Tick Tock

Tick tock to what is supposed to be my day.
Instead of being happy..I spend my time being depressed and asking what I really expect for tomorrow..
I don't know..no amount of celebrations will take this feeling away
Actually every year I ask myself not to expect too much from people..And I don't
I'm happier that way..Friends, don't break ur necks trying to make things special for me..It's the heart that matters

I need my special one..and I want to spend time with her
Why? because she's the only one I feel safe around..I feel safe to expect so much from her..
I'm sad now..probably just because..in a few hours time, we're supposed to spending time together not on phone..It meant that much to me