Long Overdue

I've been meaning to post for a long time. It's about my grandmother.

For the past 2 months it has been a struggle for my family. She was involved in 2nd accident whereby she hit her head again. She had a concussion.. Which leads to blood clot.
She was in icu for a week .. Which is the most trying moments for us. I was constantly crying throughout the 1st night she entered icu because there is real possibility she won't wake up anymore.

However, after my aunty from melacca called us and said she saw a vision. God took her to heaven for a visit.. And it will be up to God to let her stay in heaven. Note that my grandma accepted Christ before she's in Icu.. So the bridge is formed and she can go to heaven.
My aunty also warned us about how our relatives will become very religious and aggressive.. She asked us to hold back and do not start an argument with them. It's fortunate that she told my mom this before she scold them for all the taoism stuff they applied on my grandma.. For God sakes they put an audio player which was removed as it was causing noise in Icu.. Zz

I was very relieved after hearing that.. I believe her vision and.. Even if my grandma did pass away.. I'll still be fine because she's in heaven.
However she did come back and she's alive as of today. The first few things she said was.. She was brought to heaven
She was brought back to open the hearts of my relatives to Christ..

When she was unconscious in icu.. My relatives were already asking each other to prepare to let go of her.. And tell her when she's lying in coma in icu.. To let go
My family however, insist she must fight for her life till God decide
Why am I telling this is that.. The difference between a christian and others is so evident in facing situation like this

Sometimes I got so angry because of the crap my aunt did.. Like putting concentrated alcohol directly to my grandma face..
It was so concentrated it could cause chemical burns..
I seriously question why are there ppl who believe in Taoism. The temple said there is no more hope.. But who's breathing now?

Also. My cousin claimed that grandma said that guan yin brought her to heaven. Not Christ..
I seriously doubt that's how Buddhism heaven works..I've learnt abit about it.. But it doesn't work like that. Touring around place where u use up ur karma and return to earth?
Anyway.. My grandma was very unhappy when she was forced by my aunt and her husband to recite amitabha after she became conscious. I know very well my grandma is a christian now who is under alot of pressure from my relatives as they are unhappy when someone doesn't share their faith.

I'm not writing this to condemn other religions but my grandma being stuck in the hospital is actually causing a spiritual warfare between my family and my relatives.
Once, they got angry cuz they couldn't find the bracelet they got from the temple.. Baseless accusations fly from their mouth claiming that we threw them away..
My parents told us not to interfere with the religious stuff they do.. So we didn't..

The most ridiculous thing throughout this whole ordeal was.. Someone gave my grandma honey.. Presumably due to her throat which has alot of blockage..
But seriously? Honey as a gift to a DIABETIC patient?
We nvr found out who it was tho.

Ah.. Sorry for the long rant..
In conclusion... She seems fine now.. Slowly she's gaining her strength but I kinda doubt she will walk again =(

I love u my grandma

Worst Semester Ever!!

Why? because of this!

It's bad enough that I'm having law exam this semester..It had to be on 6/5/2013 at 9am..ZzzZzz

Election day was on 5/5/2013.

Sigh..I was so taken in by the election result at night..It's almost impossible to study.

It was my 1st time to vote..I felt a sense of pride when I voted but then..

It was devastating to see the results..Nevertheless..I'm not interested to rant about it anymore

It feels pretty over now =X

Funny thing..I didn't really start studying on 5/5 till 12am..I really wanted to give up..at last I didn't and managed to study everything

I had to force myself to power off my laptop and my phone and put it far away.

Passing law was far too important compared to looking at the results and happenings and feeling helpless and angry (you know what I mean)

I forgot what time I slept for that 9am paper..but this sem was the worst..I watched sunrise for 2 days during exam weeks. Glad it's all over now!

I had to take a pic when I saw someone's notes looking like this LOL

How to study laa like this??

Each chapter so thick and full of words..We got 15 chaps in total for the semester..haha

Anyway..Law has to be the hardest subject everr...

Study up on criminal law, fraud and misrepresentation..and lastly, *jeng jeng jeng* LAW OF TORT.

Law of Tort is the most confusing of everything in law

I love talking about law..This is the only subject I can't stop talking about haha

Law is so interesting! It totally changes how I picture law is. 

Sometimes the wrong in our view is right in the eyes of the law. Vice versa applies

Law is basically not common sense all the time. 

We have power station visits this semester for assignment..which turns out totally useless hahaha

I sweat alot during the visit..Hate it..damn

I got an interesting shot during the visit though hahaha!

So amy lo this gal~

 Ah..such a boring post.
I don't know what else to write..I already forgotten interesting stuffs that happened daily..Zz

Borkan Al Gala

 His face is damn near perfect

Saw this from a forum...HAD TO stop studying and post this HAHAHA!

but seriously? So many arabians so damn handsome..
There goes all my pride for my looks. Down the drain =O

Not much

There's not much in my life now. Just another semester which I'm trying to survive @_@
Something about the weather recently. Walao..damn hot leh
As a result, I'm having flu again zz..Well, at least I'm not sick
Initially I thought it was just me who felt the heatwave. Obviously if I actually look at what ppl update in facebook I would have known haha.
I rarely on facebook anymore. I prefer to play Candy Crush or watch The Big Bang Theory all over again hahaha..

I cleaned my room the other day. Look at the pic below lol

The dust lump is as big as my hand. These are all from my room 

It was quite an eye opener Zz..no wonder my sinus is so problematic

I'm quite health conscious recently. I've resorted to healthy foods like oatmeals, cereals, fruits and salads.

Eating wise..Healthy food are kinda sickening zz..Especially oatmeals

I go jogging whenever I could. I absolutely love jogging in the beautiful Titiwangsa lake! It's a really great place for jogging cuz it's so big..lol

I made it a point for me to run around the lake 3 rounds before I go home.

Super big wan leh this lake..and I have terrible stamina hahaha

The other day, after running for 2 rounds, I almost quit. Then I saw this muscular guy run by hahaha..

I was reminded of my goal at that instance. I ran behind him for motivation. I was really motivated until I got left quite far behind Zz.

Well, it's funny for me cuz I felt like a stalker lol. but ah...when u wanna lose weight and gain stamina

It's hard to do it without motivation and a partner to lift u up!

That's my excuse for not losing weight for the past 2 weeks =P

Another thing.. Uncles run with me and I really cannot catch up with them =(

It's like the uncles were saying to me "Who's old now, bitch?!" haha

Titiwangsa Lake

Disgusting oatmeal

Salad~ Yummy dinner!

I ate salad for dinner almost everyday when I'm in KL
Mostly because I'm too lazy to dabao my food..And I really don't know what to eat cuz food in KL are so fatty and sooo unhealthy!
Cheap and tasty though..
I don't really mind eating salad as dinner. I'm not supposed to eat so much meat cuz HBP is in my blood.
I'm getting used to not eating rice for dinner =)
Message me if you want the recipe for the salad haha..Lets lose weight together~!

Ooh~ I'm gonna move out from this stinkin' room next month =)
I'm gonna move to the new condo in Setapak heheh~
Significant improvement from this lousy place! Though I'll miss the water filter in the old house T.T

Okay, what I really wanna tell is.. I was trying to rent out my room to the next tenant.
Then I got a call..I picked up and someone was talking to me
That person has heavy accent and I can hardly understand what he was saying.
I met up with this guy cuz he wanna see my room. Turns out he's a black guy =X
He asked me whether my housemates mind if they have a black housemate..
So, I called my house leader..and of course he can't live there cuz he's black.
I felt sorry for him zz..he said "nobody wants black, man"

Another incidence is during the special service in church last Saturday.
That speaker was trying to be funny..Well, ppl laughed but some ppl didn't
That speaker made fun of how the africans pronounce "I am" as "ayam"

I find it funny but I couldn't laugh cuz beside me sits an african black guy whose eyes became O_O when he heard that joke. Clearly it's upsetting for them.
It's enough they're the minority here..Do you really have to make fun of them?

This semester I'm taking Law subject. I'm aware that I'm fully responsible of the contents I published...
I hope I won't be sued lol
After studying law...I felt so insecure laaa...There are so many things which can send us to jail
Especially with social network.
Law is a very interesting subject though. Hopefully everyone will get a chance to study law =)
You might just be able to avoid doing things which will get ur ass sued off

Time to study for French midterm this Thurs!
Au Revoir!

Music 24/7

I've been to places this few weeks..I went to Singapore and Melacca
I don't wanna write about it..It's just another trip with friends haha~

During the Singapore trip...I acted like a colossal asshat to my friends..SO sorry lol
Ironically, the best part of the trip is visiting the casinos there!
I'd never entered casino before and my virginity was taken in Sg~ haha
The casinos there are so nicee! Free drinks heheh~
Ooh! I gambled..but just on the slot machine. I lost 2 Sg Dollars =(
I guess I sorta paid for the drinks I took thr in the end lol

After coming back from SG, I went to Melacca with J4 friends..I couldn't really enjoy the trip as I was so exhausted by the end of the day!
But..it was fun. Maybe better than SG trip even.. =X

I started my semester and this semester I can feel the difference in myself. After the big fallout for the last 2 sem..I can say my last 3 years of degree has been a fallout haha~
I really wanna push myself to study what I learnt daily from lecture..but I'm so obsessed with music!
I have some secret activity that really let me enjoy music. hahaha
I ain't gonna spill it out. I don't think anyone really know what is that haha!
The thing is...it's so time consuming. *sigh*

I have so much passion for so many different things..I love doing so many things including cooking~
Which is depressing.

Our brain operates in 2 parts
Logic and Creative side

My logic side is terrible. I hate math, physics...ah..anything that concerns with logic (generally la..haha)
I hated Chess game.
SO that's why I'll be a terrible engineer in the future lol..considering I get a good job =X
Oh damn..I feel like a bimbo who never wanna use the brain lol

Ah...anyway back to my original point of this post hahaha
I did this for hours just now!

As I've posted in fb earlier..I'm so obsessed with opera music lately.
I'm so in love with Les Miserables and Phantom of the Opera!
Opera music has 1 drawback. The volume variation is crazy and the songs are so soft!
In the picture, the white waveforms are the before edit and the red is after
I love doing this cuz I listen these songs daily hahaha


Yeah I do things like this often..which again makes me question why I never study IT since I'm naturally good at it ~.~
Sheez...talking bout bad life changing choices

Opera is not for oldies okay~ They have real music there
I'd just heard Justin Timberlake's new single Suit and Tie..the record breaking single
The top songs of literally today.
That song is just..okay to me la..and people were commenting like
"Something very different about this song. Awesome!"
uh. If anything it's mediocre TO ME..I'm entitled to my own opinion okay haha
Theater don't die..There will be fans like me who enjoys theaters! I'll be exploring for more musicals haha^^
Oldies is gold!!
I'm not always listening to oldies la...I love new songs like Rihanna's Diamond..Best song by her btw haha~

I'm not in a good mood but not in a bad mood either. I'm talking alot of crap cuz my mouth has been shut the whole day ahahhaa..
I feel happy to have this day only to myself =)