Graduation~

Lazy to describe about the convo..Huge amount of people..zz
And I complained alot about the heat..It was a really hot day ~.~
Haha..we took many pics and i love all of the pics =D
Feel so proud for my sister hehe..
Yellow bouquet is a gift from me, my bro and lil sister, Elaine..haha..nice right..I love the sunflowers ^^
LOL..my dad was vr happy xD

Noticed my granma's hair? Bold orange! hahaha..so weird huh?
She wanted to dye black but that stupid new maid accidentally took bright orange =.=
I wonder how is her reaction when she realised her hair is orange haha~~..it'll be back to normal soon lol..



Siblings whom I love vr much =D
Lol..i noticed that most of my recent pics have face similiar to the expression in the pic below..haha
I think I've found my style..lol..Small eyes..head tilt up..and smile =D haha

We went for photoshoot..Gosh..During the photoshoot the photographer was like "tilt your head to the right a little..Make ur head straighter...Lean to the right..Put your hand on his shoulder & blabla"
Lol..nvr realised a photoshoot is this hard =.="
Alas..The photos were very nice..haha
There's 1 candid photo the photographer took where we all were laughing..It was an amazing shot haha..I loveeee it..I wanted to buy the softcopy but wasn't allowed =.=...sigh~ it was a rare shot..haha
Pic below is the pic of the studio haha..
Pics of us posing at their "library" haha..looks pretty real huh..



Bros!
Also..I took the chance to retake my passport photo haha!
The previous 1 makes me look like an Indon/Vietnam maid or smtg..Zzz
It was really horrible..haha
The new 1 wasn't that bad..Just that I have heavy eyes..can barely open my eyes..haha
The photographer asked me to open my eyes a lil bigger lol..

That's all for now...I'm tired >.<
I sleep 6hours only nowadays..I'm sleepy all the time..sigh~~

Time to get real

A note for myself..It's time to wake up

Well..haha..I gotta stop living in my fantasy world and bullshitting stuffs (etc: Love)

Sorry friends who entertained me when I was living in my fantasy world..I think it bores them..I had fun though..all kinds of fun lol..I'm crapping again

I got too caught up on something and I held on to it..Until this few days..I finally let go of the insane thoughts and desire..

Now I fully let go of the desire to love someone and to be loved..yeah yeah it is an amazing feeling..

but I guess it can wait for now..

Time to be realistic..I know what I did was immature and bla bla..

You know what? I didn't really care..It's ok to do new things once a while hahah

Letting go of that topic..which I really don't want anyone to question too detail about it..What I told is just about what I want to tell.

Hmm..I wanna write about the dream I had the other day

I had a noon nap till around 8pm..

The dream started when I enter the lift with my roommate..Hmm..I think his existence didn't really matter cuz I can't connect his presence to any significant meaning

The lift went up the 1st time..it stopped at the top floor..but goes down without opening the doors..Same thing happened when it reached the lowest floor..It went up again..

This time the lift goes down by falling..I was listening to my ipod when I realised it's going down way too fast!

I began to scream a little..but then I thought of something..

Death wasn't something I was afraid of

I bowed my head and prayed..I realised it was too late to ask for forgiveness..I didn't want to end in Hell..It scares the hell out of me!

When the lift almost reach the lowest floor..I thought it would land with a crash..but it slowed down and stopped..but then..it went up again..

I woke up..

My roommate woke up too..I sent some messages..

Then I cried..It was uncontrollable..and my roommate saw that =.=..how embarrassing..

He asked me questions but I couldn't answer as my throat felt like it's choking..

It was pretty funny that he thought I was possessed when I suddenly cried..haha!

Gosh..the idea of going to hell..My genuine fear..

Well..it's pretty obvious God has sent me a vision and I interpreted it..He gave me chances..that's why the lift goes up and down..being in the lift is like being trapped in my sins..I never got free of my sins..So the doors never opened

I went out of my room to have a bath..but I was caught in a hearty talk with my house-mates..At first I was pretending to smile..It got better after that..They are very nice people =)

I have to stop my habit of putting a mask on whenever I'm unhappy..It makes me feel so fake..

Hmm..i gotta say..I'm improving at it

I'm Ron..I don't want to be an emo guy in the eyes of people =D

Anyway! Currently I have no internet access in Setapak..which sucks big time =.="

lol..and I had my midterm test for Basic Electronic...I finally get to feel how it's like to hand in blank papers...It feels pretty much crappy, horrible, vegetable and horrendous..haha~

1 good thing about the test..I already know my result for it

FAIL

Leong Wai Mun kena virus!

ahahaha..a post specially dedicated for WaiMun lol..

I am getting fatter

Anyway..new pic from floria festival in Putrajaya..haha

I know pain in the heart..It leaves a scar

Well yeah..I've gone through really rough moments..
Those close with me already know what happened..Zzz..
Yesterday was one the worst day I ever had..I'm obviously still hurting from what happened
but I gotta hide it the whole day just to avoid questions..Yes..I felt like I'm seriously superficial yesterday..I know
I felt so fake hiding my own feelings..but I don't want to let anyone see me hurting
I fell for a person

Well..this isn't really who I am..
I think..I should hide it so that people won't think Ron Foong is such a softie..haha
I knew I would be able to accept it..So i rather hide it and be a man! hahah..lol

Proud to say..I'm getting better d..

What to comment from the experience I had? I enjoyed it alot although it ended fast..and I guess a little experience wouldn't hurt although it isn't normal..hahah

Friends..if u know wht happened..SHUSH!!
I would like it to remain a secret between us =P

Haha..Also..this week I added 2 ppl to the list of ppl who liked me before..A list is fun lol..
Stop thinking I'm perasan ahaha..
Although people like ur looks..it doesn't mean they will like you..or your personality because it's wht matters..I know it pretty well because they say they like you but completely forget about you the next week..as a result, I can't trust a person easily
You are good looking..so?

Oh right..I want to express my dissatisfaction towards a girl in the elevator just now when I was heading home..Kajang..
So she was in the elevator & reached the floor she wanted to get out at..
Me and my roommate's back were facing her and we've got no idea she wanna get out..
After a while she sarcastically said "Excuse me!"
Got out and said to her bitchy mom "They don't let me pass through also!" in an angry tone..
Damn..Wtf right?
Some girls expect just a fierce stare can send a message to boys..I guess this was wht she did..
The mouth is meant to be pursed is it? Or maybe she had a bad day..
This is the problem with some people..Got irritated at random people because they are so blinded with anger..Zzz..
Seriously I will scold her back if she remains in the elevator..Stupid b****!

Sorry bout the harsh language..I'm filled with anger =.=..Can i slap her? isshhh..

It's been quite some time..haha

Okie..i wanted to post about my new life in Setapak..but..I'm lazy to get into that now..haha

It's basically..darn boring compared to PJ life..

I really missed my PJ housemates..just some of them lar..I still hate some of them n swear I'll never live with them again lol..

My life in setapak..i can foresee..that it's going to be a pretty studious life..

but..my roommate makes it much better for me la..if not i'll have break out already living there lol~~

Studying in Utar..whatever la..i don't want to say anything about that

And..I don't feel as sociable anymore..probably because I'm getting too comfortable with my friends..It's hard to keep it up..as there are many group of friends..It's stressful..I don't know why must it be so complicated lar..For instance, my housemates..why can't everyone stick together and stop hating even just a little..Just a little hate shows hostility and it's going to get worse..zz
So there are days I just need to talk to a person..and ignored everyone else because I can't take it anymore..I'm a person who needs alot of time for myself

Oh..I want to express the burden I'm having living in Setapak..

As the houseleader, I cannot be biased..So I have to put friendship aside to settle problems sometimes..sigh~

It's a little problematic because I'm having a hard time to voice it up..So far..no problem arising from many complains I throw at my housemates..I certainly hope none of them hates me cuz I said to them about many minute details >.<

Actually la..the house is very comfortable for me..I like the environment..Just that I hate the tension that arises now and then.

I'm having a bummer..sigh~

I think I like a person

OH yeah! I bought a Nike air shoes..hehe..Yes it is costly..but i think it's worth it because it is just how i like it..haha~~

Rm350 gone..for the shoes I longed for hehe..

It shines under the light..very nice! haha..

Pss: It makes me tall too..lol!

Some parts shining under the light..hehe..my gorgeous babe!

My next aim..A nice watch =D