Don't mess with me

I'm nice..and I can be a friend..
When things people do set me off..I'm sorry that I'm this kind of person
I'm heartless and cold when I deal with people I'm ready to lose..
When it's better to lose a "friendship" I will...Why live my life enduring some ppl's idiocy and keeping my cool when inside I'm saying "what an idiot"
I have actually gave this person a second chance to be a friend..
He's the first person who sets me off 2 times in my life..That's when I lose my temper and let the evil side of me take over..I have a really bad temper I admit...but I've only lost it few times in my life...
I'm actually restraining to throw my temper at him now...Knowing myself..My words..my actions can be terrible..My body was shaking..my hands..couldn't write a word because it's shaking so much..my breathing was irregular..I want to clench my fist and hit him right at the face..to wake him up of his fantasies and to make him really hate me...that he won't come back asking to be friends..cuz if he does that when I gain my cool..i might consider giving him another chance..I wouldn't want that
I'm not this kinda person who holds so much grudge inside of me..Don't think of me like that..
It's just that this guy drove me to the edge..
To this guy...Just hate me..I'm a cold and heartless guy in your eyes..Let this image sink into you..
Now I'm breathing normally...slowly my hands won't shake as much as it did..
I'll be the guy I am again..I hate to see the evil side of me coming out again =)

Photoshop frenzy!

I've completed another of my "project" and this will be my last for this sem break..lol
Time to pick up the books and finish at least 1 novel in the remaining week!
This "project" was done without much inspiration..and creativity..it looks like just a better version of the 1 i did earlier..this 1 is much more complicated to complete though..
Today went to sing Karaoke with my cousins..Ooh~ It was really fun and I got to sing my favourite song ever! "Now and forever" by Richard Marx..I was surprised that song is available there =D
However..the karaoke wasn't so friendly towards Tohoshinki fans =.=" i wanted to sing "Doushite" badly!..Sigh..I guess I'll just sing at home..
I enjoyed singing fireflies by owl city lol...It's interesting to sing in a different way so that it's similar to the original singing..He doesn't use the normal voice lol...i have no idea how to explain..but i did use a little throat trick to make that voice lol

We had a good chat..We still click well haha..
Tomorrow the Foong family will be having dinner in Seremban @_@ It's so far away!
Well..time to eat my hearts out haha! I've been "exercising" way too much lately and I deserve to eat..LOL..maybe a few kg gone in these few days..xD

Anyway..I seem to be very much in love with Ayu recently..especially with the excitement of waiting for my order to arrive =D
It's my first time buying a single..It better be in good condition!! >.<
And what a surprise when Vivi deji diary come up with a special edition this time..
The Naked Talk..lol...
I was vr surprised when i see the photos and I thought it was the sick joke of some ppl making pics of her topless with just her hand covering her breast..
Then I realised it isn't possible cuz it's too perfectly done..haha..
So...wow! but she's usually cute and stuff..but not so much on sensual..
Yep..it looks sensual to me lol..
Also..I managed to get Adobe CS4 portable..I played around with the features..Just some simple ones that I can understand..
I managed to thin my face, change my eye colour, make my skin flawless and shiny, raise my eyebrow..and lastly the best..eyebags disappear..
I realised it was too fake..There's too many things can be done with the software..So i'm not going to further use it haha..
like..wth..the face can be thinned with just few scrubs =.="
The eyebag removal thing..is the big trick..lol..i used many stuff to achieve it
I love the eyebrow raising stuff..lol..it looks so real..but it's only useful for gals and drags..haha.i want bushy eyebrows! lol..of course with the same trick..the mouth shape can be changed to how u want it to look like..
gawd..It's so fake!

New banner!

This time it took me a really long time to think of an idea what to do for the new banner and to complete it..
The last one I played around with gif extension effect..which is the moving small little pic of ayu
This time I used the effect of PNG format instead..the transparent colour!
The ayumi pics were readily made..it made my life so much easier lol.. Then I started with ChangMin's pic..It took me hours to clear the background =.=" I included my work just to share =D I love fooling around with pictures..with different photoshops..It made my idea possible to be done haha..

I'm running out of things to do..I'll prolly edit my own pic lol..first gotta take pic =D
Too lazy to do that today! I'm gonna take my noon nap Zzz..

Looks change over time

Firstly...there will be lots and lots of my self-pic..I've been wanting to post something like this for quite some time now..haha..

I'll start with my current photo..It might be too sudden to bombard readers with my fugly pics =.="
This photo was taken with my webcam a while ago..hehe..my hair is still a little straight currently..hahah~
OK! Personally I find the pic below horrible =.="
Zzz...I got a shock when I log in my High5 account after years..LOL! I joined High5 since I started using the internet and I did not have scanner nor digital camera..It was taken with my cousin's camera in KTM when I was around Form1..I still have the shirt lol..
Ugly right? ...That time I hated looking at the mirror..I didn't care how I look..
I even had center parting during my primary school days..The pics were hideous lol..
What a surprise when my looks changed around Form3..People started noticing me and I received compliments that I'm good looking..I was seriously confused that time cuz..I have always thought of myself as an ugly kid..and yes..I was pretty emo that time..
Below is a pic of me around form4 haha..the curly hair!
I deleted most of my form4 pics =.="
Uh..I remember I took the pic below when I was form4 =.=" It was the first day I got my phone and was trying out the camera ..I still look like shit lol
I look so skinny that time hahaha..
Also taken when I was Form4..Did my face changed? hmm..I've no ideaMy school days..I lost the original pic haha
Form 5 pic gallery~~ haha
Really ugly pic of mine
I showed my friend this photo..he didn't belive it's me ahahaSurprisingly! I had my some of my favourite pics taken when I was form5..They look really good =D
My shoulders looks broad in the pic below..haha..it was taken right after gym..I was an exercise freak that time..hahaWent to pavilion with the guys of J4..It was in the form4 end of the year school break..I remember I dyed that hair about 3 times that month haha~
I find bra's and alex's style funny hahahaha...Duck..however didn't change his style or looksMe with my favourite shirt! I love that shirt but got worn out *sobs*
I had my short curly hair that time haha~End of form 5 pics..
I had longer curly hair during the break after SPM haha...I love this hair =D
Below are all pics taken after SPM..
The pic of me below is the pic i took before the JPA interview..I didn't put any wax on my hair lol..I look decent..lol
Taken at WaiMun's birthday party.. =D
I love the set of pics that I have them all in my phone haha

I remember clearly the different hair I have after I enter UTAR..haha
My first is the curly one..not too long..Like the pic below..Of course I didn't always look like that la! haha..This shot..It's impossible for me to get shots like this now d...I straightened my hair..and I had this long brown hair...Oh I LOVE that hair!
Some commented I look like Japanese =D I remembered Lucas said that xD
but I had to cut it off because it was too long..and curly at the root of the hair zz..
I had short curly hair then..zz
My short hair became this long..and I had really long bangs..haha
I somehow love the long bangs =D
I straighten my hair again..And..I cannot stand my long and straight hair..I cut it off...I didn't ask uncle to cut it this short but he did..haha..
It rocks! I didn't want long hair again..And I love short straight black hair.. =D
I don't have to waste time fixing my hair that time haha..My hair grew longer..in 3 months...My hair became lion head...haha~
So I had it cut..Uncle didn't cut it that short this time..and I loved it..
Just that my hair is so curly now if I didn't blowdry it..I don't like curly hair! Zzz...So much hassle for that stupid curly hair..
Anyway..I'm given this look and I appreciate it alot haha~
It helped to build my confidence...If no I'll stay the same..The quiet, conservative, no confidence, emo guy I was..I was constantly in mild depression in the past..Now I'm just a normal person..
And! I have changed totally being in college..I'm no more always so scared of doing things..
I've been through a really good change =)

Melacca Trip!!

Finally..Thanks to Jeff for uploading every single pic haha
This will be a long long post fully loaded with pics..lol
I spent half of my day on this post =.="

MONDAY 27/09/2010
Firstly! On Monday right after my Basic Electronic exam..We went to sing K in the noon..I must say..I enjoyed myself very much when singing..hahaha...
It started out singing without energy or a fun atmosphere..It was gonna end in a way that we'll forget about it once we step outta the room..
Due to time constraint..We were gonna sing the last few songs..Then I stood up to sing..I wanted to sing with feelings and emotion..In chinese, they call it "sing till vr gek" LOL..
Then ah fukk and shawn stood up to sing too! haha..Our last song is supposed to be "bei pan" but it was so much fun we ended up with around 5 last songs..lol..

Then we went to Sunway Pyramid to have our dinner at Fullhouse...haha..it was very expensive..zz..
The atmosphere there is really nice and the place is vr beautiful =) There's also 1 friendly waiter..I find him funny lol..





Next..We went I-city haha...I'm given the burden to lead the road there...And I'm clueless about Shah Alam area =.="...zz
Miraculously..We didn't get lost lol...We stopped at the petrol station to figure out how to go I-city when we're at Shah Alam..There were factories around us..
We almost gave up and was gonna go back Setapak when I found out that the highway I'm looking for is right in front of us! haha..It was easy later on ^^
Surprisingly...it was fun at I-city as well..haha..We had a really good camera lol

I love the pics below =D..The colours are so nice!
I'm sure we look like some maniac group there hahahaha...
We formed the word I-City in the pic below...hehe..Looks funny to me hahahaWe were on our way to go our cars when I found out this lovely view..haha..
It's amazing..with combination of three colored lighted trees..there are rainbow colors on the wall =)
We went back Setapak..Can see that everyone is excited the next day..Especially me hehe..
Melacca trip the next day!

TUESDAY 28/09/2010
Starring:
Albee, Ron, Jenny, KhooYuan, JieJing, Shawn, Jefferson, Yumie

Woke up early..The journey there was smooth..I wasn't 1 of the driver this time haha..Now I won't volunteer myself to drive for trip like this! hehe..So nice to just pin-pointing where to go and sit back and relax..I sat in KhooYuan's car..Lol..pity him if I put all the girls there..I enjoyed talking to them in the car haha..there was barely a moment of quiet haha..

KY's car went Alor Gajah first where A Famosa Resort is located...Around 30 mins away from Melacca town..while Shawn's car went to town to put their laptops to safety..
We reached the resort and noticed that the entrance ticket to all of the parks can be used anytime! So there was a big plan change..We decided to visit the town for the day..and go to the parks the next day..I'm so grateful for the plan change lol..cuz the waterpark isn't open on Tuesday..

So we went to the town..and our first stop is Jonker Walk..The day kinda sucked la..
There aren't many shops open along the street..and my favourite cendol&Laksa shop is closed that day..So is "Oo jian" and the longkang "lok lok"...*sobs*
We did manage to eat a very delicious cendol and Sate Celup as well..Waaa...
The food was very nice =D
The chicken rice however...1 word..bad
Delicious cendol and Sate Celup!The pic in the middle looks so romantic hehe...Way to go!Posing at the A FamosaWe ran outta place to go during the day..Zzz..It was really nerve wrecking when we were desperately finding places to go..and everyone is waiting for me to decide cuz i'm the so-called "boss" there.. =X
Finally..we went to Tan Kim Hock and River Cruise..
1 word also..boring
While on the boat...We saw this fella doing a movie/music video..I've no idea..Haha..but it's kinda entertaining to watch him dance xDWeird color cuz I removed all the green color in this pic...It was too green-ish =.="Visit Melacca town only on Friday to Sunday pls! There are not much activities there..probably the trafic jam will help to kill time..haha
We wanna eat and eat and eat..but the shops weren't open and some bizarre-mouthed fella complained that we kept on eating..but never paid for what he ate =.=" We were pretty pissed off at that guy..

At night we went back to Alor Gajah to spend our night in A Famosa Resort villa...1 word again
WOW
haha..the thing is..we paid rm8 per person for a night in the villa...So darn cheap!
The room was so big..and the bed..Omg..it's so comfortable!
I freaking love the bedsheets..It's like some high-class hotel there..haha..and we have the whole villa to ourselves! In fact..It was so comfortable we dropped the plan to cycle in the morning..haha..I had a lovely sleep~~
Oh..anyway..A Famosa is 500++ hectares...That's freaking HUGE!! We have to drive 10km after entering the resort to reach our villa...haha
We wanted to spend our 2nd night in the villa as well..but since there's no promotion..The price is rm488...Wth..Zz..Anyway..freaking love the villa =D
We don't dare to use the personal swimming pool though..hahaha

WEDNESDAY 29/09/2010

So cold in the morning =DPosing at the bar in the kitchen lol...Playing cards in the night..I was friggin' tired..but the games were fun =D
We were a noisy bunchSuper close up! haha..not bad though!Zz..Jeff looks like a ghost at my back..He was actually running there to take photo with us..haha
He didn't make it lolFunny way of refilling the water in the car...hahaZz..look at my face..I was surprised when that guy put the parrot on my shoulders..Their legs makes my shoulder feel so itchy =.="
When we enter the Safari Park, we quickly ran off to catch up with the Elephant show...We were late..Zz...However, we managed to see some very funny moments! haha..
The first one that we saw is a girl lying down with her back facing up..It was the time for elephant massage..haha...The elephant used it's trunk to repeatedly hit the girl's backside..The audienced laughed looking at the scene lol..
The next person to experience elephant massage is a guy..haha
This time the guy lie down with his front face upwards...Know what that means??
Oh..what horror he had experienced lol!
The elephant kept on hitting his willy..LOL! he raised 1 leg..
ok..mayb it can prevent the trunk from hitting directly..HAHAHA
The audienced of course laughed at the scene..haha..
The elephant even used it's legs to thump at that guy's private! hahah..it was really funny lol..
The next part is the elephants dancing..1 of the elephant is so funny lol..it can really dance! haha,,
We went to Monkey Island!Some of the animals found at the island..The caged zone in the park..
Next, we had a ride on this truck..It was really fun cuz he drive very fast and we sat at the back..The road was bumpy and steep at times..It felt like roller coaster...haha..
Ahh...The ride was amazing
The scene in the truck..
Everyone was really excited looking at so many varieties of animals..I admit I was excited as well..I haven't seen so many beautiful animals in a while now..
There were so many type of animals! really nice..Highly RECOMMENDED!!
Well..there were so many indians in the truck..So there was hell alot of shoutings and excited sounds..lol
The ostriches..looks ugly..cuz there aren't much feathers at their back...Their butts looks like chicken after their feathers are being plucked out..yuck~
The reindeer looks great!
Magnificent shot!
Oh..I love the Tiger zone!!
Next..we went to watch the bird show..hmm..just average compared to what we had...The truck ride and elephant show..hahaThe most "=.=" part is where they ask this lady to put her hands up..the music playing behind is the Titanic song "My heart will go on"...but the scene is quite nice lar..The pigeons are beautiful..
For me they symbolize love and serenity..There were alot of pigeons flying over our head..haha..
They released the ducks at the end of the show..followed by flamingos..
The ducks were so cute! Their butts swinging side to side when walking..hahaI regret not taking pic with this amazing eagle..It is the sea eagle..It looks really sharp and macho! haha..I think it is the king of the sea? lol..that's what I heardAround 3pm we went to the waterpark..Everyone kept wanting to go outta the Safari Park asap cuz we wanna go to the waterpark...
Personally..I was really excited to have a ride on the 7 storey high slide!
It was fun inside =D The best waterpark I've been to so far...Also recommended!!

We were playing monkey at the wave pool..lol..i duno what it's called..We were shouting alot..
And then I heard..someone said "wa..So fun"..The tone was very sarcastic and I'm 100% sure it's directed at us..Well...I don't give a damn!!
We continued to have our fun..And the group I heard the remark from..They look miserable and bored there HAHAHA...Hey..what's wrong with others having fun when ur're not? Perfect example of idiotic people..

I got my ride on the high speed 7storey slide! haha...for 3 times...climbing up there was very taxing..It was really tiring after the whole ball session =.=" lol..
When I was on the top..I didn't think before I got on it..because if u do..you'll be scared and think twice about getting on it..haha
My first ride was on the closed 1..it falls directly to the ground..
Lemme tell u..when I was sliding down with my eyes open wide..
I was freaked out!!! We were supposed to close out arms together so that our body will be heavier and our butts will always touch the slide..
Oh my..I was so freaked out and scared that I opened my hands wide and I quickly close it again cuz I felt my butt lifting off..lol...It was SOOOOO exciting!! but now I thought of the feeling..Wanna cry la..so scary!
The other 1 is equally as scary and exciting..The girls wouldn't have a second ride on it..lol
At night..We went to Cowboy town!
hehe..I don't know which park is better for me..cuz all of them is so nice! lol
At first..before the show start at 8.30pm..We walked outside the "cowboy street"..
It was kinda boring cuz it's all restaurants, bowling, games and bar..
We decided to have a ride on the bumper car..
Oh! that was really 1 of the best ride I've been on..haha..There's not much ppl so I think that's why we had a ride for at least 15 minutes!
The bumper cars were really fast and powerful..So..the impact of the collision is painful lol..
I sweat while playing..gotta steer around to bump other people..haha.. =D
Along the street~
The red indian show was entertaining.. hehe..they acted like the red indians..so fierce haha1 of the red indian is kinda handsome! The one on the right in the pic below..haha
Woo~~Albee got pulled in for the audience participation part...hahaha...it was really funny
She gotta follow what the "red indian" do..like touching the fire with her palm..She refused and she struggled with that lady beside her..LOL! that lady acted like some crazy fellow and the scene was so entertaining
Another act she gotta follow is to put the fire into her mouth..She shook her head and struggled like crazy lol..
Then that guy did some red indian screech...haha..the "princesses" have to follow that as well..She screamed and so did the other "princess"..The audience laughed..lol..
Then it was photo time before the carnival starts..I was the first to kena..=.="
They brought a big yellow snake and wrapped it around my neck!! I was so surprised and shocked but quickly posed for the camera..haha

We were about to go back to apartment (where we spent our 2nd night) because I thought the show starts at 10.30pm..and we haven't check in yet! I was quite worried..but then the show started not long after that..
Thank God!! The carnival was friggin' hilarious and entertaining..And it had a really amazing ending..Read on!

1 of the funniest character is the sexy ladeh!! hahaha
We kept "Whoop-ing" "her" and I gave "her" a really big shout everytime "she" pass by..haha..oh.."she" came out 3 times..lol..
"She" noticed us la of course.."She" kept blowing kisses our way hahaha...
This is something I totally didn't expect from the carnival..It was hilarious!
"She" was really good at shaking that butt!
There were the boys from the wild wild west show, animals from the Safari park shows, a group of "he" with their dancing...Wow..they dance very well..the way they shake their booty..haha
There was also a Cleopatra..but the Cleopatra wasn't a she!! From far.."she" looks REALLY hot! haha..but when she got closer..=.=" wow..!
There were many more characters..including the dancing elephants..So cute~~Alas..the carnival ended..
Fireworks were to start straight after that..
At first it was as the pic shown below..I thought...I shouldn't expect too much from a small park like this..
but then..the firework in the pic below stopped..Then the real thing begins!! I haven't seen such a beautiful firework display for quite some time now..haha..The fireworks aren't those small ones...but those big ones!! Oh my..It's so nice..haha..and it lasted few minutes =D
Our rm58 in total for the day is sooooooooooooo worth it!!Ended with a group pic with the red indians..=DWe just ate and go home the next day..Had a good sleep in the apartment..very nice =D
My heart felt heavy when I got down the car..It was really a nice and memorable trip..
All for rm150 per person only haha~
Our next one..is Genting Highland during the weekend of our 1st week of Sem2..
hehe..And I'm also planning a Langkawi trip mid next year =D
And waterfall-hotspring one day trip next year also
I'm so excited! hehe..
I LOVE HOLIDAYS!!