My kinda Holiday!

Here are a few things I did during my holiday (I'm having a month long semester break):

1. Disturbing people on msn and phone..Classic me.. I wonder if I annoy people though O_O

2. Writing stuffs that I won't publish..

Anyway, I should really be careful of what I wrote..haha..cuz there's been some misunderstanding the other day..Thank God that person asked me about it.. I didn't write hate except to 2 person..It's rather obvious who the 2 person is so please..read lightheartedly =D

Yeah I might dislike a person for some reason..but it's not hate

It's normal between friends la

I don't publish because I don't want to publish craps that I wrote..Gloomy posts are all over my blog but in real..there's more haha..

Or sometimes I'm just hyping over something I loooove..It's silly to reveal the hype to everyone haha

I just enjoy writing as it is a way to express myself

3. Reading novel

Currently reading "Coral Island"..

The language is seriously tough for me..I'm not used to the way seamen speaks and writes..Well..obviously the writer is very well accustomed to the island and the sea to be able to write this novel..Many terms are used and I've no idea those sea creatures or plants are..

It's not an exciting book..but I really want to finish reading that novel..

4. YC

Not many friends invite for outing this holiday..Outing with friends is something which is occasional..recently became rarely..Will it become never eh? Who knows :)

I missed the farewell party for one of my best friend, Genesis..

Hmm..I know I wouldn't enjoy it with a bunch of freaks I don't like..but I wanted to go because Gen asked me to..I'm so sorry I couldn't attend it =(

Went out alot with my family..including my cousins

what would I do without them..haha..it was really fun and I'm always looking forward to another 1..

We did mother's day differently this time..and it was so funny..just a simple after-dinner meal at my grandmother's house..Usually we'll be out in a nice restaurant..but really..it's better when we did it this way haha

Psst: Took a stroll in metropoint with my whole family..that was REALLY rare and..weirdly..I enjoyed it

5. Gaming

I might not look like it..but I can be a hardcore gamer..I spend so much of my time playing games..

With the power of my desktop..I can just pick any latest game I like and it works wonderfully!

Currently I'm playing Call of Duty6..man..the graphic is awesome!

I had a hard time to change my playing style cuz it's different from Crysis Warhead that I used to play..haha

6. Movies and dramas

I'm officially a fan of Fairytail..in case you don't know what is it..It's an anime..haha

The episodes are so short! I'm outta things to watch for the moment..

Watched some old movies..and even Gilmore Girls season 2..wth..lol

Some new movies have also been watched..man..I'm bored you know?? haha

7. Change of hairstyle

Yes..It always happen during holidays..haha..Now my hair is straight again..lol

yea yea..rebonding la..what else..and again I look seriously weird..

I hope it'll be better after a week..I hate that my hair is too long now and I look at things as if my eyes are half closed..How frustrating!

I don't dare to cut it myself..and I shouldn't cut so soon after straightening my hair..I don't even dare to pin it in case it turns fugly =.=

damn~

At least it's better than long+super curly hair..I really have no idea how to manage it =.=

8. Sleeping

Not so much these days..I seems to adapt the thinking that "Sleeping is a waste of time"..I know it's vital though *sigh*

9. Eat

I'm surprised..I don't eat much already

I still love soups :)

10. Housechores

I consider fetching my bro to tuition and back from school as a chore as well..

damn..what a bother!

1st time in my life..I changed the light bulb lol.....

of course the usual stuff la..sweeping floor hanging clothes and such

11. Banner making project

As you can see..the banner for my blog changed..It's turns out better than I expected!..

It was really tough cuz I've no freaking idea what design I want..It's done from scratch..

Armed with only paint, photoscape and gif animator..I created it haha..

12. being surprised

I was doing something else when..

My jaws almost dropped off when I saw this..lol...anyway this is just surplus xD

13. Cousin's a Boss!

So now officially there's a hp shop in Dengkil owned by proud owner Foong Zhi Jian..haha

He's a year older than me and I'm surprised cuz his shop looks real good.. =D

Pic of us in his shop eatin~

14. Trip to Ipoh

Yeah..I don't feel like telling in detail for this one..

It was a nice trip of course =D but I'm a lil too lazy to write about it..haha

We went there by 2 cars..including mine..

OMG..seriously..being a driver is soooo tiring..I was fatigued everyday during the trip..Reason is..We don't get enough sleep(not used to the bed and small space so it's hard to fall asleep)..The others get to sleep in the car =(

3 hours drive to Ipoh..really kills =.=

Oh hey..I'm qualified to be called an experienced driver, don't I? hehe..

The first day we went to Ipoh town..the first thing we did is to eat and to find the hotel we're gonna stay in..The hotel was cheap and comfortable =D

The food..narh......normal..I'm not impressed

Kajang food is the best! hahaha

We went to Lost World of Tambun..We went in at 12am..and wanted to get out at 2pm..

Fun+not fun..I don't know which 1 to categorize it as..haha..We initially thought it would fill half the day..Apparently..not

So..it's not bad lar..

At night we went to eat Chicken Hor Fun..nice la..not bad..still prefer Kajang chicken rice..haha

Here are some pics =D

I'm the 1 striking a really good pose in the middle wearing purple..

Jkjk...hahhaa

Should I call this muscle flexing? I was blushing all the time..shy hahahah
I'm surprised looking at this pic..lol..so my workout in the past really pays off? lol!
Oh..this is emberassing =.=
I got chosen to be buried..lol~

They were touchy at the private part so I was moving alot..LOL!!

just look at my hair =( it sucks

I'm the celebrity of the day! lol..

Washing up~
eee...shexy ketiak
Not-so-sexy backs! haha
Group Pictures~




The water is hot! It's an artificial hot spring haha..We did scream a lil as we go down the water haha

Second day we went Gua Tempurung..

We were late..haha..

The journey to find breakfast were horrible! We can't seem to find any ..Something is very very weird to me..The Kopitiams are all closed..apparently it's too early for business to start...WTH..it was already like 8 something in the morning and those kopitiams..only some queer ones are open for business =.=" damn~

We ended up using gps to find edible stuffs as breakfast =.=...lameee

Gua Tempurung is really fun for me as first-timer..haha..It wasn't so tough..but mind my words..

No slippers..you'll regret..

Bring a torchlight..you can't see without it..and bring a medium sized one..In some places you'll need to prone..Therefore, you'll need to bite the torchlight so that it won't go underwater..haha

Erherm! Not to big sized..the bodeh! haha..You'll need to slide on the rocks and go through a really small space in between 2 rocks..haha..you won't want to make the people securing you from below as you slide sweat as you come down..I was the 1 waiting at the rock slide...Trust me..I know..hahah

We went to Lumut after that..bbq at night..

What can I say..I hate bbq,..and i got really upset =.="

For me bbq food are almost not edible..haha

LOL! this pic is really funny lol

At Youmie's house =P
At the Jetty at night...
The jetty to Pangkor =D

So we went Pangkor on the 3rd day..It wasn't planned and we thought..since Lumut is so near to the jetty to Pangkor, we decided to go there..it wasn't expensive and the beach was really beautiful =D

We just went to the mini great wall thingy..and fish factory? lol..just to buy dried fish n such..

Lastly..we went to the shore where we can ride to different small islands to gaze upon the beauty of the islands..haha

The thing I love is the island..By nature, it's isolated..I love the idea of it

I'm fatigued and my hair is fugly!

ee..left side lala pose..

right side..errherm!! macho! hahahah
lol
Waitin' for boat to the isles~! is it just me or do i look fat here? o.o

I was all touchy with my hair throughout the trip..haha

I said I don't want to describe in detail but I guess I just did..haha

The trip cost about rm200 per person..Not too expensive.. haha..It was worth it =D

Oh man..It's gonna be dawn in like 4hours time..I gotta sleep~

Before that..I'll need some food ^^

Thoughts

I'm thinking..how could a guy who has great family, decent financial status, numerous friends, at a point of time has someone in his life and study is not failing him..could be a broken guy?

That reminds me..

I want to write something about the relationship I had

Being in a relationship is really wonderful..I'm just afraid of the commitment I have to put in to make the relationship work..

However..I wake up every morning during that time knowing there's someone waiting for me to say "Good morn"..when I'm down I could always..Always tell it to this person and that person always cares to know..Someone out there..you could always call anytime..in other word..trust

It's definitely different from friendship..Relationship is complicated but it can be one of the best thing in your life..

It was wonderful..truly..

Back to the gloomy side..I'm very much broken inside..I could not content it..I did not want to burden the other person..For I know it must be tough for that person to face someone so gloomy and down all the time..

This brokenness caused me to be unable to care for to love to like someone..It has always been my past..I couldn't live in the present like what I told others to..Suddenly the past struck me and I lay unconscious for a very long time..I have yet to open my eyes to see how wonderful life is..

I will..eventually

Silent Note..

I'm getting more and more depressed as days passed by..I know I'm the interference within good friendships..

It's because I'm lonely..I know how hard it is to remain true as my friend through time..I can be a different person in just the matter of seconds..

The feeling just kept on emerging..I have abandoned many people in my life just because I thought it wasn't worth it..no matter how precious they are to me..I am willing to let go..but not able..

I've put too much trust on many people in my life..they end up the same way and I hurt myself too many times..

I remain silent at times..but in my mind..I've got much to say

Some people told me that they really don't want things to change..but what I felt is changes taking over the friendship..no longer filled with shared feelings..but just empty

Maybe I've changed much myself too..I'm just stepping into who I really am..but the real person in me..wasn't really likable..wasn't really..nice

I hate the real guy..

That's not really all I want to spill out..but I'm really tired..exhausted from the work of the mind..the brain

exhausted physically..

I'm calling off the night..