Long Overdue
I've been meaning to post for a long time. It's about my grandmother.
For the past 2 months it has been a struggle for my family. She was involved in 2nd accident whereby she hit her head again. She had a concussion.. Which leads to blood clot.
She was in icu for a week .. Which is the most trying moments for us. I was constantly crying throughout the 1st night she entered icu because there is real possibility she won't wake up anymore.
However, after my aunty from melacca called us and said she saw a vision. God took her to heaven for a visit.. And it will be up to God to let her stay in heaven. Note that my grandma accepted Christ before she's in Icu.. So the bridge is formed and she can go to heaven.
My aunty also warned us about how our relatives will become very religious and aggressive.. She asked us to hold back and do not start an argument with them. It's fortunate that she told my mom this before she scold them for all the taoism stuff they applied on my grandma.. For God sakes they put an audio player which was removed as it was causing noise in Icu.. Zz
I was very relieved after hearing that.. I believe her vision and.. Even if my grandma did pass away.. I'll still be fine because she's in heaven.
However she did come back and she's alive as of today. The first few things she said was.. She was brought to heaven
She was brought back to open the hearts of my relatives to Christ..
When she was unconscious in icu.. My relatives were already asking each other to prepare to let go of her.. And tell her when she's lying in coma in icu.. To let go
My family however, insist she must fight for her life till God decide
Why am I telling this is that.. The difference between a christian and others is so evident in facing situation like this
Sometimes I got so angry because of the crap my aunt did.. Like putting concentrated alcohol directly to my grandma face..
It was so concentrated it could cause chemical burns..
I seriously question why are there ppl who believe in Taoism. The temple said there is no more hope.. But who's breathing now?
Also. My cousin claimed that grandma said that guan yin brought her to heaven. Not Christ..
I seriously doubt that's how Buddhism heaven works..I've learnt abit about it.. But it doesn't work like that. Touring around place where u use up ur karma and return to earth?
Anyway.. My grandma was very unhappy when she was forced by my aunt and her husband to recite amitabha after she became conscious. I know very well my grandma is a christian now who is under alot of pressure from my relatives as they are unhappy when someone doesn't share their faith.
I'm not writing this to condemn other religions but my grandma being stuck in the hospital is actually causing a spiritual warfare between my family and my relatives.
Once, they got angry cuz they couldn't find the bracelet they got from the temple.. Baseless accusations fly from their mouth claiming that we threw them away..
My parents told us not to interfere with the religious stuff they do.. So we didn't..
The most ridiculous thing throughout this whole ordeal was.. Someone gave my grandma honey.. Presumably due to her throat which has alot of blockage..
But seriously? Honey as a gift to a DIABETIC patient?
We nvr found out who it was tho.
Ah.. Sorry for the long rant..
In conclusion... She seems fine now.. Slowly she's gaining her strength but I kinda doubt she will walk again =(
I love u my grandma
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