha

I don't think I have time for Love now..since i prefer sleeping..

Hoho..That day when I was sleeping, I dreamt that I was a gay..chasing after this gorgeous guy ahhaha...So it really made me wonder..What made me dreamt of it?

I'm writing at 3am now..In 1st January 2010...

I seriously can't control my sleepiness already...Goodnight everyone...

Have a blast in the year 2010... :)