A little dramatic today

Today..I finally did what I wanted to
Donate my blood haha..argh! I forgot to take pic T^T
I don't think I'll be doing it again anytime soon hahaha..

After entering the hall..I guess I just panicked
My face went white because I was so scared O_O
I've always been scared of pain and blood..Even when I was doing test for blood type..I couldn't control my facial expression...
When the people working there were talking to me..My mind went somewhere else..I couldn't focus because of fear..They smiled at me and heck..that was emberassing!

Finally I was seated at the chair..waiting for my blood to be drawn outta me..I just wish it end quickly cuz there's no way I can run outta that place after all procedure was done..
When the needle penetrate my skin..it was just a slight pain..barely even painful
but I can't look cuz there's a friggin' needle sticking into my skin!!!
The nurses kept asking whether I'm okay cuz I'm sure I look like someone who had just seen ghost..lol

Anyway..it was done in a flash..
I'm tired now and there's a class in a few mins time..Just wanna sleep! haha..
Ahh...at least I managed to do what I fear..haha

Search for a hairstyle and..Apology

I tried a hairstyle that I've always wanted to have...haha
Just for picture purpose..
I never had the courage to sport it cuz..ppl always laugh when I pull my hair up..
Sigh......I think it looks..not bad la



my current hair..lolI think it's obvious that my current hair looks much better on me..haha..
I look so old when i pull my hair up..but hopefully 1 day I'll walk outside with that hair =D
I would like some opinion on the hair lol...kindly leave comments TQ haha

These days I have really bad eye bags...lol..
mainly it's because I'm so obsessed with playing MapleStory..Zzz..
Heck, I even play when I'm super sleepy yesterday..I keep on sleeping while playing resulting in alot of death of my character..hahaha..

I also wanna write an apology to my housemates..
I'm sorry I could not keep my cool tonight..I suffered burn out just now..
My phone kept on vibrating with incoming messages with problems I need to solve..
I was handling several things simultaneously..I was really stressed..Then it just happened when Jason say he wanna go cc instead of cleaning the house..
For me it's actually not a big deal..Just that..they have been asking when to do the major cleaning several times..I felt pressured because I don't wanna be seen as procastinating responsibility..
With everything going on in my mind..My brain was working like a mainframe processing the solutions to problems..I could not seem to solve them...haha..
Now I breathe with ease as everything falls into the right place..
And my buddy's amazing faith in me..She said "you always manage somehow"
So I guess...I'll manage somehow =)

Work my a** off..and Shopping Spree =D

Actually..I didn't wanna post anything..
I won't be writing much when my semester starts..haha
Since it's the end of my sem break..and I love these pictures so much
I thought I could write about it..haha..I had a great time during this sem break
Credits goes to my friends..old buddies and family
I miss my old buddies alot T^T I had the most wonderful time meeting them again

CNY is nearing...that means new clothes for me! hahaha...I kinda love shopping haha...
My favourite mall is 1 Utama..it won over Midvalley in my heart hahaha..
It's a little pricey for the clothes there though...
well..I love the vast amount of choices I get there

This one from the Island shop...
meh..I don't think I look good in it...haha

I almost bought this as well..but it's V-neck..so I decided not to..I'm not a friggin korean superstar who wears V-neck all the time..haha
I like the shark..the words there are "I have feelings too" I think so...don't remember d..it's too blur in the pic..haha
I look kinda haggard here huh? lol
This one from PDI
I tried on this Polo Tshirt..haha..the design looks special..i don't look good in it..Zzz
but I thought it made me look like a rich bastard
Oh well...considering the price..it's too pricey for me
rm100+
I bought this one...lol..cuz the guys in the prints of the tshirt are so handsome hahaha
I thought.."might as well be my only pink shirt *hehe*"
I went for a job last Saturday...As a server in an event in Mariott Hotel, Putrajaya
Boy oh boy...That job was seriously tiring..
Just serving ppl alone is already damn tiring..
It's like there are alot of lemon at the feet..haha
After finish serving and the event ended, we gotta prepare the hall for the next event..that means full of shitload of work to arrange the tables, chairs and everything..it's ALOT of work cuz the hall there is seriously big and many stuff to do!
No wonder the work ends at 2am lol
However, I gotta say it's worth it
I've gained experience from this job..and I enjoyed the event..haha..

The event was Dell annual dinner cyberjaya branch..
Oh my..what an extravagant event!
Harith Iskandar was the MC there..and he's really funny..haha..the games were really funny as well..The people were dancing and singing at the stage and it's really fun to look at them hahaha..
Girls there wore gowns and the guys wore tuxedoes..There are a handful of good looking around me..hahah...
The ladies are so finee! And they are generous with the amount of skin they show lol...hahaha
The guys..erm..just handsome..

Of course we camwhored..the uniform wasn't that bad la..I still think red looks better haha..
I didn't take pic of the hotel..but the hotel is seriously nice la..a 5star hotel
I like this pic haha..



Ooh..my hair looks nice here.. haha..i love the colour!

Daniel Boo came back to Malaysia 3 weeks ago..I had a great time chatting with him..
I like this pic..haha..it looks nice haha..=D
Would be better if ppl our age in the church take a pic together..haha..
I realised my words are a little vulgar in this post..oh..whatever..
I'm cranky at night haha

Ohh..anyway...hahaha
I was reading my blog..I do that from time to time and usually I find it entertaining to remember important moments..haha
but then...I realise I've posted some random emo shit lol...It really cracks me cuz..I didn't know I was that guy! hahah...Erm..I wanted to delete those post but..oh well..Just to remember..I was an immature emo guy =P
hahah..even I myself didn't wanna read it LOL!
Now I rarely feel down..I guess I'm free of negativity =D

Micheal Buble in my dream

The dream started with a highschool typical scene during the 1st day of school..everybody were choosing their seat..I chose mine between Atiqah and Ramesh...LOL I wonder why they appear in my dream in the 1st place..zz
My seat was near front
Then..I heard a familiar voice saying "hello" at my back..
I turned around and OMG!! Micheal Buble was standing there and was gonna perform for us!!
I'm his fan btw..not hardcore..but I really love his voice..Ahh
He began singing a song that I know how to sing along..but in reality he never sang that song before..It just sounded similar to the song "Heartbreak Tonight" my favourite song of his..hahah
I was freaking out trying to find some paper or preferably his album for him to sign on..lol
If I made up that song...I can probably write a song and send it to him because it's damn good hahaha,. oh dear hahaha..my face is beaming in the dream as well as now =D
The song doesn't exist..but I guess my brain can mix his voice into it..Ohh Myyyy...

I saw a bunch of stuff wrapped in a black plastic bag..semi-transparent...
I can see that those are CDs..I kept freaking out the whole dream that is..hahaha
I don't really remember how it ended..but my eyes have been gleaming the whole time..hahaha

SO that was my wonderful encounter with Micheal Buble..
In my dream..hahah..
His songs are like my guilty pleasure cuz..I don't wanna admit I love romantic songs, jazz and his voice is really amazing in particular..haha

Past..

Today..I was talking with 1 of my buddy about my past..and then a thought came up..

I should have a look at the old photos..
I felt an urge to have a glimpse into my past self again..
I've clearly forgotten how I looked like..how my life was when I was a little kid..haha

I realised that I was quite a happy kid with a lovely family..haha
Our family travel alot..
These pics means alot to me so I thought of putting it up where I always visit =D
Hmmm...I don't think I'm an ugly kid anymore..I just had a very low self-esteem when I was small..haha..I had center parting till std 6..lol..i think it actually looks okay lah..haha
I also forgotten the time when I had a lovely time in my childhood..I used to only remember 3 things about my childhood...3 things which I'm REALLY ashamed of..now it doesn't seem like it doesn't matter already..

My mom's side family always joked and call me little Mao Zedong..I don't know who the heck is he and I don't think I looked like tht guy =.=
Funny hair...hhaha
So I did have curly hair from young! lol
I love the pics of us 4 siblings =D
We all love our miracle youngest sister (there's a story behind this)
And I loved to play with my bro..haha..
Me graduating kindergarden..haha..I dislike that tadika cuz all I can remember about it are bees and Chan Willie...lol..weird memories huh
I get bitten by bees alot in the playground..so there's once I couldn't take it and ran outside..the teacher stopped me and I have to go in to play with the bees again..lol..I freaking hate insects lol
I'm still surprised Peng attended same tadika as me and she was the same class LOL..haha
The reason I remember Chan Willie is that he's my teacher's son..I attended the same primary and secondary school as him..but during primary school..I hated his cockiness..Yeah..i hated him..but now..I realised that he was just a kid haha..
I want to track down the guy wearing grey/brown in front..lol..we used to play with him alot and travel with him..
I want to see how he looks like now..haha
He has a mousey look lol
Friends who attended Sg Chua primary school...you can probably recognise some of the teachers in this pic xD
Our family always go on a trip with these few teachers hahaSimple pic in the house but it looks great =)

I grew up this long with a thick unshaven mustache...hahaha..can't see clearly in this pic though..
Oh..and I still wear the same shirt and pants till today...my size didn't change much huh..
Is it just me or...
I think I look like an italian guy here lol! The curly hair and the tan..the eyes as well O_o
Hahah..nice pic =D
I think I look more manly last time compared to now..Heck! I wore a girl cap to yc yesterday hahaha
I miss these 2 guys! Three of us get along well together..I forgot wht form we were in...haha
The guy on the left is Ku Aiman and the guy on my right is...err..I only remembered Haris..haha
Both them are weirdly funny...Gosh..lets say I really do enjoy their companion

Class pic of duno what form...Look at bra! hahaha..
Lets zoom in to bra...
I laughed everytime I see this face LOL!
So bra...umm ur're pretty hot now compared to last time Muahahhaa
I like this pic because when we get this photo..Dayana was really funny! hahaha...I still remember..
"Kau macam like..hot dalam gambar ini".. her eyes were shining as she said these..I forgot what she said later on but I think her smile is what I cherish about this photo =D

Infested Body

Fungals..
Have been living on my 4th finger of my left hand for..3 years perhaps?
haha..It healed last time..but I guess it didn't fully recover ..but I have no desire to put medicine on my finger again Zz..I don't know where the antifungal went anyway haha
I'll start using medicine when it causes pain again..zZz...it cracks the skin..thus..the pain..ish


Second one infested on the side of my left toe >.<
This 1 when it become serious..the pain will be so severe that there will be tears in my eyes..haha
So lately it became worse lately..I had to buy medicine for it because it causes alot of pain when I walk..Damn u fungi!!
The medicine are fluids..so it looks like my feet is wet..haha
I don't know why..but I kept thinking of foot fetish when I'm writing this hahahaha...
I seriously don't get it..what has feet got to do with sexual pleasure?? LOL
When I went to the A Famosa Water Park...My friend asked me not to play a particular kid slide..I did not heed the advise and went in the slide..BOY oh BOY
hahaha...The slide has alot of curves..my body is too long for that slide so it not only causes pain all over my body LOL
It also cause my nails to break off..
The pic below shows how my nails look like after it fully recover..haha..ugley~!
Oh..it's on my foot
I don't really dare to take pic of my face these days..And when I did..I shocked myself hahaha
What in the world man!!
I seriously cannot stand my curly hair...haha..not only it makes my hair looks dry and brittle.
It's totally crazy when it grew long >.>
This stupid hair kept me from going out these days..lol...haha...i know I KNOW...I'm going to do something about this tomorrow..and when the semester starts..My hair would be totally changed =D
And..hmm..I've gotten a little fairer as well..fatter of course haha...

I need something to handle this bad boy..haha..
That would be the hair dryer..It makes my hair straighter haha
See for yourself hahah...
I like the parting I did to my hair in the pic below..but..I don't think I can really pull that hair off..I think I need a haircut for it to look good..haha
Love this hair ~