The Questionaire..Myself

Haha...It seems fun so here i go! TQ Yee haha

Thing that i cared the most:
Hmm...thing..not person..Ok My Ayumi CD collection! I used alot of money to have the 5 album(soon to be 6) It cost me a bomb but it doesn't matter..I do treasure it! I love it gaga

Thing that i can't lose:
My handphone..Haha..It will feel Sseriously weird without it even for a day haha. There's this some1 i need to keep in touch :D

Thing dat made me mad
UH...I'll be seriously mad if i felt any form of BETRAYAL from my friends. I HATE.. but i don't get hurt by that most of the time..It's good to let it pass to remain as friends.

The unforgettable event
There was a time where my relatives on my father side went totally berserk and the time was crazy. I could not forget it as during that time it felt like i have gone into a totally unfamiliar world. That time my uncle was having affair..And everyone knew it. I saw people who i never thought would cry did it. It felt so weird..Everyone seemed completely devastated..I was young..I could not understand affair..Looking back..I couldn't accept that the thing happened. Everything is completely different now.

Thing dat i concern the most
I actually really cared about people who are important to me. That includes my family and my friends! I really happy i have my family..And if anything ever happen to them i'll be heartbroken. I could not even imagine it :)
My friends..Well practically not all of them..The J4 clan and some other close friends.. I'm really happy to be blessed with alot of good friends.. :)

Particular some1 dat i don wanna lose the most?
No particular someone but yeah don't wanna lose any!

The SHAMEFUL event!
Oh..I got ALOT..Haha..I'll tell 2 though..
When i was in Form2 i was really a weird thinking guy haha..I saw the bookshop in my school sells safety pins! only 20cent for 10pins..I had this dumb interest to buy them and make them in to a really long chain. I was running from the other side of the field to the bookshop..As i had my eyes set on the bookshop i did not bother to look at the ground..Then when i reach the longkang..My leg went straight in. The girls around there looked at me..And i put my head down..Wanting to escape the emberassment i caused myself haha..Then my classmate asked me "FOONG, u jatuh dalam longkang tu ah? hahaha.........." =.=

2nd..It was during my school time also..I was in form3. After assembly we walked to our classrooms..I was really a BLUR guy..(perhaps still is) Before reaching my classroom.I thought i reached and i went inside the classroom..The arrangement and the class seems perfectly same to me as my class. But when i walk till half..I realise those people aren't my classmates~! I was still blur and i was wondering..Why was my seat taken?! WHO are u guys..Then when i was about to reach the exit only i realise..I was in the wrong class haha...But looking at those people's face..SO funny..They looked confused as i were haha..
I did not say a word when my friend ask me later in KHB class "Kau masuk salah kelas ya? Hahaha.........." =.=

Friendship or lovelife?
I guess...Friendship for now..I'll settle to Lovelife when i grow up i guess..I just love to go out with friends nowadays..Lovelife..haha..No

The thing dat makes me despair the most
Losing something..I hate the feeling...Esspecially on losing friends

The thing dat makes me happy!!
Hmm...Sing K(i love it), eat out with family (unless my dad destroys everythin by lecturing us NON STOP) and...anything simple that makes me feel close to my friends and family and relatives^^
Oh..My achievement too..I don't get proud by it but it makes me confident in who i am.

Thing dat makes me felt grateful
My PoPo's special Curry! It's her best dish ever..Not so oily and really really delicious..I'm really grateful to have my PoPo Haha..We all love her curry!..Really grateful to have a nice keluarga kembangan haha...The annual keluarga kembangan trip also..Every year it's really fun Hehe..
Also..When my friends confide in me..I feel grateful^^

The definition of fren
-Asks about me when i say i'm down...
-Will not take me for granted or troubles me for their selfish ambition..I think i can judge the action pretty well.
-Takes me for who I am..My religion etc
-Tells me things..means we are close enough^^
I might not be good in juggling between friends and the things happening in my world though haha

Counts of coupling
0

Individual dat i 'bo song' the most
There's some individual i don't like..I don't hold much grudge though..Forgiveness is the key haha...JUST,,,don't ignite the anger haha

Definition of love?
Duno and don't care..Haha
I think this question is too lovey dovey

So, This is me ^^

This is What's Wrong..

What's wrong with me nowadays? 1 moment i can be really happy and contented with life and another i'll be totally blank...Everything i say during the moment can be very direct and i won't hold back any thoughts..I went totally blank and i was emotionless...Not wanting a single contact with anyone..

My mind is blank..Someone asked me "What's in your mind?"
I replied.."Nothing" as there's nothing in my head...even now..
I hate these moments...I'll be happily chatting but then when it came..It all ended..

The empty mind disease..does it ever exist? I want to know
I can't cry..There's no sorrow

Occasionally today...I felt someone punched my head...I felt no push..But i felt the pain..in 1 area the size of a knuckle..
Each time in different area around my head..What is wrong with me..I wonder
Maybe my empty mind just made it up..
The pain is real...I felt it..

I always had empty mind days...It happens occasionally..
But i'm ok..really
The only thing is..I hate it when it comes

ron~

Teary Day of Happiness and Sorrow

Yesterday was the SPM result day..The night before it, i thought i was in good mood and I thought i don't feel any pinch from thinking tomorrow is the day where 5 years of my studies will be judged..I really thought i didn't care..But i made a call to someone and the phone calls has a lot of pauses..It was really awkward so finally we ended the conversation with a relief..I just wanted to make sure she's okay..She's ok..
I thought i couldn't sleep well too but i slept like a rock :)

The day came..I really was just excited to meet old friends..I missed the good ol' days when i have tons of friends..They kept saying they are nervous..I can't believe what i did...60% i was acting nervous..40% i'm nervous actually..I felt so fake..But it's nt like i'm fake my emotion all the time la..It happens only that time..But i really can't wait..It's all so exciting! I got a fairly good result..When i 1st got it i was like hmm...quite good..got some A1's..then counted SLOWLY haha..I can't blieve my eyes..i counted a few times..Then syakir who was beside me shouted congrats u got straight A's!..I just join in the fun because till now i don't think that straight A thingy matters..and I realise i really am so blur..but looking at their face..I'm so happy..I turned on my super chatty mode later on..Walking around and talking to many ppl including parents i 1st time meet! But it was like super fun..I wanted to hug some1 so much that time haha..This is really something..

I talked to teachers..I'm really disappointed i can't talk to miss Harvinder..She always target me last time because i'm the weakest student in history class O.OI just want to thank her so much..She is the reason i read History books!When i was dubbed as the weakest in her class...I made sure i got an A in SPM..^^

We went out to old town..But it wasn't fun because there's too many people there..Can't really chat..But then we played bowling..It was like super fun to me hehe..Since nowadays i don't help them wash longkang so much..Just 5 times in 2 games i think although it's still alot..I'm also so glad Duck is back! Yen too..It's like missing pieces of puzzle are back..Welcome back!

The day after the result day..Many SPM leaver suffered the aftermath..Including me..Well i had a tough day today..1stly i woke up..It was raining...I felt the breeze..The soothing cold breeze..What a perfect day to sleep and i have to work!I ended up being late..It was nothing..There're like only 3 person in the whole office..My result news spread like wildfire though..As they came in they congratulated me..What can i say..I'm sleepy and tired..As i work till 3 in the noon..My eyes were so heavy i wanted to sleep but have to do the filing thing..It was tough as i don't know where each paper belongs to which file..I slack off sometimes..Boring!

I came back..i decided not to go ICGM as i want to look at the available scholarship and apply for them..Then i came to know a really disappointing news...That was my breaking point..I was teary..I can't stand it..My friend tried to prove that i was teary for nothing..The fact is still it's gone..it's not debatable..I felt a huge wave of relieve over me after i accepted the thing and a tearful session =.=

I can't bear to have anything to do with those stressful things tonight..I have to rest..physically and emotionally from all these weird things that brings about a huge change over my life..Many of my friends also had a tearful session today..and many in accepting term..

This is really a long post..But this is the phase in life which is very important to everyone..Adolescence..God be with us..For You will be with us wherever whenever..

Ron~

Anyway me and my cousin were looking at fake hair thread..When it comes to the pics below we agreed that it reminds us of Ju-on boy ghost haha..She's freaking ugly..Can't some1 beat some sense outta her huh.. =.= (this pic won't stay long..It contaminates this page haha)

Thunder!!

I'm still working in Nottingham University..Just now i was shocked and scared haha
I haven't experience being so near where the lightning strikes for years now..
This time i didn't get to see it..But the thunder was so loud and it felt so near.
Then 3 lightning/thunder strike near my place.
The sound was deafening..There's 1 which strike the edge of the field which is just beside my office
Electricity goes off and some1 said it struck the edge..Wow..I don't wanna see it as the lightning and thunder continues.

I wonder...is lightning really white in colour?
Few years back there's 1 which strike near my house..
I was sitting at the couch and i looked up..I saw the sky..possibly the whole image is in fire-y orange..then it turns black(because there's a blackout)
it's cool too see it in such short distance tho :)

Tomorrow's the much awaited SPM result day..hopefully every1 get good result^^

Money smells..~

An indian/arabian guy came to the reception and ask to renew his account today.
When i receive the money i didn't think much..But then when i held it closer..
OMG it's like FREAKING SMELLY..
I wonder what he did with the notes..he wiped his butt with it or something?
It's the smell of overdosed fragrance..
I had to handle the money anyway..so i kept it separately than other notes so that it won't damage the others...The next customer need to have it..I can't keep it here haha (since he used it to wipe his butt)
Just now i touched it with 2 fingers to separate it and VOILA! my fingers smells.. -.-

Anyways..I just read about the human cannibalism tribe in China..GAWD..can please don't send me these gory email huh POTATO?
It makes me wanna puke and i translated the word and read it..i'm so speechless

WOOT!!!

The cover for NEXT LEVEL has been leaked and the tracklist as well..It gives me a shock because this is so unexpected! The below pic is the cover leaked today.
I love the colour and style..But her hair is.......o.O
i personally expected a beauty shot..When i 1st saw it i thought of beyonce..Haih
It would be so much better if the cover for SPARKLE is used instead.
I will opt for other version for other cover..Hope they will be better
The tracklist sounds funny also..At least i'm rest assured that "Days" are included..Because i wanted a ballad album

I'm also shocked that "Mirrorcle World" wasn't included..I love that song..T.T
It will be a good change..I love everything from Ayu! ~
I PRAY that Curtain Call will be a ballad!!

Load of the SHUGYO what the hell =.=
＜CD DISC-1＞

01.Bridge to the sky
02.NEXT LEVEL
03.Disco-munication
04.EnergizE
05.Sparkle
06.rollin'
07.GREEN
08.Load of the SHUGYO
09.identity
10.Rule
11.LOVE 'n' HATE
12.Pieces of SEVEN
13.Days
14.Curtain call

＜DVD＞
01.Days ＜video clip＞
02.GREEN ＜video clip＞
03.Rule ＜video clip＞
04.Sparkle ＜video clip＞
05.NEXT LEVEL ＜video clip＞
06.Curtain call ＜video clip＞
07.Days ＜making clip＞
08.GREEN ＜making clip＞
09.Rule ＜making clip＞
10.Sparkle ＜making clip＞
11.NEXT LEVEL ＜making clip＞
12.Curtain call ＜making clip＞

Friend..

Feeling down and deserted..I wonder where are you, how are you
Although you may not have seen it or know it..I feel for you

How are you accepting things? Why aren't there anything to let me know you are okay? I want to know..It matters
Our days are over..But is there any ray of hope that i can see you again?

My dear friend:
F..

Ayu~~AWESOME!!

Haha..I've waited for this too long! The tracklist hasn't been out yet for upcoming NEXT LEVEL album but i've heard some chorus of some songs..
Among them are SPARKLE and RULE.. Below is a short commercial for the single Rule/SPARKLE which both songs are going to be included in the album NEXT LEVEL..!
You can listen the chorus of both songs in the youtube link embedded below..

Rule sounds awesomer than SPARKLE..Well, naturally because it was chosen for the theme song for DragonBall Evolution movie..
But both song is great as she hasn't produce any songs like it..I haven't listen to the whole song but am anticipating for it WooHoo! OMG..I can't wait to buy it and get it! I hope i get 2 posters again this year with the album under RM100..like last year

The usb cost rm200+..But it doesn't matter as i'm definitely...Not buying it haha..Because i don't really fancy collectibles.. It's a real beauty though