Sasha

Wondering what's my title's bout? It's the name of the Mr Pilot in 2012!

lol...I just love his name =D It's like so...Sasha hahaha

I don't think it's that good btw..

Here's a conversation I had over msn with my cousin:

Casts:

Řδŋ~

[~_ZhiYi_~:[

Elaine (in case you don't know..she's 11 yrs old ONLY haha~)

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Řδŋ~ says:

u got problem? =.=

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ says:

??

what problem?/

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ just sent you a nudge.

Řδŋ~ says:

i hate u foong yi ling

=....=

childish

haha

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ says:

she really

ARGHHH

talk about her aso i angry

i copy the history let u see

Řδŋ~ says:

lol?

fast la...

* conversation started *

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ oi

why u online wan

Elaine : coz i gt computer??

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ u didn't go to school meh ?

Elaine : =.=

no need go 1

hahahaha

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ why

Řδŋ~ says:

hahahaha

then????

Elaine : i very smart d

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ hmmm

if ur bodoh oso didn't go to school la

am i right

Elaine : no

u r rong

if i stupid i will go sch

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ then

you are very stupid

Elaine : bt i nt stupid

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ i don't noe wat kind of person are you

* Elaine is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

Elaine : sure u wont noe

u got web cam??

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ you got on webcam anot?

Elaine : i dun have

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ i dun have oso

Elaine : then y u invite me

zzzz

*Elaine has canceled the invitation to start sending webcam.

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ i didn't invite u oso

u invite me mah

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ Elaine is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

Elaine : is "elaine is inviting

PLS LA

I WONT BE SO FREE

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ you oso mah

i oso not so free to invite you

Elaine : fine

i lazy wanna tok 2 u

coz everytime aso u will scold me 1

hahaha

i wan go d

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ who wants to see ur pig face

haha

Elaine : yaya

i told 2 i dun 1 chat wit u

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ u so historical

bb

oi

popo ask me to tell u not to play com already

go and eat ur rice

Elaine : pls la

sure is u

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ really la

Elaine : so "ke po"

tell popo i playing!!!

popo is beside me now

Elaine : u dun lie

even he beside aso

she*

she wont noe is me

zzz

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ i tell her liao la

Elaine : u don't noe i will help popo de meh?

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ oi

damn fellow

Elaine : seriously

i feel like

wan 2 slap u now

i dun 1 tok 2 u

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ haha

Elaine : forever n ever using msn

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ Elaine go away!!

* conversation end *

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ the end

in 10mins

i tio scold by her

kaw kaw

Řδŋ~ says:

=.=

like she scold u more lo

hahahaha

hahahaha

:[~_ZhiYi_~:[ says:

yala

Řδŋ~ says:

ahahahha

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ says:

i saying

i kena scold

zzz

tio-=kena

Řδŋ~ says:

i kept laughing leh

hahahahaha

omg.....

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ says:

SHE SAY POPO STAND BESIDE HER SO SHE NOE I ONLINE

I WAS LIEK WTFFFFFFFF

Řδŋ~ says:

y u go find her

AHAHAHHA

:[~_ZhiYi_~:[ says:

POPO ASO NOE MY NAME IN MSN???!!!

THEN SHE START @ BULL SHIT WITH ME

Řδŋ~ says:

u write zhiyi ma

=.=

:[~_ZhiYi_~:[ says:

zzz

Řδŋ~ says:

maybe she with yen yen here

:[~_ZhiYi_~:[ says:

dunno her la

Řδŋ~ says:

so geng wan shoot u

[~_ZhiYi_~:[ says:

she really

i nth 2 say

YALA

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Lol...the end..

Anyway..Went various places altho exam is starting next week T.T

Will update if i'm free lala~

Current life SUCK or maybe not...

It's 2nd week already..& my homework list is just practical reports for now haha~

It's gonna be busier next week for sure..

So far staying at my new "home" has been "peaceful" and comfortable..

Not so peaceful is because there's conflict within me & my roommate..

I probably have been too sensitive & irritable...but there's someone i'm really trying hard to persevere..It was hard..

I'm the type who'll have 1 of the principle of life as "Do what you like as long it doesn't hurt me in any way"..and "If I don't care about you, I don't expect you to either"

I also hate people touching my things..It's a mystery who took my eggs to eat & my Korea mee..

My gosh..how i wish i can lock it up!

How cheap to steal other ppl's thing...even my friend's hair wax was half gone..Who can we blame? We're living under the same room..*stress*

It also felt like i'm a celebrity or somethin'...I said this cuz' my whereabouts and what i'm gonna do..It's like my life's full of intrusion..Life's full of paparazzi

However, the good part is..It wasn't too hard to live outside :D

To live a healthy life whenever..I learnt how to cook vege n' stuffs

Eating an apple a day which i believe will keep the doctor away

NOT! I got bitten by 3 ants and my body started growing itchy..Then my whole body was so itchy & red..I thought it was best to make my first move by telling my parents..It doesn't feel right if I didn't tell anything haha~

Anyway..Pen nie was my life saver..I got allergy med from her..Then i got healed in a few hours time

OH ya!!! there's a guy who's like gay-ish who likes to come to the house..

He disturbed me terribly T.T...

I really don't want another gay-encounter..It's really scary O.O........

He lied on my bed..The 1st time we met he said i'm "nice hair,cute and delicious"

Omg...When i heard the word delicious i almost fell!.......How can guys say such a gross thing..Means i'm sexually attractive & want me on bed? O.O

AHH......whatever it is..STAY OFF...don't be real gay with me

I watched Jennifer's Body in Times...OMG Megan Fox is sooooo hott!!..

There's a few scenes...xD

Anyway..it kinda reminded me of the zombie bride love story lol..Anyway..it was a good one

And...i got conned to buy a meatball umbrella again..HAIZ...wasted T.T

Today just had Programming practical class...Here's what we did xD

Lol..it was supposed to be a simple tree xD

This took time u know!...slowly typing the dots...dang!
This took the longest time..looks good..i know..hahahah
So this is what produced the circle thingy..There's codes & stuff..It's easeyh..blah

To those who wanna see my new "home"...I'm wondering..Maybe i should give the "home" a name..I'll name it Maple..It was the 1st world which came to my mind haha

Maple..is the name of my house in PJ! ok settled..

Have a look..heh

My sleeping space...Yeah..there's lotsa stuff...not much space :(

It's comfortable if not for the mosquitoes flying around Grrr!!!

SPLAT YOU ALL MOSQUITOES ON THE WALL ARGGHHH!!

My nice guy roommate, Jerryl..Our room^^

Kitchen..Wow...the depth of oil subsided on the cabinet could easily measure up to 1cm..haha~..

yeah..dirty..but complete..
Don't puke.. :D

No place to put my things :(
Living room..boring place...only got ppl at nite..

My study table..

Staying at Maple let me have more time to study & do my work..So i always did my tutorial d...haha

Oh...Goodnight...I just feel kinda lonely lately..Not that i don't have ppl around me..

I just don't know why..When I'm happy, I choose to be sad

False Hope....

I'm truly disappointed & heartbroken after hearing the news...Beyonce has delayed her concert..

This was supposed to be her 1st time ever performance here..

Cmon'...if the Pussycatdolls performed here before why can't Queen B??

If she wanna cover up in super tight suits I don't care..I just wanna see her live T.T

I was seriously heartbroken & during the Czone concert today i kept thinking about how much i wanna see her T.T..It turns out i truly Truly wanna see her...Haiz

I wonder when will i get over it...

It's like...even Indon ppl is gonna see her...I'm praying for a miracle..haiz

I had given up so much money i earned to see her..now i'm getting it back..I don't really wan it..T.T

This...I solely agreed on..I don't want to say anything about this country (it's not safe! in case i got sued) retard

Beyonce was declared as immoral..i think that's why she don't wanna come

Watch your mouth people

"It’s good to see people standing up for what they believe in. So I was real glad to see that the bootylicious singer Beyonce has cancelled her Malaysian show after the authorities there had ordered her to cover up and wear “conservative clothing”. Fuck that for a laugh. Bloody Nazis. As if a woman in the 21st century can’t wear what she wants!
And anyway, what’s the point of going to a Beyonce concert in the first place if you can’t see her perform her outrageous onstage antics? What are the Malaysians actually thinking? That people would go along merely to hear her sing? Hahaha!
But Malaysia’s loss is Indonesia’s gain. Cos to make up for the Malaysian show Beyonce’s announced she’ll do a show in Jakarta on 1 November instead!" quoted from http://theunspunblog.com/2007/10/02/beyonce-malaysia-boleh/

Ahoy, all is lost, all is gone..March sailors!!..Tie the red cloth on bruises!

Anyway..had a fun day..I'll be updating bout my new place-to-stay during this semester until next yr..It was fairly comfortable..especially my bed :D

Went SingK again with cousins..then Czone concert, dinner with gays..

I actually wanted to join the flash mob T.T...imagine you walking in the streets & hundreds of people wearing green & dancing! How fun!..i really feel like doin' crazy thing today but didn't get to do it T.T..

Czone concert..I would rate it a 4/5stars i guess..above average..The last part was kinda fun :D

Surprisingly..the performance is entertaining :D

Gay went too..& guess what =.=...he did rape me..

Me & cousins went to Melaka not long ago (excluding a b!tch)..

It was enjoyable & get to eat lotsa new food..We ate things like giant sea snail, dono-what-it's called but just open up that animal to eat the eggs inside (which taste horrid!), laksa, o-jian (fried oyster i think), si-ham and escargot..

It was just a 1-day trip :)

See how black is his chicken rice ball!!

I like these shots :D

Lol..Actually this is for the high-jump thingy..It was closed as it was late already by that time..

We climbed pass the fence surrounding it and started jumping!

This is the best part of this trip..haha..It feels naughty..

Then the guard came & we go scrambling away..hahaha!!

look at this pic below...That's what i call PARTeY!!!

We had a ride on pirate ship..It was really nice & kinda scary hehe..
Will be updating about next week..Feel lazy nowadays to blog hehe..

Some things that makes me think..I'm weird

The title had already explained it all lol...Sometimes the way i think or the things i do..
I feel alone but being who i am...I'll just be true to myself by saying and do the things i want and desire..
I would not hide it
I've learnt that there's no prize nor there's any benefits or satisfaction that will come over me if i try to be just like others..

I've attempted to do things i don't like and wearing clothes & accessories that gives me a style almost similiar to the one i looked up on...
In the end I would look at the mirror...Feeling sadness and sorrow having a grasp on my heart..
I would think..What am i becoming into? Who is this?..
Who is this person i'm looking at..?
It was in the past..
Nowadays I would look at the mirror and see exactly who i am..
Anyway, why hide it? if you do would you get something good out of it?

I think it's rather easy to make friends.. I think i'm a part-time loner =.=...
When i'm down..I don't get strength from others.. I just want to be alone at times..
Church is where i do so..
Although i do love having friends.. but going to church is not about friends..
I go every Sunday in hope He will speak something to me for the week..If you keep on busy talking back there..Would you get what He's saying?

I'm not afraid to admit I want to be a father haha~...That's my ambition
I've no desire to become an engineer, doctor, teacher, or whatsoever..
When I was in Form5, they gave me a piece of paper.
On the paper, it's written "When I'm 28 years old, I...."
So I filled it up with "When I'm 28 years old, I'm going to be a father.."
That gave the class a good deal of laughing as they pasted it on the door and many ppl saw it!

This happened when I'm Form5 also, I usually go to uncle Robert's house for the weekly Friday night meeting..
Oh how i missed it!! T.T
Anyway..They were asking everyone's ambition..
That time was the 1st time i decided..my ambition is to be a father..
So everyone gave me this O.O eyes (google eyes) haha..
I want to give what i can't have..to someone..

I was listening to the news just now when this came out.."In a decade's time, the North pole will turn into open sea.. By that time i'll be 28 yrs old! I was thinking..What about M******??(future son's name..daughter haven't think yet xD) Am i going to see my child? O.O

I am totally random...Think of a crazy thing...the next thing you know is i'm doing it already lol..
I hate nails! gosh...it's so so troublesome to cut them..why must they grow anyway =.=
I don't need it! shoo!!

Enough of crapping for today..I'm so proud of myself for enduring the typing of 65pages-fontsize10-withseriousbackache,wristpain-boredom-to-the-max!! It's about 14k of words -.-
It's all Terms and Conditions WTH!!

I just checked my mail and..I didn't realise..Uncle bob sent email with these pic quite some time ago...haha~...those were the days ;)

Uncle Bob was doing "Apa ini??"...lol

In the quietness of the night, in the havoc in the Daytime...He was there with me..I've never for a second doubted it..I could not love enough to compare with Yours to me..

I'm GOING!!!

okey...i practically haven't buy the ticket yet..
I'm gonna use the money i earned (by facebooking if u understand wht i mean haha~...)
I'm going Beyonce's World Tour AGGHARRGGHHAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!
I'm sosososososoooooooooooooooo excited!! I can't believe how crazy i can get hahahahaha!!~
anyway..I'm taking the numbered seats RM165 T.T
it burns a big hole in my wallet.. but i'll be there watching her singing n dancing
OMG how awesome!! XD

Anyway...I just came back fr Melaka trip on Saturday n' will be updating soon hahahaha....
Then on Sunday went for a movie..."Surrogates"
All those blah will be written other day lol

Edit: i bought the ticket already...hahahaha